#imagine You were hospitalised for a few days because of an illness. Many people visited you, but the one you're really hoping for, Jongup, didn't come. The day you are going out of the hospital, Jongup finally came. You were sulking so you pretended like you didn't care when he came in. He kept calling you but you kept looking away. After a while he finally grabbed your hand and pulled you to him. "I'm here now, right?" he said. You:"I understand you're busy, but. . Even Yongguk came.. So--"he didn't let you finish and hugged you. "I wanted you to think that if you recover faster, you will see me faster. I wanted to come and visit, but if I did you will feel relieved and think that it's okay to be sick a few more days if I came." You:"Ridiculous." Uppie:"I wanted to see you in a healthy condition. It hurts me to see you sick."
#imagine You are on a diet and you can't eat fast food. On a Saturday, B.A.P brought you out during lunch. It was in a fast food franchise. You couldn't say anything and was just holding in your hunger. Channie:"Yah, why aren't you eating?" You:"I'm. . Full." You thought of bringing the food back to your dorm and give it to your dormmate. You were trying to move your attention to something else. You:"Umm, you know , my sister just--" Channie took a piece of a burger and stuffed it into your mouth. You didn't know what to do and just chewed. You:"Oppa, I'm seriously not hungry." And you took away your burger from him. Channie:"Are you on a diet?" You hesitated but nods. Channie:"It's the holidays, you dummy. No need for diets."You:"I need to, so I can eat a lot during Christmas parties.."Channie:"Then just eat. I don't care if you gain a little weight. Just.. A little. .Though. ." You:"Aissh, stop teasing me!" Channie laughed and moves his face close to you. "I think I love you too much to even care about that."and kissed your cheek. He added "If your cheeks get a little chubby I'll be kissing it more."
#imagine you just started taking Korean lessons. You were having troubles with your homework one night, so you asked Youngjae to help you. The Hangul characters were driving you insane. Even after 30mins, you were still having troubles. "Oppa, I think that's enough. You need sleep. I'll do this on my own."You stood up and was about to go back to your dorm. Jae:"Sit down." You:"Ne?? What?" He pulled you to sit down on the chair. "You're this slow, how are you gonna do it on your own, huh?" You put on a face and stood back up."I dunno, I'll just--",He forced you back down."Sit down. Even if it's not for homework, I like it better when you're around."You gave a confused look. "Now if you refuse my help.."He paused. "I might even go with you to your classes." He gave you a deep look. Jae:"Arasseo?"You:"Haissh. Nonsense." He ruffles your hair. Jae:"You're gonna have to spend more time with me from now on. And seriously, stay here. I'll get coffee."and smiled.
#imagine You stayed up all night at the TS studio and fell asleep. You had a terrible nightmare and when you woke up, it was 3am. You were shaking and sweating. You got up but when you were walking you almost fell down. .but Yongguk caught you. "Hey, what's wrong , are you okay?"You felt silly for tripping. You:"Yes, but, I think I need to go get a glass of water.." Yongguk:'Stay here". He sat you down and went to get you water. "Here. Drink." After you drank, he hugs you."Oppa, I'm fine." Yongguk:"But I'm not. Not when you're like this." Your head hurts so you couldn't say a word. He kissed you on the top of your head."I'll be here, don't worry. I'll be here, so don't be afraid to hug me if you got a nightmare again."
#imagine The TS Ent artists, including you, went on an outing. They were all swimming in the sea but you couldn't swim. So you stayed at the beach and prepared the food. You didn't see Zelo swimming. When you were preparing, Zelo suddenly started helping you out. You:"Why aren't you joining them?" Zelo:"I dunno . . I'm too young to see those bikini bodies. Haha " You just rolled your eyes and continued preparing. Zelo:"Plus, I thought you'd be too jealous if I went in." You assumed he was teasing you and ignored him. Zelo suddenly stretched his arms and let out a big sigh of relief. Zelo:"There are too many topless guys here, I won't be able to stand it if they come near you." You:"Yeah right." Zelo moves his face closes to you, and your lips almost touched. Zelo:"Yeah, right. Coz you're mine. And only mine. I don't share."
#imagine You were punished for escaping practice and had to clean the practice room for a week. You were asked to mop it when B.A.P was practicing. You haven't seen them in quite a while. You came in with the mop and cleaning necessities and started cleaning. B.A.P was taking a break. All the other members went out to get some snacks but Daehyun stayed inside.Dae:"Yah, you missed a spot." and he pointed to you. You:"Oppa, I know what to do. You can just go with the others already. You never miss snack times." You continued cleaning. Dae:"How can I not miss snack time when it's YOU cleaning? I need to make sure the floor doesn't get slippery or we'll slip later.." He teased. You:" Don't worry, I'm a better cleaner than you think. Just go already" You were irritated and at the same time embarrassed with Daehyun's teasing. Dae:"I don't trust a kid like you." You ignored him. Dae:"How can I be assured you will not slip yourself when doing this, you clumsy kid?" he continued. You kept ignoring him. "Nonsense.." You thought. He stayed there. You:"Move. I need to mop here."He held your mop.Dae:"I'm sorry. I was just happy to see you."You:"Mmm." He gets rid of the mop and hugged you. Dae:"Really. Happy. I missed you, clumsy."
#imagine you were a new trainee at TS Ent . In 3 months, you received many secret admirers' letters and gifts from people inside the company. You were quite popular, but you secretly liked someone since forever there. Jongup. In your eyes, there was only him. You knew among the letters, he never sends you one because well, he is already popular, and he already debuted. The company disallows the debuted artist to be sending those types of letters. You couldn't open your heart to the others. You thought of giving up on your crush. There is a bulletin on the TS studio where you can write things that happened that day and everyone can read it. You wrote "I must let go, bit by bit. . I'll leave a little trace of you in me. ." The next day somebody wrote next to your note. "You're really letting it go? Because I just started to get a hold of it." You fell into a deep thought. Then someone from behind held your hand. "Can't you wait a little more? I promise I won't let it go." You turned around. "Jongup.. Oppa.." He smiled. "I promise. You need to promise me one thing too." You:"What is it?" Uppie:"That you'll keep your hearts door closed for anyone else. When it's time, promise it'll be open for me." You teared up. . and he hugged you.
#imagine B.A.P went for a schedule overseas. You won't be able to see them when they get back because during that time, you had to go outside the country too. You didn't receive any texts or calls from Yongguk for 2 days. "They're busy, they're busy. ." You thought. B.A.P's flight back is scheduled tomorrow at 2pm, and your flight leaves at 6am tomorrow. You were packing your stuff when someone knocked at the door at 12am. You opened the door and was shocked to see Yongguk. "Oppa, isn't your flight tomorrow? You need to rest!" Yongguk:"I came here, flew for 6hrs and the first thing you do is scold me?" You:"You're ridiculous. And you say you have the highest mental age." Yongguk:"I do." You gave a 'huh?' look. Yongguk:"But when it comes to you everything falls apart just like that." he hugged you. "How am I suppose to keep calm if I won't see you after this? I can't. I tried. But I can't. What have you done to make me a fool like this?" You:"Oppa, " you just patted his back.Yongguk:"I missed you. Even when I see you, I still do."
#imagine Youngjae was sick , but your schedules were very tight so you could not visit him at the hospital. One night, a call came from the hospital. Voice from phone:"(ur name)-ssi?" You:"Yes. What can I help you with? " Nurse:"We are from the hospital Mr.Youngjae is in. I'm sorry, but he is asking for you. He refuses to take his medicines unless you come. We understand you're busy, but can you help us?" You were tired but you were more worried so you came. When you came in the ward, Youngjae got up. You went to give him the medicine while nagging "Oppa, I'm sorry but I'm really busy, you shouldn't do this, take ur meds, it worries me more, you're not even a 10-year-old anymore--" he didn't let you finish your sentence and just kissed and hugged you. "The medicines. Does not work." You:"Don't be silly. This is the best hosp--"Jae:" It just doesn't since you're not here. This is how I get my meds."You just look at him. He kissed you again. "It won't work if my heart is weak from missing you."
#imagine you were crying from having a hard time. You came to the practice room because you missed Daehyun. You held in your tears. Suddenly, B.A.P took a break. You quickly hid and tried to go back to your dorm. You heard a voice calling you. You just tried to walk away. He called you again. You tried to ignore. Then he grabbed your hand and turns you to him. You couldn't help but tear up.Dae:"Having to go through a lot is enough, why are you torturing yourself and cry alone?" You were choked up with tears. You couldn't speak. You wanted to run away and let go of his hand for now. Instead, he hugged you. You cried in his arms. Dae:" Share the pain with me. It's better for me than having to go through the agony knowing that you're hurt and I'm not even there to hold you when you cry. I love you as you are. That's why you shouldn't just let me remember your smile, you need to make me understand your tears too."He kissed the top of your head. "Even if I like your smile better, knowing you'd cry in my arms assures me you're safer with me."
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Monday 17 December 2012
Saturday 15 December 2012
#imagine. . .
A few imagines!! ^^
#imagine you, B.A.P and
Secret went camping together. The night on the first day, you couldn’t fall
asleep. All the Secret and B.A.P members already went to sleep in their respective
tents, or so you think. You decided to get out of your tent and get some air.
When you got out, you saw someone sitting by the firewood. “Jongup oppa?”you
called out. “You haven’t slept?”you saw his familiar smile.”I remember you used
to get insomnia when you’re sleeping out,” he said. “So I stayed up just in
case.”he continued. You saw him stood up. He gave you milk and he suddenly
entered your tent. You saw him set some things up. He seemed to have the bags
in a line to part the tent into 2 areas. “I’ll sleep here tonight.” And he
pulled you inside. “Sleep.” He said. You two are now in the same tent parted
with only a few bags. Before you knew it, he started singing you a lullaby, and
you start to fall asleep. You were closing your eyes but still could hear him
saying, “Good night.” while caressing your hair.
#imagine you took your
6-year-old brother to the amusement park. You were playing games with him when
suddenly someone stood near your brother. The person bent down to him, ruffled
his hair and said “Hi kid. Mind me joining you guys for today?”he looked at you
and showed his gummy smile. Your brother seemed to be friendly with him. You
remembered he is the neighbour your brother always play with, Yongguk. He stood
up. “Maybe we can go here again sometimes.” He said. You were surprised but
manage to reply, “Well yeah sure, my brother loves it here.”He chuckled a bit
before saying “Next time it’s gonna be only you and me.”He giggled more and
continues, “I’m asking you out on a date.”
#imagine
school just ended on Friday. You opened your locker and a piece of paper fell
out. You took it and read it. “Jenna’s Park, 2pm”. You searched for a name on
the note but it wasn’t written. “Wow, just so old-fashioned,”you thought but
you did come to the park. You saw a back silhouette and walked towards it. When
you were close he turned around and smiled at you. It was that good-looking
Busan guy who just transferred to your school.”Hi.” You:”Umm. Hi. Why did you
call me here?”you asked. “Well, I don’t know” he said and paused before continuing,”I
saw you at school the other day and thought that I should get your number. But the
more I look at you, I got greedy and now I wanted your whole weekend with me.” You
looked at him. He held your hand and said, “Perhaps. . .The upcoming weekends
too. .”
#imagine You were sick
and staying home, then the doorbell rings in the middle of the night.You opened
the door to see Uppie with bags of snacks. "Where are the
others?"Uppie:"I didn't want to wake them up. I came here after
hearing you fainted from Manager Kang."You:"I told him to keep
quiet.. Well I'm okay, u shud rest" But then Uppie puts on a serious face.
"I'm worried." You are so used to his
bright smile that you thought he was
joking. "Haha tq, well I am someone who worries other people a lot".
Uppie then said one more time," I'm seriously worried. I couldn't
sleep." and then he hugs you. You pushed him away and said "it's
late, and we're alone, it's not appropriate.." but Uppie hugs you more
tightly and said "Get better soon or I'll be stalking your house for the
next few days."
#imagine
You were up studying all night for your exams next week. You checked your phone
and saw a message pending. It was from Youngjae. The message reads: "U
studying? ."when you were about to reply he called you. You picked it
up."I thought you wouldn't open your inbox." You:"What do you
mean?" It turns out that the message was sent a few hours ago.
You:"But you only sent one message.*cough cough*.
Jae:"What? Do you expect me to give up my pride and spam you? One message
is enough.."You:"Then one sentence from me is enough." You were
sulking and about to hang up but then Jae said "I missed you. I was
struggling to keep from calling you or texting you since you are so busy
studying. When I didn't realise it, my feet brought me here. Look
outside." You:Don't joke around, Jae, you said but you looked out the
window anyway. Youngjae was screaming from outside the window ."I THOUGHT
YOU NEEDED HELP WITH YOUR STUDIES SO I CAME! I AM BRAIN YOUNGJAE
AFTERALL!" You: sshh! Youngjae talked in the phone: That. And. I miss you."
#imagine You were
sitting alone in the cafeteria with a piece of cheesecake in front of you. Then
someone grabbed the cheesecake and ate it without your permission. Turns out it
was Daehyun. You: "yah! that's mine!" Daehyun:"oh really? i thought
this was free cake." You:"Buy me that cheesecake again! I haven't
have had a taste of it.." Then Daehyun suddenly moves his face close to
yours and said "
You
want a taste of it now?" Your heart was racing fast as you saw a
cheesecake stain on his lips. You looked away, blushing and said " I'll..
Get.. One myself.." Before you could stand up, Daehyun makes you sit down
forcefully and kissed you on the lips. "There. Happy now?"
#imagine You just
finished your exams. Tired, you went out of class soullessly. You were just
about to board the school bus went someone was screaming "wait!! I'm
boarding the bus!!" and he ran to the bus. it was Daehyun. You were
surprised because Daehyun never takes the bus as he can drive back home. You
were secretly happy because
he boarded the bus. You were standing.
He went up to you and said "Hi. :) Did you answer the papers well?"
You gave him a weak, tired smile and said " yes. But Dae, why didn't you
drive home?". daehyun:"my car is in the workshop, i had to go back by
bus"A little dissapointed, you replied "oh okay, well my house in in
the next stop so.."before you could continue Daehyun held your hand.
"Well I just thought going back by bus today might bring back my energy
after the exams." You said, confused "what do you mean?" then
Daehyun said "seeing you is a way to energise me. I always waited for you
after school and drove by the bus watching you by bus window." You went
blank for a while and Daehyun finally says 'from now on, I'll drive you home
everyday after school. i can't stand just seeing you from afar. looking at you
up close, I think my heart is about to explode but I thought it was better than
seeing you surrounded by other guys here."
#imagine You were in the recording studio
having a tour around. Suddenly Yongguk came in with 2 cups of coffee in his and
snacks. You:"Wow.ure gnna stay up? 2 cups of coffees is not good for you
though.."then Yongguk stared at you. "Who said they are all for
me?" Then he hands you a cup of coffee. "What?" Yongguk:"If
I see your face , I don't think I'll be able to sleep anyway. You can have all
the coffee if you want." You turned sulky and said " You're teasing
me, haissh" but suddenly Yongguk made you sit down and said,"I'm
serious. I need you here." You:"eh, no thanks" Yongguk:"I
need you. Everywhere"
#imagine You were
walking down the street near your house empty-minded. Then suddenly Zelo comes
near you skateboarding and grabs your hand. He pulled you with him while he
continues skateboarding. You were practically running trying to catch up,
because your hand is still held by him. When he finally stopped you yelled
"yah choi junhong! that hurts and seriously why did you even did that??"Zelo
just
gives you a naughty smile. "I wanted to see your reaction." You
turned sulky and yelled more "stop teasing me! i'm going to--" then
Zelo cuts you off "I wanted to see how you looked when I did that. and as
usual," you glared at him "as usual, what?"you said with a high
tone. "As usual, you're always cute."
#imagine You are going through a hard time. You
couldn't do anything and go out of the house because you lost all your energy.
Then suddenly you heard your phone ring. When you picked it up, you heard
B.A.P'S 'Stop It' playing. After the first chorus, you heard Channie's voice
singing ."don't get angry, don't be like that~i'm getting annoyed , i'm
getting angry" you cut him off saying 'why are YOU getting angry?im the
one stressed here" then channie just continues singing "BECAUSE I
LOVE YOU~"..
#imagine You just woke up and it was 11am. With your eyes half closed and messy hair, you came out of your room. You were about to go wash up when you smell something cooking downstairs, so you decided to go take a look. "you woke up already? you could've slept some more, oppa's still cooking.." You rubbed your eyes in disbelief. "Him..chan oppa?" He flashed on a smile at you and went near you. H
e puts his hands on ur shoulder and turns you around saying "go, wash up first then come down to have breakfast with oppa". you:"but oppa, i'm-" Channie smiled again and paused for a few moments. Channie"arasseo, oppa knows."then he kissed your forehead. "now go wash up~"
#imagine It was 7am and you haven't woke up when you have a schedule at 8am. You were still sleeping when a call came. "Neoneun nae yeojanikka~ neoneun nae yeojanikka`~~(coz u're my girl )" You didn't think much of it and hung up. You:"early..still early.." then a second call came. "*in Busan dialect* wake up. oppa's here." you:"*half asleep..5 more mins..5--"then your door suddenly opened. "this
won't do." and he lift you up out of bed and carried you outside. "oppa, this is just immoral, you know" you said while hitting him continuously. "*busan dialect* if u always cant wake up like this, oppa needs to start living here".. :P can u guess whose imagine is this? ^^
#imagine you are making a song with Yongguk. you were chatting with him happily and you were enjoying the atmosphere. He suddenly put an earphone into ur ear. he played a melody u never heard before. u:new song cmg up? yngguk: yeah. u:oh, for ur next album? Yongguk stares at you for a few seconds and said "it's gonna be our song," you gave a confused look. yongguk:'we need to keep making songs that will be ours. i mean, only us. our story. you. and me. "
#imagine You were in the library studying. You were one of the librarians there. You heard a loud voice calling your name from the opposite table. "yah,yoo youngjae, keep it down!" u signalled to him. u cntinued reading but jaejae was still trying to grab ur attention.u stood up and yelled"KEEP IT DOWN!" U finally burst. other students were looking at u and u felt embarrassed. u sat
back down and tried to ignored jae. he suddenly went to sit next to you. u glared at youngjae. Jae got verry close to your face, u:dahell r u doing? he whispered very close to your ears "im keeping it down for you. "' you turned to him and u felt surprised how close u are to him. u moved ur seat further from him but he grabbed you. jae:"i cnt keep it down when ure even 20cm away from me. I need to be close to you to be calm"
#imagine u were out in the cold one day. u were already dressed very thick but you still feel cold. you:"ahh i forgot my hot pack" you were already far from the dorms to get them.u kept rubbing ur hands together to keep warm. suddenly u felt someone backhugging you. "u kis,u forgot ur hot packs again,didnt u?" and his hands slipped into ur jacket pockets , giving u his hot packs. you;'tq, himchan oppa.arent u cold?" u asked. channie:ofcoz i am, u kid, it's freezing cold out here" then u felt his hands cuddling you tighter.channie:"*smiles*it's less cold doing this.."
#imagine You were staying up late watching movies in the TS studio. You couldn't sleep and it was 3am already. The lights was suddenly turned on. "wow, even girls watch stuff like this?' u heard a voice. you;im watching twilight, duhh. you knew it was Channie. "no you little girl, why did u turn off the lights then?' you:i was getting the feel. uggh.y r u here anyway? oic, u wnted to watch those d
irty stuff, rite? i caught you red-handed.." you were teasing him with your hands when he grabbed it."kid, dun play with me." u tried to let free your hand when he pulls you closer. "I can do dirty stuff to you if ure not careful". you glared at him and freed your hand. you:pervert. channie surprisingly took your hand again. channie:"im serious. u are shaking up my heart rite now. i may not be able to hold myself."
#imagine You are a trainee in TS Ent. When you first joined the company, you see B.A.P in the practice room. You were a big fan of them all, but your heart was specially booked for one-Jongup. You started to visit the practice room every time they practice. as time goes by, your feelings for him grew greatly. everytime you practice in the practice room, you were alone. but u felt like there's some
one else with you. One night at 2am,you were still practicing dancing in the room. Then suddenly you heard noises. You were frightened but continued dancing. Then suddenly you hear a loud thump. You are now verrryy scared, but you gained courage to check the noise. You saw a figure behind the table nearby. you grabbed a broom and yelled 'who-who's there?' when you checked, it was none other than Uppie. he was asleep and you woke him up with the yelling. Uppie:im sorry, i was. you:didnt u finish prctcing? wait, oppa. . have u always been there? uppie; what?no- i,i.. you:u better go back at the dorm,oppa,.. uppie:i should. he was about to go out the room when.. uppie:I'll be watching you again. Always. and he smiles.
Behold. . My Matokis!
Jjjajjan!! *cough* I drew these a while back. Hahaha. Realised how knowing B.A.P made me use up all my 'hidden' drawing skills >.<. Matokis FTW!! <3 <3
Shishimato ( I'm sorry, he just lost weight =.= )
Tatsmato ( The tattoos were hard to draw >.< )
Kekemato ( suited version )
Jokomato ( relatively easy to draw )
Dadamato ( my fave )
Totomato ( naekkeoya! )
>all drawn by me. . <
Shishimato ( I'm sorry, he just lost weight =.= )
Tatsmato ( The tattoos were hard to draw >.< )
Kekemato ( suited version )
Jokomato ( relatively easy to draw )
Dadamato ( my fave )
Totomato ( naekkeoya! )
>all drawn by me. . <
I Trust Daehyun
Where you'll be in Dreamland the whole time because it's YOU my stories are about. . .
( Excuse me for errors, hehe. . This is a sample. (maybe)
#imagine You are in a relationship with Daehyun for 3 months now. He confessed to you first when you were in detention. He likes you, you like him. Everything seems so perfect. Almost. Everything. You found out that one of your classmates also has a crush on Daehyun. You didn't think much about it at first, but as time goes by, you started feeling insecure and restless. Even when Daehyun is beside you, you can't help but feel restless. You started to analyse Daehyun's every move and words. You didn't want to admit it, but you started doubting your boyfriend. So you decided to do some more investigating. One day after school, you lied and told Daehyun you will be getting out of class late because there's something you need to take care of. Daehyun said he will wait for you. You actually got out of class very early and hid from Daehyun's sight. You were watching Daehyun sitting on a bench from the class window. The other girl who had a crush on Daehyun sat next to him suddenly. You:"What am I doing? I trust Daehyun. I do. I shouldn't do this."but you can't help but keep watching at them. You saw how Daehyun smiles brightly when he talks to the girl. They looked very . . Close. Close friends? Yous started assuming it was more than that. These few days you realised Daehyun doesn't smile brightly when he talks to you anymore. Not as bright as he just did with that girl. When you think about it, that's what has been making you insecure and your heart started aching suddenly. You were holding it in. You started to ache more when you saw . . Daehyun was very close to the girl. Then what you didn't want to see happened. The girl was holding Daehyun's hand. But why does it look like Daehyun is the one holding her hand? You couldn't stand it, but you remained still and hoped that Daehyun will let go of her hand. Yell at her or something. You started getting teary when you saw Daehyun just sitting there like that. What is he thinking? You said to yourself that there must be reasons he wasn't avoiding that girl. You pushed yourself to keep trusting him. But your fragile heart couldn't live up to that and it broke into pieces in seconds. You ran away from class and entered the restroom. You started to cry your heart out. In your mind, you compiled all the moments when you felt that Daehyun is acting weird nowadays. Your mind told you to keep your trust in Daehyun, but your heart dominates your brain. You were slowly believing that this wasn't just you. You started to grow certain that Daehyun is cheating on you. You cried more than ever. Then.. (ringtone)You:*wipes tears*mm? Daehyun:"You're still not out?"holding your tears, you replied with a broken voice "N-not yet ." Daehyun:"Are you ok? You don't sound good. I'm coming up to your class now.' You:"n-n-no, Dae. I think.. I'm staying a bit longer here. u go back first. sorry i made you wait so long. Daehyun:"You sure? I'll wait for you a bit more--"then you cut him off. "No, Dae, really. You should go back first, I'll go back home with Jieun. there are still lots to do here. dae:"Can't i see u first?" you felt like you choked on your tears. "No, Dae. There are teachers here.".Dae:"*sighs*Then . . I'll go back first." you:"Yes." Dae:"Kay." you were about to hang up when Dae said :I'll see you tomorrow.Love you." you pretended like you didn't hear the sentence and hung up.
The next day . . You woke up a bit later than usual. When you finished preparing for school, you went out of the house and saw Daehyun's waiting for you. Dae:"You're later than usual." and he puts on a smile. THAT SMILE. You were hurting inside thinking that he didn't give that smile to just you. There is someone else that can make him smile more brightly than that. You forced up a smile and greeted him. "Morning Dae." You felt stupid because you know it's obvious you're faking it. Daehyun seemed to noticed it too and his expression changed. before Dae can open the door for you like he always does, you got in the car first. Daehyun looks surprised but you were avoiding his gaze. You were avoiding the pain. Daehyun got in and started the engine. "Did you sleep well last night? You should've called me when u got home. u didnt even answer my calls."you replied reluctantly 'I.. I went straight to shower and bed when I got home. Sorry.."You were still avoiding his gaze. Daehyun wanted to continue, but as if he realised you didn't wanna talk, he just started driving. Unlike usual, the whole drive to school was silent and only occupied with small talks like "Did you eat?" and stuff. You were looking out the window the whole time. Daehyun notices your strange behaviour and stopped the car. You guys were in front of the school already. You opened the door and was about to go out when Daehyun grabbed your hand. " Why are you acting like this?" he said with a plaintive tone. "Like what? Dae, we're gonna be late for school."You attempted to go out again but Dae grabbed you more tightly. "Dae, it hurts!" then Daehyun pulled you close to him. "Look into my eyes. Why are you avoiding my gaze? "unconsciously, you started tearing. "You have been acting strange from yesterday. You avoided my calls, you didn't reply my texts.."Daehyun paused for a moment. "You're avoiding me." 'No I'm not," you answered,trying to sound normal. "Dae , my class starts in 2 mins, I'm going."by force, you got out of the car and walked. You felt your steps heavy. You were secretly hoping Daehyun will get out of the car and chased you...... But Daehyun was still inside the car. So you tried to walk faster to class. You heard a faint voice calling you from behind but you ignored it. In your mind, that time it was all dark. Blank. You couldn't think properly. The further you walked, the heavier your steps felt. You almost feel like you're dragging your feet. You gave up and decided to sit on a bench nearby. How are you supposed to start class when you can't even walk properly? You heard the bell rang and the other students' chattering stopped and they are rushing their way into their respective classes.
You were there. Alone now. Sitting. Pathetic. (scene changes to Daehyun) Daehyun's back silhouette can be seen from the window of the car. His hands were shaking. He never saw his girl (i didnt give the girl a name, because it's YOU , whoever you are)like this. Realising that he has to be a man, he got out of the car. He kept calling for you but you ignored him. He kept following you but after a while , he lost track of you. youngjae: "yo daehyun!" daehyun's eyes were still searching fpr you. himchan: "jung daehyun!" daehyun finally realises his friends' presence. dae:"oh yeah, dude-"before he could get his word out youngjae pulled him saying "Yo Dae, we can't be late for first period, unless you wanna get scolded by Prof hyosung."Daehyun couldn't think up words to reply his friends and so he ended up just following them to class. His mind was only stuck on you. . .(scene changes back to you)Alone. On a bench. And class already started. What were you thinking? It could have been better if it wasn't Daehyun you see first thing in the morning. And you hated yourself for not being able to try to ask for his explanations. You hated yourself more because all you hear in your heart is that everything was over for you and Daehyun. You couldn't fight the feeling. You felt your cheeks hot. You decided to run and hide before your tears overflow. You went to the nearest female restroom and locked up yourself. You decided to skip first and second period until you get a hold of yourself. When you finally managed to stand, you entered class and finished school like normal. You didn't try to strike a conversation with anyone in case they notice your unusual tone. You listened to all the lectures. At least you think you did. You felt stupid as how you listen to the professors' voices like they are feeling your sadness too. Everything was normal. But not you. When school finally ended, you grabbed Jieun. You:"unnie, ill ride with you in ur car." Jieun:"again? but daehyun--" you cut her off saying, " i need to hurry home for something. please?" Jieun couldn't say anything to decline. You knew Daehyun's class ends later than you, and all you could think of is avoiding him however you can. So you followed Jieun to your house. This drive was silent as well. being understanding as she is, Jieun knows that you're going through a hard time,so she just let you be. Jieun:"ure not gonna inform daehyun?" You paused for a while."I did." you lied reluctantly.Jieun just nods and drive. While in school.. Daehyun's class just ended. He was waiting near the gate. He saw Sunhwa about to board the bus. Dae:"sunhwa-ssi!" sunhwa:"ooh? why?" daehyun:"did you happen to see (ur name) ?" sunhwa:"oh? i saw her off with jieun just now.. didnt she say she was?" daehyun stops. dae:"really?i guess she has something urgent,"Daehyun's throat felt dry when he knows that those just words trying to console him. Odd and taken aback, he just drives home. This time his drive felt like forever. You were avoiding him. He knows that. And you don't know it's hurting you both. You both were puzzled. Daehyun kept calling you but you wouldn't answer. You got off early to school following Jieun just to avoid Daehyun. How are you going to cope with this? This Friday doesn't seem to be like the other Fridays. Friday is supposed to be the day you feel the most relaxed and enjoy. But no, not today. You were just hoping you could end today hurriedly. You prayed you wouldn't see Daehyun at school. Fortunately, you didn't. You succeeded in avoiding Daehyun for the whole day. You think that's what you want. Your heart is actually aching , wishing Daehyun would try to see you once. You hated that ego, you felt yourself pathetic for hoping. "luckily the weekends here,"you thought. 2 days where it'll be easier for you to avoid Daehyun. You thought of going somewhere else with your friends for the whole weekend. Why isn't Daehyun calling you this time? You shaked your head." Why am i hoping for him to see me?" you could hear in a little corner in your heart . You packed your clothes and decided to spend the whole weekend in your relative's house. You tried to convince yourself that's the best way for now. So your weekend ended just like that. Your aunt's nagging, your uncle's chit chatting about his broken down car and your niece pulling your arm to take you to her fantasyland on the lawn.
The weekend was a 3 day hell for you. There wasn't reception in your grandpa's district. When you finally came back yo your house, it was 6pm. Dark. Your house was empty. Your parents went for business trip in Canada. All you could do was enter and throw yourself to your bed. You opened your phone. 6 missed calls, 12 text messages- none from Daehyun. You thought you got over it. No. You started crying more than ever. You finally concluded that Daehyun is seriously agreeing to the fact that you guys are over. You couldn't think. All you remember that day was crying yourself to sleep. 3 days in grandpa's house sure did you no favour. The next day? School. Another crappy day, you whispered. You paused for a moment before opening the front door. *door creeks* There. The world seemed to stop revolving for a few seconds. You saw the figure you missed the most even though you denied it. He walks towards you with light steps. You were lowering down your head the whole time, trying to hold in your tears." I thought you needed space. So I tried and tried to stop myself from calling you or texting you. I wanted to see your face so bad I thought I couldn't even stand up to do so. I wanted to understand but I can't. How am I supposed to do so when you don't even say a word about us?" he said with his voice that you were dying to hear, his tone sounded that of sadness mixed with a little bit annoyance. "I can't do this any longer..." and he grabbed you and hugged you. You felt his hands caressing your hair. "Whatever did I do to make you like this, I'm sorry. Please listen just once. I think my heart will explode if I don't say a word to you. I thought the world stopped every time I think of how we used to be together. I can't stand hearing our songs. The 3 days without you was hell. "
You wanted to speak, but you were choking with tears."I-i", you couldn't get your words out. This was just too much. All you wanted to do was forget all those incidents you saw and just wanted to go back into Daehyun's arms. Who cares what he meant with that girl? You felt like dying if you're not with Daehyun. You didn't want to mind all those things and just stay with Daehyun. Explanations are not for now, you thought. All you did now was crying in Daehyun's arms. (now for the twist lol ) So you made up with Daehyun. But you couldn't bring yourself to say what's been haunting you. What did he mean by holding the girl's hand? You wanted to say it, but you were too afraid you'll be broken down by the answers. You were still insecure, but you wanted to forget everything for now. . (Female's restroom) Girl's voice: Yah, mia, I heard Daehyun had a fight with (your name). Girl 2: oh really? well then? did they broke up? You were listening. Shocked. Girl 1:well I heard they just made up. . Girl 2: I don't care anymore. That Daehyun, no matter what I do he doesn't look at me. How can a guy neglect a girl like me? After holding hands and whatsoever, all that jerk see is (your name). girl 1: You held hands with him?????!! Girl 2: SHH! I told him I needed him to rehearse my so-called "script" for the drama club audition. Haha, he just does what I say, rehearsing his "lines". . I thought that was my last resort to get him. Turns out that ***** is clogging up his mind. I can't give up my pride for a guy like that, euwwww.. You. Were. Mentally breaking down. *chattering stops* All you could think of now is running to Daehyun. This time you know for sure that it's all okay. When you got out last period ended. You saw Daehyun in the usual place to bring you home. He smiled. You cried. You ran to him. "It was my fault all along." Daehyun just hugs you tighter and said " I love you no matter what happens."
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