Y/N= Your Name
#imagine you are asked to lose weight by the company for your debut. You decided to practice dancing until very late at night while going on a diet to do so. It has been 3 weeks since your diet started. When you were in the practice room one night, you felt dizzy and you tripped. You broke the fall with your arms so your elbows were bruised. You tried getting back up but you fell down again.On your second attempt, someone held your hands and carried you and sat you down on the sofa. You can feel his strong, solid arms.
JU:"You . .You already lost a lot of weight. .Stop dieting now."He took a bottle of water and sat down next to you. You:" I need to lose a bit more. . He looked at you with worried eyes but smiled later. "Then I'll be here every day, every night to take care of you."
#imagine you were on school holiday but left with many assignments and homework. You planned to stay at home the whole 2 weeks and you hardly got in contact with anyone. You went outside to the nearby convenience store to buy something one day and you bumped into Jieun at the counter. JE:"Yah! You're on holiday ? Why didn't I know??" You:" Sorry, unnie. I got so much to do , I forgot. . Btw, gotta run, I'll call you guys soon, bye!" You hurriedly paid for the stuff and ran home. JE:" Yah! Y/N-ah! Youngjae is on holiday too! Yah--" You were so rushing you didn't hear her. So you arrived home, sat back down at your desk and started work again. Suddenly, the doorbell rang. You:"Who could it be? *glances*" It rang again a few times. You:" Coming!" You opened the door and saw Youngjae. YJ:"Yah, is it time consuming to even give a call? Or send a text message?" You:" Ah, oppa, . .Mian but if you guys knew I'm on holiday. ." YJ:"Why? Will we be disturbing you?" You:" It's not that!" You sighed. "I thought I'll miss you guys too much and will be distracted from my work." YJ:"Ah. .You'll miss us. .But it's more like, you'll MISS me , right?" He was being cheeky and teasing you. You:" But really, oppa. .I'm very busy, and I still got work. ."He didn't let you finish talking and just hugged you. YJ:" What if I just move here so I can be with you all the time? You can work and I . .I'll just look at you."
#imagine you were at the TS Studio, practicing late at night. When you went to get some drinks outside, you heard some mumbling and muttering near the sofa. You ignored it at first. Within a few seconds, the muttering grew louder and you turned creeped out.You turned on all the lights and someone came out from behind the sofa, looking confused with his eyes half-open. You :" Junhong-ah? Is that you?" He rubbed his eyes and leaned his head on the sofa. You :"Junhong-ah, mian. Go back to the dorms and sleep." You patted his back a few times before he finally turns a bit more aware of his surroundings. Zelo :" Did you finish practice?" You :" Huh?" Zelo:" Aishh jinjja. . . I was going to let you listen to something I wrote, but I fell asleep. ." You :" Ani, Junhong-ah, I can do that tomorrow. Go home. ." Zelo: " Promise? Tomorrow?" His eyes fell upon you in a way that arouse the feel that you need to commit. You: "Mmm. Promise." He smiled and scratches his head. Zelo:"More than that. . .Can I consider it a date?"
#imagine you just started learning to play the guitar. You didn't quite know how to start, so you just learned a few chords and strummed the guitar softly. You stayed like that for 20 minutes and turned bored. You put down the guitar and sighed. You:"Eisshh. There's no one around to teach me properly. . And uggh, my fingers hurt. ." You looked at your fingers turning reddish blue. Just then, someone sat near you. He took the guitar and started strumming it a little. HC :"Ahh. . It's been a while, buddy. " He said to the guitar. You stared at him blankly for a moment. He then gave the guitar to you. HC :"Hold it. Wait,. .Do you even know how to properly hold this?" He teased. You:" Of course!"You snatched the guitar away and held it. HC :"Now play." You:" Uh. .?" He laughed a little. HC:" Okay so. .You put your fingers here. .Then. .Here. ." He delicately move your fingers with his hand. HC:" Now this is a C, right?" You:"Y-yeah." He sighed deeply ,almost jokingly. He moved the stool behind you and held your right hand, helping you strum the guitar.You two were in an almost-back-hug position. You were feeling breathless but he just continues normally. When you somehow finished learning a few strumming patterns, he was still in that position.
But this time, he back-hugged you for real. He said with aegyo,:" Let's continue the lesson tomorrow. Mmm? I'm here for your affections, not this. ."
#imagine you were asked to do a collaboration with Yongguk for a special project. At first, you guys needed to take some photos for the collab. You first met at the studio and bowed at each other shyly. When taking the photos, you guys were asked to pose in various genres. At one point, Director :" Okay, so now, Y/N-ssi, lean on Yongguk's shoulder a bit." You:" Huh? " You looked at Yongguk and he also blankly glanced at you. Director: "Now, do it comfortably. Lean on Yongguk's shoulder a bit . .And smile at the camera. Yongguk, stare at her lovingly." The atmosphere turned somewhat awkward. On the first take, the director seems unsatisfied and asked to do a retake. Then, on the 6th take, the director finally shows an 'okay' signal and smiled. Director:"Now, Yongguk, keep that feel on for your performances later, okay?" He patted his shoulder and walked away. You looked at Yongguk. You:"Ohh . .You're doing a good job. Sorry, this is still new to me. ." Yongguk:" It's new to me too."He smiled. Yongguk:"But I think now it will be easier to do stuff like this." You nodded. Yongguk:" Well, if it's with YOU, I mean. ."
#imagine you were asked by your academy to write a 12-page-article on celebrities' life for the upcoming pop music exhibition. You worked on it for days, and it was more difficult than you thought it would be. You:"It would have been easier if this is a little more after my debut. .Uggh." You wrote, crumpled and wrote again on many papers. In the midst of writing the 8th page, someone snatched the paper away from you. YJ:"What's this? Your assignment?" You took back the paper from him. You:"Yeah. It's for the next pop music exhibition too. " He stayed there staring at you for minutes to the point it annoys you. You:"Now Youngjae oppa, maybe it would be better if you leave me alone for now?"Your put on a serious face. He gazes softly in your eyes. He took the paper away from you again. YJ:"You do know I can help you with this, right?" You paused. You:" It doesn't look like you're trying to help me right now, though." He sighed deeply. YJ:"Ignorant pabo." You ignored him. He then suddenly removed the pen from your hand and turned your chair towards him. YJ:"Yeogikkaji, STOP! Rest for now, pabo-yah." You:"Uggh! Easy for you to say! Oppa, I'm busy right now! " You yelled but felt sorry afterwards. You:" I-I mean. .Gah. Sorry." YJ:"This won't do."He stood up and dragged you out of the room. YJ:"There, smell the fresh air for a bit." He opens his arms and inhales the air. You just stood still. So, he went behind you and opens your arms. YJ:"Breathe." You inhaled and exhaled once. He then turned you around to face him. He gazes deep into your eyes. YJ:"Breathe more. It suffocates me to see you like this.", then he hugged you.
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Saturday 30 March 2013
Tuesday 26 March 2013
#imagine. . .part 5
#imagine you were on holiday with TS Family in a resort. As soon as you arrived, you guys took dinner first and showered. YJ: "Guys, let's all go to the pool!" Hyosung: "Oh,great!Wait, girls let's get our attire." They all went but you did not go. You were very lazy and shy to enter the swimming pool. The Secret unnies wore light t-shirts and shorts while the B.A.P members were wearing wife beaters paired with shorts. They all went inside the pool, leaving you sitting alone at the corner. They didn't realise you didn't join them until Youngjae saw you. YJ: "Yah! Come here! *signals hand*" You:" *shakes head* I'm fine here." You smiled. He gave a look. "Oh really? Then help me get my towel here. Ppali!" You rolled your eyes but went anyway. When you were reaching out your hand to give it to him, he pulled you in. "OPPA!!! Eishh, jinjja!" You were wet half your body and water was dripping down from your face. He used the towel to wipe your face and put it around your shoulder. He laughed. "Yah, sorry." You showed an annoyed face and tried to walk out of the pool. BAM! You slipped but Youngjae immediately catches your hand. A few seconds later, he suddenly held your waist and carried you up and sat you down at the corner of the pool. You look at him who is still inside the pool. YJ:" Wait for me. I'll be out in a sec. Dry yourself first. "He looked kinda apologetic. He smiled at you and ruffled your hair. He turned around but looked back at you again. "I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you with a date."
#imagine it was your first time skating. You went to the skating rink alone and looked around at first. After a few thoughts, you finally took your skates and started to walk slowly. You kept losing your balance. On the 12th time you tried to start, someone just skates by and took your hand by surprise. Halfway the rink, he turned around and showed his gummy smile. YG:"Hi, skating newbie." You turned red and hit him softly on his shoulder. "Oppa, go play far from me. *shooes away*" He chuckled and took both of your hands and started skating. You also begin to skate slowly, when , MORE suddenly, he pulled you close to him in an embrace. YG:"You wouldn't mind skating like this, right?" You:"Other people will!!" You were blushing hard.
YG:"Really. . ? But I see only you and me here."
#imagine it was a Saturday but you had tuition at 9am. You overslept and woke up at 8.30am, so you rushed to prepare yourself. You ran down the stairs and went out of the door. You realised you forgot your notebook back in your room so you rushed back inside. When you were about to go upstairs, someone stopped you at your tracks. HC:" I knew you left something. Yah,pabo, how many times do I have to tell you not to oversleep?" He handed you your notebook. You took it from him and went down the stairs. You thought, "How did he get here. .Ah, I must remind him about the puppies. " you turned around but got surprised when he's already close behind you. You took a step back. HC:"What more did you forget?" He widens his eyes. You:" The. .The. ." Apparently, your words can't come out. HC:" Ahh. . I get it, I get it." You gave a confused look. He went down closer to you and wrapped his arms around you. HC:" There. I'm sure you got everything now."
#imagine you were arranged to a blind date by your friend. You agreed to it after a few thoughts, considering you haven't dated in a quite a while. The guy you met was a gentleman and friendly, so you two took time to know each other during the date. You felt that it was a great chance to meet him and started feeling comfortable around him. You guys talked a bit about yourselves first. When it was that moment where you both could agree for a second meeting, he excused himself for a phone call. You nodded and just stayed seated. You looked around and when your eyes landed on the transparent door, somebody familiar was running and rushing inside the restaurant. "(YOUR NAME)!!" Your eyes widens with shock. "Yah. .What is Daehyun doing here??" you turned and lowered your head. Not long after that, you felt your hands being pulled. DH:" Yah. .*panting* Yah. . You. . " You:" Oppa, ..Why are you. .Oppa, I'm on a blind date. ."DH:"I KNOW! I thought I was fine with it. I'M NOT!"He pulled you up and dragged you. The guy you were meeting came out. Guy:" Excuse me, what do you think you're doing right now??" He glared at Dae. You:"Uh, em, sorry, (guy's name)-ssi, but I think. ." Daehyun pulled you behind him. DH:" Sorry, I think this blind date was a mistake. This girl is taken. We have an OFFICIAL date to go to." He glared back at the guy and pulled you outside. You:"Oppa, stop this! Let go of my hand! Uggh, it hurts. ." Daehyun stared at you with serious and deep eyes. After a few seconds, those eyes soften into an apologetic gaze. You sense his eyes was a bit moist. You:" Oppa?? What..What's wrong?" DH:"Sorry." He paused. "I just. . think I can't stand seeing you with other guys. ."
#imagine you were dating Zelo for almost 3 months already when you first confessed to him. During those 3 months, you didn't get to spend much time with him as he has a very busy schedule and you were busy for your studies too. On the night before your 3-monthsary, you forgot about it because you were busy studying. At 11.57pm, you rest from studying and went to the kitchen to get something to drink. When you were about to open the fridge, you saw your cellphone on the table next to it. You left it there all day long. You took it and realised the battery was dead. You took a drink before going back inside your room and plugged in the charger to your phone. You don't usually turn on your phone when you're charging it but instinctively, you turned it on this time. "Our 3months together! ^o^" Your phone reminder played their song. You facepalmed. "Uggh, why did I forget!" You opened your phone log and saw, "18 missed calls- Junhong♥". You decided to call him back. "rrrr..rrr...rrr. ." ZL: "Yo. .Yoboseyo?" You:" Junhong-ah. .Naya. ." ZL:"Oh. .Oh.(your name)-ah. .Oh, my calls . . No sorry, I didn't mean to. .I know you're busy. . I.." His voice was shaky and he sounded nervous. You :" Junhong-ah. .Mian. I . . Forgot. Our 3 monthsary. ." ZL:" Uhh. . Well. .Never mind. I . .Kinda. . Well . ." He turned silent for a few seconds. You:"Junhong-ah, you're still there?" The phone disconnected. "He must be sulking. ." You thought. You were about to put down your phone when a text came in.
" (your name)-ah. . Sorry. I. .I'm not mad. I was just shaking and nervous to talk to you."
You replied: "Eyy. Wae?"
Junhong♥ :" I missed you so much. I missed your voice. I didn't know how to say that to you. Happy 3monthsary, (your name)-ah. ♥"
You:" I'm sorry I forgot, jinjja Junhongie >_<. Happy 3monthsary to us~"
Junhong♥: " . . . ."
"Junhong♥ calling"
On the phone: "Saranghae." Then he quickly hung up.
#imagine it was your first time skating. You went to the skating rink alone and looked around at first. After a few thoughts, you finally took your skates and started to walk slowly. You kept losing your balance. On the 12th time you tried to start, someone just skates by and took your hand by surprise. Halfway the rink, he turned around and showed his gummy smile. YG:"Hi, skating newbie." You turned red and hit him softly on his shoulder. "Oppa, go play far from me. *shooes away*" He chuckled and took both of your hands and started skating. You also begin to skate slowly, when , MORE suddenly, he pulled you close to him in an embrace. YG:"You wouldn't mind skating like this, right?" You:"Other people will!!" You were blushing hard.
YG:"Really. . ? But I see only you and me here."
#imagine it was a Saturday but you had tuition at 9am. You overslept and woke up at 8.30am, so you rushed to prepare yourself. You ran down the stairs and went out of the door. You realised you forgot your notebook back in your room so you rushed back inside. When you were about to go upstairs, someone stopped you at your tracks. HC:" I knew you left something. Yah,pabo, how many times do I have to tell you not to oversleep?" He handed you your notebook. You took it from him and went down the stairs. You thought, "How did he get here. .Ah, I must remind him about the puppies. " you turned around but got surprised when he's already close behind you. You took a step back. HC:"What more did you forget?" He widens his eyes. You:" The. .The. ." Apparently, your words can't come out. HC:" Ahh. . I get it, I get it." You gave a confused look. He went down closer to you and wrapped his arms around you. HC:" There. I'm sure you got everything now."
#imagine you were arranged to a blind date by your friend. You agreed to it after a few thoughts, considering you haven't dated in a quite a while. The guy you met was a gentleman and friendly, so you two took time to know each other during the date. You felt that it was a great chance to meet him and started feeling comfortable around him. You guys talked a bit about yourselves first. When it was that moment where you both could agree for a second meeting, he excused himself for a phone call. You nodded and just stayed seated. You looked around and when your eyes landed on the transparent door, somebody familiar was running and rushing inside the restaurant. "(YOUR NAME)!!" Your eyes widens with shock. "Yah. .What is Daehyun doing here??" you turned and lowered your head. Not long after that, you felt your hands being pulled. DH:" Yah. .*panting* Yah. . You. . " You:" Oppa, ..Why are you. .Oppa, I'm on a blind date. ."DH:"I KNOW! I thought I was fine with it. I'M NOT!"He pulled you up and dragged you. The guy you were meeting came out. Guy:" Excuse me, what do you think you're doing right now??" He glared at Dae. You:"Uh, em, sorry, (guy's name)-ssi, but I think. ." Daehyun pulled you behind him. DH:" Sorry, I think this blind date was a mistake. This girl is taken. We have an OFFICIAL date to go to." He glared back at the guy and pulled you outside. You:"Oppa, stop this! Let go of my hand! Uggh, it hurts. ." Daehyun stared at you with serious and deep eyes. After a few seconds, those eyes soften into an apologetic gaze. You sense his eyes was a bit moist. You:" Oppa?? What..What's wrong?" DH:"Sorry." He paused. "I just. . think I can't stand seeing you with other guys. ."
#imagine you were dating Zelo for almost 3 months already when you first confessed to him. During those 3 months, you didn't get to spend much time with him as he has a very busy schedule and you were busy for your studies too. On the night before your 3-monthsary, you forgot about it because you were busy studying. At 11.57pm, you rest from studying and went to the kitchen to get something to drink. When you were about to open the fridge, you saw your cellphone on the table next to it. You left it there all day long. You took it and realised the battery was dead. You took a drink before going back inside your room and plugged in the charger to your phone. You don't usually turn on your phone when you're charging it but instinctively, you turned it on this time. "Our 3months together! ^o^" Your phone reminder played their song. You facepalmed. "Uggh, why did I forget!" You opened your phone log and saw, "18 missed calls- Junhong♥". You decided to call him back. "rrrr..rrr...rrr. ." ZL: "Yo. .Yoboseyo?" You:" Junhong-ah. .Naya. ." ZL:"Oh. .Oh.(your name)-ah. .Oh, my calls . . No sorry, I didn't mean to. .I know you're busy. . I.." His voice was shaky and he sounded nervous. You :" Junhong-ah. .Mian. I . . Forgot. Our 3 monthsary. ." ZL:" Uhh. . Well. .Never mind. I . .Kinda. . Well . ." He turned silent for a few seconds. You:"Junhong-ah, you're still there?" The phone disconnected. "He must be sulking. ." You thought. You were about to put down your phone when a text came in.
" (your name)-ah. . Sorry. I. .I'm not mad. I was just shaking and nervous to talk to you."
You replied: "Eyy. Wae?"
Junhong♥ :" I missed you so much. I missed your voice. I didn't know how to say that to you. Happy 3monthsary, (your name)-ah. ♥"
You:" I'm sorry I forgot, jinjja Junhongie >_<. Happy 3monthsary to us~"
Junhong♥: " . . . ."
"Junhong♥ calling"
On the phone: "Saranghae." Then he quickly hung up.
Saturday 23 March 2013
'Option 3?'
#imagine !!! Youngjae is closer to you than you think. :P
You first met him when you, with a lot of courage and determination, asked your parents to send you to the music academy he was in. Your mindset was to do the best because you went through a lot just to persuade your parents to even listen to what you want.
You never notice any guys, or anyone to be precise. It was only you and music, with your parents pressuring you to do well or else you have to drop out. It was then that the biggest festival was to be held at your academy, the talent show where you have to show just about everything you have that you can shine out.
It was also then that destiny played a joke on you and chose you into the duo category.
"Duo?' you thought. What duo? You never even made an effort to get to know anyone during the 7 months. You were confident of doing a solo, having gained almost every of the academy trainers' praise and trust in your skills and hard work.
But no, not this time. You were chosen to have a PARTNER for the show, and to add to it, it's a GUY.
Not just any guy, it's Youngjae. People were rampaging over his good looks and intelligence, even for guys. "Great, a duo. With someone everyone other than I know of. Even if I manage to get pass through this duo thingy, I might have to drop out when the girls start to take out their knives, " you thought.
"Hey..Uh. ." you turned around and saw him bowing. "Hello. I'm Youngjae. You must be. .(your name)-ssi? I heard a lot about you from the trainers. I am actually honored to be partnered with you. ."
"Uhh, yeah. Hi. So, shall we get to our song then? I heard Diane arranged the instrumental for us."You cut him off, thinking that he talks too much even on the first meeting.
"Well, yes. But.. You know, maybe we should do some intro?'
Your eyes shifted. "You're Youngjae. You know my name. That's enough for an intro for now."
He let out a little uncomfortable laugh. "But, we need to get to know some stuff about each other. You know, build a little understanding towards each other? So that our musical side can blend well too. ."
It took quite some time for you two to be able to build some kind of friendship. It took some scolding from the trainers due to your lack of cooperation, trying to do everything yourself, the way you're used to. But Youngjae had it all in and tolerated well. He believes that both of you need to do well in order for this to work, and naturally you realised you had to concur with that.
[ after you and Youngjae's performance ]
Everyone had a blast. You thought it would be like the other tests you went through but this time, you actually had fun. You went down the stage after the judgements when Youngjae took a hold of your shoulder. "Hey..." He held you back. "Thank you. I couldn't have done this without you." He smiled. Apparently, you smiled back sincerely too. After the festival, your friendship starts to grow. You intended to leave it at that and do things separately but Youngjae chose to continue talking to you on a daily basis.
What you didn't know, or choose to ignore is that you actually had the mutual desire to continue your friendship too. For the first time in years of dedication to learn music, you finally met someone you are attached to emotionally.
At least you thought those 'emotions' are the normal ones between friends.
But no.
It was that.
A first love.
There were many firsts in your life happened when you started to know him.
He was the first one that made you realise you were living down a road too much to yourself all these years.
He was the first guy who waited for you for hours just to make sure you're safe.
The first to see you cry.
The first time you had felt what jealousy is, it was because of him.
The first one to make you feel something.
You felt pain without a reason for the first time.
That time, you chose to stay away. He realised your changes, but he tried to keep close to you. As time passes, you don't even talk to each other anymore. You felt foolish and assumed that the relationship you two had was nothing close to what you feel it was like to Youngjae. Now you can't even get used to doing things on your own, unlike how you used to.
[ The night before graduation ]
You had to leave for home because of some family issues. It's your graduation day tomorrow, so you have to get back to the academy that night. You pulled your bags inside , dragged them away when someone stopped you at your tracks.
" Here, I'll get the bags." Without saying anything, he took your bags and carried them inside the building. You wanted to say something and stop him, but deep inside you you were too happy to finally see him around. He returned after a few minutes and went towards you.
YJ: "It's tomorrow."
You:"E--mm.
YJ: "Mmm? Isn't there more you have to say to me? Like why you avoided me, and what you're planning to do after graduating. ." He stopped.
"And . .If we're ever gonna see each other again. .Will you choose to go your separate way. .?"
You: " We always did well on our own, Jae. The changes won't affect much. " You bit your lips, worrying that you might cry soon.
YJ: " There were too much changes you made to begin with. Did you realise that?"
You:" Me? Is it all me? Jae, you are the one who forced me to do this!"
You weren't making any sense. You took a few steps backwards, with your head down, ready to run away soon.
He turned around, back-facing you. Your tears were no longer endurable. You turned around and took a step forward.
Nothing.
You took another step.
Still nothing.
You finally concluded that this is the clear end mark. Instinctively, you turned back.
A pair of shaking hands embraced you.
" I missed you." When he said the last word, his grip became tighter.
You :" Jae. .I. . We. . I thought. . My feelings went overboard. ."
YJ: " How far?"
Something struck you. You turned speechless.
You : "A little too far."
He turned silent. When one of you finally lets go, Youngjae speaks.
" I thought mine went further than yours." The silence turned into a moment of confusion.
YJ:" I guess. . . Now we're even. Pabo. Do I have to point this out myself?"
You: "What?"
YJ: " We like each other, is it?" You rolled your eyes. He continued while dragging you close to him.
YJ: " Well, it can't be only me liking you, is it? That's one point. "
You: " The other?"
YJ: " You choose. Date me. Or let me stalk you until you admit your feelings. "
You: " Option 3? I choose option 3."
YJ : " Fine." He took out a note and wrote down something. It wrote,
" OPTION 3: STAY BY MY SIDE FOREVER ."
Then it was another first for you.
A first kiss.
You first met him when you, with a lot of courage and determination, asked your parents to send you to the music academy he was in. Your mindset was to do the best because you went through a lot just to persuade your parents to even listen to what you want.
You never notice any guys, or anyone to be precise. It was only you and music, with your parents pressuring you to do well or else you have to drop out. It was then that the biggest festival was to be held at your academy, the talent show where you have to show just about everything you have that you can shine out.
It was also then that destiny played a joke on you and chose you into the duo category.
"Duo?' you thought. What duo? You never even made an effort to get to know anyone during the 7 months. You were confident of doing a solo, having gained almost every of the academy trainers' praise and trust in your skills and hard work.
But no, not this time. You were chosen to have a PARTNER for the show, and to add to it, it's a GUY.
Not just any guy, it's Youngjae. People were rampaging over his good looks and intelligence, even for guys. "Great, a duo. With someone everyone other than I know of. Even if I manage to get pass through this duo thingy, I might have to drop out when the girls start to take out their knives, " you thought.
"Hey..Uh. ." you turned around and saw him bowing. "Hello. I'm Youngjae. You must be. .(your name)-ssi? I heard a lot about you from the trainers. I am actually honored to be partnered with you. ."
"Uhh, yeah. Hi. So, shall we get to our song then? I heard Diane arranged the instrumental for us."You cut him off, thinking that he talks too much even on the first meeting.
"Well, yes. But.. You know, maybe we should do some intro?'
Your eyes shifted. "You're Youngjae. You know my name. That's enough for an intro for now."
He let out a little uncomfortable laugh. "But, we need to get to know some stuff about each other. You know, build a little understanding towards each other? So that our musical side can blend well too. ."
It took quite some time for you two to be able to build some kind of friendship. It took some scolding from the trainers due to your lack of cooperation, trying to do everything yourself, the way you're used to. But Youngjae had it all in and tolerated well. He believes that both of you need to do well in order for this to work, and naturally you realised you had to concur with that.
[ after you and Youngjae's performance ]
Everyone had a blast. You thought it would be like the other tests you went through but this time, you actually had fun. You went down the stage after the judgements when Youngjae took a hold of your shoulder. "Hey..." He held you back. "Thank you. I couldn't have done this without you." He smiled. Apparently, you smiled back sincerely too. After the festival, your friendship starts to grow. You intended to leave it at that and do things separately but Youngjae chose to continue talking to you on a daily basis.
What you didn't know, or choose to ignore is that you actually had the mutual desire to continue your friendship too. For the first time in years of dedication to learn music, you finally met someone you are attached to emotionally.
At least you thought those 'emotions' are the normal ones between friends.
But no.
It was that.
A first love.
There were many firsts in your life happened when you started to know him.
He was the first one that made you realise you were living down a road too much to yourself all these years.
He was the first guy who waited for you for hours just to make sure you're safe.
The first to see you cry.
The first time you had felt what jealousy is, it was because of him.
The first one to make you feel something.
You felt pain without a reason for the first time.
That time, you chose to stay away. He realised your changes, but he tried to keep close to you. As time passes, you don't even talk to each other anymore. You felt foolish and assumed that the relationship you two had was nothing close to what you feel it was like to Youngjae. Now you can't even get used to doing things on your own, unlike how you used to.
[ The night before graduation ]
You had to leave for home because of some family issues. It's your graduation day tomorrow, so you have to get back to the academy that night. You pulled your bags inside , dragged them away when someone stopped you at your tracks.
" Here, I'll get the bags." Without saying anything, he took your bags and carried them inside the building. You wanted to say something and stop him, but deep inside you you were too happy to finally see him around. He returned after a few minutes and went towards you.
YJ: "It's tomorrow."
You:"E--mm.
YJ: "Mmm? Isn't there more you have to say to me? Like why you avoided me, and what you're planning to do after graduating. ." He stopped.
"And . .If we're ever gonna see each other again. .Will you choose to go your separate way. .?"
You: " We always did well on our own, Jae. The changes won't affect much. " You bit your lips, worrying that you might cry soon.
YJ: " There were too much changes you made to begin with. Did you realise that?"
You:" Me? Is it all me? Jae, you are the one who forced me to do this!"
You weren't making any sense. You took a few steps backwards, with your head down, ready to run away soon.
He turned around, back-facing you. Your tears were no longer endurable. You turned around and took a step forward.
Nothing.
You took another step.
Still nothing.
You finally concluded that this is the clear end mark. Instinctively, you turned back.
A pair of shaking hands embraced you.
" I missed you." When he said the last word, his grip became tighter.
You :" Jae. .I. . We. . I thought. . My feelings went overboard. ."
YJ: " How far?"
Something struck you. You turned speechless.
You : "A little too far."
He turned silent. When one of you finally lets go, Youngjae speaks.
" I thought mine went further than yours." The silence turned into a moment of confusion.
YJ:" I guess. . . Now we're even. Pabo. Do I have to point this out myself?"
You: "What?"
YJ: " We like each other, is it?" You rolled your eyes. He continued while dragging you close to him.
YJ: " Well, it can't be only me liking you, is it? That's one point. "
You: " The other?"
YJ: " You choose. Date me. Or let me stalk you until you admit your feelings. "
You: " Option 3? I choose option 3."
YJ : " Fine." He took out a note and wrote down something. It wrote,
" OPTION 3: STAY BY MY SIDE FOREVER ."
Then it was another first for you.
A first kiss.
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