Y/N= Your Name
#imagine you are asked to lose weight by the company for your debut. You decided to practice dancing until very late at night while going on a diet to do so. It has been 3 weeks since your diet started. When you were in the practice room one night, you felt dizzy and you tripped. You broke the fall with your arms so your elbows were bruised. You tried getting back up but you fell down again.On your second attempt, someone held your hands and carried you and sat you down on the sofa. You can feel his strong, solid arms.
JU:"You . .You already lost a lot of weight. .Stop dieting now."He took a bottle of water and sat down next to you. You:" I need to lose a bit more. . He looked at you with worried eyes but smiled later. "Then I'll be here every day, every night to take care of you."
#imagine you were on school holiday but left with many assignments and homework. You planned to stay at home the whole 2 weeks and you hardly got in contact with anyone. You went outside to the nearby convenience store to buy something one day and you bumped into Jieun at the counter. JE:"Yah! You're on holiday ? Why didn't I know??" You:" Sorry, unnie. I got so much to do , I forgot. . Btw, gotta run, I'll call you guys soon, bye!" You hurriedly paid for the stuff and ran home. JE:" Yah! Y/N-ah! Youngjae is on holiday too! Yah--" You were so rushing you didn't hear her. So you arrived home, sat back down at your desk and started work again. Suddenly, the doorbell rang. You:"Who could it be? *glances*" It rang again a few times. You:" Coming!" You opened the door and saw Youngjae. YJ:"Yah, is it time consuming to even give a call? Or send a text message?" You:" Ah, oppa, . .Mian but if you guys knew I'm on holiday. ." YJ:"Why? Will we be disturbing you?" You:" It's not that!" You sighed. "I thought I'll miss you guys too much and will be distracted from my work." YJ:"Ah. .You'll miss us. .But it's more like, you'll MISS me , right?" He was being cheeky and teasing you. You:" But really, oppa. .I'm very busy, and I still got work. ."He didn't let you finish talking and just hugged you. YJ:" What if I just move here so I can be with you all the time? You can work and I . .I'll just look at you."
#imagine you were at the TS Studio, practicing late at night. When you went to get some drinks outside, you heard some mumbling and muttering near the sofa. You ignored it at first. Within a few seconds, the muttering grew louder and you turned creeped out.You turned on all the lights and someone came out from behind the sofa, looking confused with his eyes half-open. You :" Junhong-ah? Is that you?" He rubbed his eyes and leaned his head on the sofa. You :"Junhong-ah, mian. Go back to the dorms and sleep." You patted his back a few times before he finally turns a bit more aware of his surroundings. Zelo :" Did you finish practice?" You :" Huh?" Zelo:" Aishh jinjja. . . I was going to let you listen to something I wrote, but I fell asleep. ." You :" Ani, Junhong-ah, I can do that tomorrow. Go home. ." Zelo: " Promise? Tomorrow?" His eyes fell upon you in a way that arouse the feel that you need to commit. You: "Mmm. Promise." He smiled and scratches his head. Zelo:"More than that. . .Can I consider it a date?"
#imagine you just started learning to play the guitar. You didn't quite know how to start, so you just learned a few chords and strummed the guitar softly. You stayed like that for 20 minutes and turned bored. You put down the guitar and sighed. You:"Eisshh. There's no one around to teach me properly. . And uggh, my fingers hurt. ." You looked at your fingers turning reddish blue. Just then, someone sat near you. He took the guitar and started strumming it a little. HC :"Ahh. . It's been a while, buddy. " He said to the guitar. You stared at him blankly for a moment. He then gave the guitar to you. HC :"Hold it. Wait,. .Do you even know how to properly hold this?" He teased. You:" Of course!"You snatched the guitar away and held it. HC :"Now play." You:" Uh. .?" He laughed a little. HC:" Okay so. .You put your fingers here. .Then. .Here. ." He delicately move your fingers with his hand. HC:" Now this is a C, right?" You:"Y-yeah." He sighed deeply ,almost jokingly. He moved the stool behind you and held your right hand, helping you strum the guitar.You two were in an almost-back-hug position. You were feeling breathless but he just continues normally. When you somehow finished learning a few strumming patterns, he was still in that position.
But this time, he back-hugged you for real. He said with aegyo,:" Let's continue the lesson tomorrow. Mmm? I'm here for your affections, not this. ."
#imagine you were asked to do a collaboration with Yongguk for a special project. At first, you guys needed to take some photos for the collab. You first met at the studio and bowed at each other shyly. When taking the photos, you guys were asked to pose in various genres. At one point, Director :" Okay, so now, Y/N-ssi, lean on Yongguk's shoulder a bit." You:" Huh? " You looked at Yongguk and he also blankly glanced at you. Director: "Now, do it comfortably. Lean on Yongguk's shoulder a bit . .And smile at the camera. Yongguk, stare at her lovingly." The atmosphere turned somewhat awkward. On the first take, the director seems unsatisfied and asked to do a retake. Then, on the 6th take, the director finally shows an 'okay' signal and smiled. Director:"Now, Yongguk, keep that feel on for your performances later, okay?" He patted his shoulder and walked away. You looked at Yongguk. You:"Ohh . .You're doing a good job. Sorry, this is still new to me. ." Yongguk:" It's new to me too."He smiled. Yongguk:"But I think now it will be easier to do stuff like this." You nodded. Yongguk:" Well, if it's with YOU, I mean. ."
#imagine you were asked by your academy to write a 12-page-article on celebrities' life for the upcoming pop music exhibition. You worked on it for days, and it was more difficult than you thought it would be. You:"It would have been easier if this is a little more after my debut. .Uggh." You wrote, crumpled and wrote again on many papers. In the midst of writing the 8th page, someone snatched the paper away from you. YJ:"What's this? Your assignment?" You took back the paper from him. You:"Yeah. It's for the next pop music exhibition too. " He stayed there staring at you for minutes to the point it annoys you. You:"Now Youngjae oppa, maybe it would be better if you leave me alone for now?"Your put on a serious face. He gazes softly in your eyes. He took the paper away from you again. YJ:"You do know I can help you with this, right?" You paused. You:" It doesn't look like you're trying to help me right now, though." He sighed deeply. YJ:"Ignorant pabo." You ignored him. He then suddenly removed the pen from your hand and turned your chair towards him. YJ:"Yeogikkaji, STOP! Rest for now, pabo-yah." You:"Uggh! Easy for you to say! Oppa, I'm busy right now! " You yelled but felt sorry afterwards. You:" I-I mean. .Gah. Sorry." YJ:"This won't do."He stood up and dragged you out of the room. YJ:"There, smell the fresh air for a bit." He opens his arms and inhales the air. You just stood still. So, he went behind you and opens your arms. YJ:"Breathe." You inhaled and exhaled once. He then turned you around to face him. He gazes deep into your eyes. YJ:"Breathe more. It suffocates me to see you like this.", then he hugged you.
Saturday 30 March 2013
Tuesday 26 March 2013
#imagine. . .part 5
#imagine you were on holiday with TS Family in a resort. As soon as you arrived, you guys took dinner first and showered. YJ: "Guys, let's all go to the pool!" Hyosung: "Oh,great!Wait, girls let's get our attire." They all went but you did not go. You were very lazy and shy to enter the swimming pool. The Secret unnies wore light t-shirts and shorts while the B.A.P members were wearing wife beaters paired with shorts. They all went inside the pool, leaving you sitting alone at the corner. They didn't realise you didn't join them until Youngjae saw you. YJ: "Yah! Come here! *signals hand*" You:" *shakes head* I'm fine here." You smiled. He gave a look. "Oh really? Then help me get my towel here. Ppali!" You rolled your eyes but went anyway. When you were reaching out your hand to give it to him, he pulled you in. "OPPA!!! Eishh, jinjja!" You were wet half your body and water was dripping down from your face. He used the towel to wipe your face and put it around your shoulder. He laughed. "Yah, sorry." You showed an annoyed face and tried to walk out of the pool. BAM! You slipped but Youngjae immediately catches your hand. A few seconds later, he suddenly held your waist and carried you up and sat you down at the corner of the pool. You look at him who is still inside the pool. YJ:" Wait for me. I'll be out in a sec. Dry yourself first. "He looked kinda apologetic. He smiled at you and ruffled your hair. He turned around but looked back at you again. "I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you with a date."
#imagine it was your first time skating. You went to the skating rink alone and looked around at first. After a few thoughts, you finally took your skates and started to walk slowly. You kept losing your balance. On the 12th time you tried to start, someone just skates by and took your hand by surprise. Halfway the rink, he turned around and showed his gummy smile. YG:"Hi, skating newbie." You turned red and hit him softly on his shoulder. "Oppa, go play far from me. *shooes away*" He chuckled and took both of your hands and started skating. You also begin to skate slowly, when , MORE suddenly, he pulled you close to him in an embrace. YG:"You wouldn't mind skating like this, right?" You:"Other people will!!" You were blushing hard.
YG:"Really. . ? But I see only you and me here."
#imagine it was a Saturday but you had tuition at 9am. You overslept and woke up at 8.30am, so you rushed to prepare yourself. You ran down the stairs and went out of the door. You realised you forgot your notebook back in your room so you rushed back inside. When you were about to go upstairs, someone stopped you at your tracks. HC:" I knew you left something. Yah,pabo, how many times do I have to tell you not to oversleep?" He handed you your notebook. You took it from him and went down the stairs. You thought, "How did he get here. .Ah, I must remind him about the puppies. " you turned around but got surprised when he's already close behind you. You took a step back. HC:"What more did you forget?" He widens his eyes. You:" The. .The. ." Apparently, your words can't come out. HC:" Ahh. . I get it, I get it." You gave a confused look. He went down closer to you and wrapped his arms around you. HC:" There. I'm sure you got everything now."
#imagine you were arranged to a blind date by your friend. You agreed to it after a few thoughts, considering you haven't dated in a quite a while. The guy you met was a gentleman and friendly, so you two took time to know each other during the date. You felt that it was a great chance to meet him and started feeling comfortable around him. You guys talked a bit about yourselves first. When it was that moment where you both could agree for a second meeting, he excused himself for a phone call. You nodded and just stayed seated. You looked around and when your eyes landed on the transparent door, somebody familiar was running and rushing inside the restaurant. "(YOUR NAME)!!" Your eyes widens with shock. "Yah. .What is Daehyun doing here??" you turned and lowered your head. Not long after that, you felt your hands being pulled. DH:" Yah. .*panting* Yah. . You. . " You:" Oppa, ..Why are you. .Oppa, I'm on a blind date. ."DH:"I KNOW! I thought I was fine with it. I'M NOT!"He pulled you up and dragged you. The guy you were meeting came out. Guy:" Excuse me, what do you think you're doing right now??" He glared at Dae. You:"Uh, em, sorry, (guy's name)-ssi, but I think. ." Daehyun pulled you behind him. DH:" Sorry, I think this blind date was a mistake. This girl is taken. We have an OFFICIAL date to go to." He glared back at the guy and pulled you outside. You:"Oppa, stop this! Let go of my hand! Uggh, it hurts. ." Daehyun stared at you with serious and deep eyes. After a few seconds, those eyes soften into an apologetic gaze. You sense his eyes was a bit moist. You:" Oppa?? What..What's wrong?" DH:"Sorry." He paused. "I just. . think I can't stand seeing you with other guys. ."
#imagine you were dating Zelo for almost 3 months already when you first confessed to him. During those 3 months, you didn't get to spend much time with him as he has a very busy schedule and you were busy for your studies too. On the night before your 3-monthsary, you forgot about it because you were busy studying. At 11.57pm, you rest from studying and went to the kitchen to get something to drink. When you were about to open the fridge, you saw your cellphone on the table next to it. You left it there all day long. You took it and realised the battery was dead. You took a drink before going back inside your room and plugged in the charger to your phone. You don't usually turn on your phone when you're charging it but instinctively, you turned it on this time. "Our 3months together! ^o^" Your phone reminder played their song. You facepalmed. "Uggh, why did I forget!" You opened your phone log and saw, "18 missed calls- Junhong♥". You decided to call him back. "rrrr..rrr...rrr. ." ZL: "Yo. .Yoboseyo?" You:" Junhong-ah. .Naya. ." ZL:"Oh. .Oh.(your name)-ah. .Oh, my calls . . No sorry, I didn't mean to. .I know you're busy. . I.." His voice was shaky and he sounded nervous. You :" Junhong-ah. .Mian. I . . Forgot. Our 3 monthsary. ." ZL:" Uhh. . Well. .Never mind. I . .Kinda. . Well . ." He turned silent for a few seconds. You:"Junhong-ah, you're still there?" The phone disconnected. "He must be sulking. ." You thought. You were about to put down your phone when a text came in.
" (your name)-ah. . Sorry. I. .I'm not mad. I was just shaking and nervous to talk to you."
You replied: "Eyy. Wae?"
Junhong♥ :" I missed you so much. I missed your voice. I didn't know how to say that to you. Happy 3monthsary, (your name)-ah. ♥"
You:" I'm sorry I forgot, jinjja Junhongie >_<. Happy 3monthsary to us~"
Junhong♥: " . . . ."
"Junhong♥ calling"
On the phone: "Saranghae." Then he quickly hung up.
#imagine it was your first time skating. You went to the skating rink alone and looked around at first. After a few thoughts, you finally took your skates and started to walk slowly. You kept losing your balance. On the 12th time you tried to start, someone just skates by and took your hand by surprise. Halfway the rink, he turned around and showed his gummy smile. YG:"Hi, skating newbie." You turned red and hit him softly on his shoulder. "Oppa, go play far from me. *shooes away*" He chuckled and took both of your hands and started skating. You also begin to skate slowly, when , MORE suddenly, he pulled you close to him in an embrace. YG:"You wouldn't mind skating like this, right?" You:"Other people will!!" You were blushing hard.
YG:"Really. . ? But I see only you and me here."
#imagine it was a Saturday but you had tuition at 9am. You overslept and woke up at 8.30am, so you rushed to prepare yourself. You ran down the stairs and went out of the door. You realised you forgot your notebook back in your room so you rushed back inside. When you were about to go upstairs, someone stopped you at your tracks. HC:" I knew you left something. Yah,pabo, how many times do I have to tell you not to oversleep?" He handed you your notebook. You took it from him and went down the stairs. You thought, "How did he get here. .Ah, I must remind him about the puppies. " you turned around but got surprised when he's already close behind you. You took a step back. HC:"What more did you forget?" He widens his eyes. You:" The. .The. ." Apparently, your words can't come out. HC:" Ahh. . I get it, I get it." You gave a confused look. He went down closer to you and wrapped his arms around you. HC:" There. I'm sure you got everything now."
#imagine you were arranged to a blind date by your friend. You agreed to it after a few thoughts, considering you haven't dated in a quite a while. The guy you met was a gentleman and friendly, so you two took time to know each other during the date. You felt that it was a great chance to meet him and started feeling comfortable around him. You guys talked a bit about yourselves first. When it was that moment where you both could agree for a second meeting, he excused himself for a phone call. You nodded and just stayed seated. You looked around and when your eyes landed on the transparent door, somebody familiar was running and rushing inside the restaurant. "(YOUR NAME)!!" Your eyes widens with shock. "Yah. .What is Daehyun doing here??" you turned and lowered your head. Not long after that, you felt your hands being pulled. DH:" Yah. .*panting* Yah. . You. . " You:" Oppa, ..Why are you. .Oppa, I'm on a blind date. ."DH:"I KNOW! I thought I was fine with it. I'M NOT!"He pulled you up and dragged you. The guy you were meeting came out. Guy:" Excuse me, what do you think you're doing right now??" He glared at Dae. You:"Uh, em, sorry, (guy's name)-ssi, but I think. ." Daehyun pulled you behind him. DH:" Sorry, I think this blind date was a mistake. This girl is taken. We have an OFFICIAL date to go to." He glared back at the guy and pulled you outside. You:"Oppa, stop this! Let go of my hand! Uggh, it hurts. ." Daehyun stared at you with serious and deep eyes. After a few seconds, those eyes soften into an apologetic gaze. You sense his eyes was a bit moist. You:" Oppa?? What..What's wrong?" DH:"Sorry." He paused. "I just. . think I can't stand seeing you with other guys. ."
#imagine you were dating Zelo for almost 3 months already when you first confessed to him. During those 3 months, you didn't get to spend much time with him as he has a very busy schedule and you were busy for your studies too. On the night before your 3-monthsary, you forgot about it because you were busy studying. At 11.57pm, you rest from studying and went to the kitchen to get something to drink. When you were about to open the fridge, you saw your cellphone on the table next to it. You left it there all day long. You took it and realised the battery was dead. You took a drink before going back inside your room and plugged in the charger to your phone. You don't usually turn on your phone when you're charging it but instinctively, you turned it on this time. "Our 3months together! ^o^" Your phone reminder played their song. You facepalmed. "Uggh, why did I forget!" You opened your phone log and saw, "18 missed calls- Junhong♥". You decided to call him back. "rrrr..rrr...rrr. ." ZL: "Yo. .Yoboseyo?" You:" Junhong-ah. .Naya. ." ZL:"Oh. .Oh.(your name)-ah. .Oh, my calls . . No sorry, I didn't mean to. .I know you're busy. . I.." His voice was shaky and he sounded nervous. You :" Junhong-ah. .Mian. I . . Forgot. Our 3 monthsary. ." ZL:" Uhh. . Well. .Never mind. I . .Kinda. . Well . ." He turned silent for a few seconds. You:"Junhong-ah, you're still there?" The phone disconnected. "He must be sulking. ." You thought. You were about to put down your phone when a text came in.
" (your name)-ah. . Sorry. I. .I'm not mad. I was just shaking and nervous to talk to you."
You replied: "Eyy. Wae?"
Junhong♥ :" I missed you so much. I missed your voice. I didn't know how to say that to you. Happy 3monthsary, (your name)-ah. ♥"
You:" I'm sorry I forgot, jinjja Junhongie >_<. Happy 3monthsary to us~"
Junhong♥: " . . . ."
"Junhong♥ calling"
On the phone: "Saranghae." Then he quickly hung up.
Saturday 23 March 2013
'Option 3?'
#imagine !!! Youngjae is closer to you than you think. :P
You first met him when you, with a lot of courage and determination, asked your parents to send you to the music academy he was in. Your mindset was to do the best because you went through a lot just to persuade your parents to even listen to what you want.
You never notice any guys, or anyone to be precise. It was only you and music, with your parents pressuring you to do well or else you have to drop out. It was then that the biggest festival was to be held at your academy, the talent show where you have to show just about everything you have that you can shine out.
It was also then that destiny played a joke on you and chose you into the duo category.
"Duo?' you thought. What duo? You never even made an effort to get to know anyone during the 7 months. You were confident of doing a solo, having gained almost every of the academy trainers' praise and trust in your skills and hard work.
But no, not this time. You were chosen to have a PARTNER for the show, and to add to it, it's a GUY.
Not just any guy, it's Youngjae. People were rampaging over his good looks and intelligence, even for guys. "Great, a duo. With someone everyone other than I know of. Even if I manage to get pass through this duo thingy, I might have to drop out when the girls start to take out their knives, " you thought.
"Hey..Uh. ." you turned around and saw him bowing. "Hello. I'm Youngjae. You must be. .(your name)-ssi? I heard a lot about you from the trainers. I am actually honored to be partnered with you. ."
"Uhh, yeah. Hi. So, shall we get to our song then? I heard Diane arranged the instrumental for us."You cut him off, thinking that he talks too much even on the first meeting.
"Well, yes. But.. You know, maybe we should do some intro?'
Your eyes shifted. "You're Youngjae. You know my name. That's enough for an intro for now."
He let out a little uncomfortable laugh. "But, we need to get to know some stuff about each other. You know, build a little understanding towards each other? So that our musical side can blend well too. ."
It took quite some time for you two to be able to build some kind of friendship. It took some scolding from the trainers due to your lack of cooperation, trying to do everything yourself, the way you're used to. But Youngjae had it all in and tolerated well. He believes that both of you need to do well in order for this to work, and naturally you realised you had to concur with that.
[ after you and Youngjae's performance ]
Everyone had a blast. You thought it would be like the other tests you went through but this time, you actually had fun. You went down the stage after the judgements when Youngjae took a hold of your shoulder. "Hey..." He held you back. "Thank you. I couldn't have done this without you." He smiled. Apparently, you smiled back sincerely too. After the festival, your friendship starts to grow. You intended to leave it at that and do things separately but Youngjae chose to continue talking to you on a daily basis.
What you didn't know, or choose to ignore is that you actually had the mutual desire to continue your friendship too. For the first time in years of dedication to learn music, you finally met someone you are attached to emotionally.
At least you thought those 'emotions' are the normal ones between friends.
But no.
It was that.
A first love.
There were many firsts in your life happened when you started to know him.
He was the first one that made you realise you were living down a road too much to yourself all these years.
He was the first guy who waited for you for hours just to make sure you're safe.
The first to see you cry.
The first time you had felt what jealousy is, it was because of him.
The first one to make you feel something.
You felt pain without a reason for the first time.
That time, you chose to stay away. He realised your changes, but he tried to keep close to you. As time passes, you don't even talk to each other anymore. You felt foolish and assumed that the relationship you two had was nothing close to what you feel it was like to Youngjae. Now you can't even get used to doing things on your own, unlike how you used to.
[ The night before graduation ]
You had to leave for home because of some family issues. It's your graduation day tomorrow, so you have to get back to the academy that night. You pulled your bags inside , dragged them away when someone stopped you at your tracks.
" Here, I'll get the bags." Without saying anything, he took your bags and carried them inside the building. You wanted to say something and stop him, but deep inside you you were too happy to finally see him around. He returned after a few minutes and went towards you.
YJ: "It's tomorrow."
You:"E--mm.
YJ: "Mmm? Isn't there more you have to say to me? Like why you avoided me, and what you're planning to do after graduating. ." He stopped.
"And . .If we're ever gonna see each other again. .Will you choose to go your separate way. .?"
You: " We always did well on our own, Jae. The changes won't affect much. " You bit your lips, worrying that you might cry soon.
YJ: " There were too much changes you made to begin with. Did you realise that?"
You:" Me? Is it all me? Jae, you are the one who forced me to do this!"
You weren't making any sense. You took a few steps backwards, with your head down, ready to run away soon.
He turned around, back-facing you. Your tears were no longer endurable. You turned around and took a step forward.
Nothing.
You took another step.
Still nothing.
You finally concluded that this is the clear end mark. Instinctively, you turned back.
A pair of shaking hands embraced you.
" I missed you." When he said the last word, his grip became tighter.
You :" Jae. .I. . We. . I thought. . My feelings went overboard. ."
YJ: " How far?"
Something struck you. You turned speechless.
You : "A little too far."
He turned silent. When one of you finally lets go, Youngjae speaks.
" I thought mine went further than yours." The silence turned into a moment of confusion.
YJ:" I guess. . . Now we're even. Pabo. Do I have to point this out myself?"
You: "What?"
YJ: " We like each other, is it?" You rolled your eyes. He continued while dragging you close to him.
YJ: " Well, it can't be only me liking you, is it? That's one point. "
You: " The other?"
YJ: " You choose. Date me. Or let me stalk you until you admit your feelings. "
You: " Option 3? I choose option 3."
YJ : " Fine." He took out a note and wrote down something. It wrote,
" OPTION 3: STAY BY MY SIDE FOREVER ."
Then it was another first for you.
A first kiss.
You first met him when you, with a lot of courage and determination, asked your parents to send you to the music academy he was in. Your mindset was to do the best because you went through a lot just to persuade your parents to even listen to what you want.
You never notice any guys, or anyone to be precise. It was only you and music, with your parents pressuring you to do well or else you have to drop out. It was then that the biggest festival was to be held at your academy, the talent show where you have to show just about everything you have that you can shine out.
It was also then that destiny played a joke on you and chose you into the duo category.
"Duo?' you thought. What duo? You never even made an effort to get to know anyone during the 7 months. You were confident of doing a solo, having gained almost every of the academy trainers' praise and trust in your skills and hard work.
But no, not this time. You were chosen to have a PARTNER for the show, and to add to it, it's a GUY.
Not just any guy, it's Youngjae. People were rampaging over his good looks and intelligence, even for guys. "Great, a duo. With someone everyone other than I know of. Even if I manage to get pass through this duo thingy, I might have to drop out when the girls start to take out their knives, " you thought.
"Hey..Uh. ." you turned around and saw him bowing. "Hello. I'm Youngjae. You must be. .(your name)-ssi? I heard a lot about you from the trainers. I am actually honored to be partnered with you. ."
"Uhh, yeah. Hi. So, shall we get to our song then? I heard Diane arranged the instrumental for us."You cut him off, thinking that he talks too much even on the first meeting.
"Well, yes. But.. You know, maybe we should do some intro?'
Your eyes shifted. "You're Youngjae. You know my name. That's enough for an intro for now."
He let out a little uncomfortable laugh. "But, we need to get to know some stuff about each other. You know, build a little understanding towards each other? So that our musical side can blend well too. ."
It took quite some time for you two to be able to build some kind of friendship. It took some scolding from the trainers due to your lack of cooperation, trying to do everything yourself, the way you're used to. But Youngjae had it all in and tolerated well. He believes that both of you need to do well in order for this to work, and naturally you realised you had to concur with that.
[ after you and Youngjae's performance ]
Everyone had a blast. You thought it would be like the other tests you went through but this time, you actually had fun. You went down the stage after the judgements when Youngjae took a hold of your shoulder. "Hey..." He held you back. "Thank you. I couldn't have done this without you." He smiled. Apparently, you smiled back sincerely too. After the festival, your friendship starts to grow. You intended to leave it at that and do things separately but Youngjae chose to continue talking to you on a daily basis.
What you didn't know, or choose to ignore is that you actually had the mutual desire to continue your friendship too. For the first time in years of dedication to learn music, you finally met someone you are attached to emotionally.
At least you thought those 'emotions' are the normal ones between friends.
But no.
It was that.
A first love.
There were many firsts in your life happened when you started to know him.
He was the first one that made you realise you were living down a road too much to yourself all these years.
He was the first guy who waited for you for hours just to make sure you're safe.
The first to see you cry.
The first time you had felt what jealousy is, it was because of him.
The first one to make you feel something.
You felt pain without a reason for the first time.
That time, you chose to stay away. He realised your changes, but he tried to keep close to you. As time passes, you don't even talk to each other anymore. You felt foolish and assumed that the relationship you two had was nothing close to what you feel it was like to Youngjae. Now you can't even get used to doing things on your own, unlike how you used to.
[ The night before graduation ]
You had to leave for home because of some family issues. It's your graduation day tomorrow, so you have to get back to the academy that night. You pulled your bags inside , dragged them away when someone stopped you at your tracks.
" Here, I'll get the bags." Without saying anything, he took your bags and carried them inside the building. You wanted to say something and stop him, but deep inside you you were too happy to finally see him around. He returned after a few minutes and went towards you.
YJ: "It's tomorrow."
You:"E--mm.
YJ: "Mmm? Isn't there more you have to say to me? Like why you avoided me, and what you're planning to do after graduating. ." He stopped.
"And . .If we're ever gonna see each other again. .Will you choose to go your separate way. .?"
You: " We always did well on our own, Jae. The changes won't affect much. " You bit your lips, worrying that you might cry soon.
YJ: " There were too much changes you made to begin with. Did you realise that?"
You:" Me? Is it all me? Jae, you are the one who forced me to do this!"
You weren't making any sense. You took a few steps backwards, with your head down, ready to run away soon.
He turned around, back-facing you. Your tears were no longer endurable. You turned around and took a step forward.
Nothing.
You took another step.
Still nothing.
You finally concluded that this is the clear end mark. Instinctively, you turned back.
A pair of shaking hands embraced you.
" I missed you." When he said the last word, his grip became tighter.
You :" Jae. .I. . We. . I thought. . My feelings went overboard. ."
YJ: " How far?"
Something struck you. You turned speechless.
You : "A little too far."
He turned silent. When one of you finally lets go, Youngjae speaks.
" I thought mine went further than yours." The silence turned into a moment of confusion.
YJ:" I guess. . . Now we're even. Pabo. Do I have to point this out myself?"
You: "What?"
YJ: " We like each other, is it?" You rolled your eyes. He continued while dragging you close to him.
YJ: " Well, it can't be only me liking you, is it? That's one point. "
You: " The other?"
YJ: " You choose. Date me. Or let me stalk you until you admit your feelings. "
You: " Option 3? I choose option 3."
YJ : " Fine." He took out a note and wrote down something. It wrote,
" OPTION 3: STAY BY MY SIDE FOREVER ."
Then it was another first for you.
A first kiss.
Friday 15 February 2013
#imagine . . .part 4
#imagine you were sitting alone in the veranda on the night before Valentine's Day. You were staring at the sky. "There aren't many stars tonight. . .WHAT! Even the stars are hiding from me~!eiishhhh" You grumbled and you accidentally hit a flower pot until it falls down to the ground. You:" Ahh! err.. *looks down*" You suddenly saw something moving near the bushes. "Probably just a cat. . . " You turned to walk in back to your room when you heard something faintly. "Haissh, that surprised me to death. . ." You:" YAHHH WHO'S THERE???!!!" You looked back down and saw an unclear shadow. "Yah. Your family's probably sleeping. Keep it down will ya?" You recognised the voice. You:" MOON. JONGUP. *half-whispering*What are you doing here???" JU:"*jumps out and climbs the veranda*" Even at this situation, he flashed his bright smile at you. He walked closer to you. You stepped back. He quickly grabbed you and hugs you. JU:"I'm not here to say Happy Valentine's Day." He laughed before continuing "Valentine's Day doesn't matter. It's not important. You are."
#imagine you are having appetite problems and can't seem to eat anything for the past few days. You promised to buy Himchan lunch on a Saturday but you lost all your energy and forgot about it. You went to the TS Building and saw Himchan sitting with a frowned face. He stood up. HC:" Yah you--" he wanted to say something but stopped when he saw your pale face. You:"Mmm? Wae..yo.." You felt dizzy and your legs give way. Himchan catches you immediately. HC:"This pabo. . Really. . "You pushed him away and sat down. You saw meal coupons on the couch. You:" oppa why didn't you remind me? this. ." Before you can say anything, he pushed you to lie down and gave you water. HC:" You still have a promise with me." He took the water you drank and put it on the table. HC:" It's our first date. Do NOT forget it again."
#imagine you were visiting your sick friend at the hospital and you were rushing so you didn't get to say to Yongguk about not being able to attend your date.You left your workplace and told your boss about it and you forgot to bring your cellphone. When you finally remember, you could not even call him. (Yongguk story)YG: *looks at watch* *tapping fingers*He took out his phone. "Why isn't she answering?" He dialed your workplace's number. YG: Ah, hello? This is the cafe (your name) works at, right? May I know if she's there? I thought her shift changed?" Boss:"Sorry, mister, I think she was rushing to the hospital just now. ." YG:"WHAT?" He misheard "rushing" as "rushed". YG:"Which hospital????" Boss:"The one near here. But mister, she--" Yongguk didn't even care to hear anymore and quickly drove away. You were outside your friend's admitted room. "aissh why did I forget. . ." Suddenly you turned your attention to the counter in the hospital. You saw someone there. "Yongguk . oppa??" You quickly ran to the counter and you heard Yongguk asking the nurse , "Ms. (your name). Isn't she here?? I am positive she was rushed here .." Nurse:"Sorry, but it isn't in the registered form, mister. ." You:" Oppa. What are you doing??" He turned to you and you saw his panicking face. YG:" You're okay??? Aren't you hurt anywhere?????' You:" I'm fine. .But it isn't me who's admitted here. It's Yujeong. ." You gave him a confused look and he suddenly hugs you ,so tight you cannot breathe. You:"eyy oppa, . ." YG:" Never mind that. You're in trouble miss. You forgot our date. You'd have to do a lot to make up for that ."
#imagine it was PE class and your class all had their height measured. You did not seem to grow any taller. (imagine. .you're quite petite )You were sighing and Zelo turned to you. ZL:" So. . Did all that eating made you any taller?" He smiled. You:"Yah Choi Junhong don't tease me right now I'm not in a good mood!" He snapped a bit at you raising your voice. ZL:"Chill. hahaha" You glared at him.You made a face and said," I know you're ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY FOUR(exaggeratedly imitating Zelo's English ) and such but JUST KEEP QUIET."He suddenly opened his eyes wide and moves close to you. ZL:"Stop growing." You:"What." ZL:" I like short girls. hahaha" He laughed hard and until he manage to catch his breath, he said "Aren't you glad I like short girls?? Maybe that's why I like you so much.. ."
#imagine you were walking outside at the park , listening to your MP3. You were playing B.A.P's Coma. You were so absorbed in the song you bumped onto Youngjae. You almost dropped your MP3 but the earphones were plugged off. The music was still playing loud and Youngjae looks at you. You quickly plugged the earphones back in. You:"Oppa, mian. Really. " You felt sorry but Youngjae just smiled. YJ:"I forgive you because that's our song." You:"Yeah. .Well . ." He suddenly took the earphones and gave one side to you and took the other. YJ: " Now. . What songs shall we listen to. .? You:"S. .Songs?" YJ:"Yeah. Oh, I know. I'll just play the long ones so we can walk longer together. " He took your MP3 on one hand. . .And your hand on the other.
#imagine you are having appetite problems and can't seem to eat anything for the past few days. You promised to buy Himchan lunch on a Saturday but you lost all your energy and forgot about it. You went to the TS Building and saw Himchan sitting with a frowned face. He stood up. HC:" Yah you--" he wanted to say something but stopped when he saw your pale face. You:"Mmm? Wae..yo.." You felt dizzy and your legs give way. Himchan catches you immediately. HC:"This pabo. . Really. . "You pushed him away and sat down. You saw meal coupons on the couch. You:" oppa why didn't you remind me? this. ." Before you can say anything, he pushed you to lie down and gave you water. HC:" You still have a promise with me." He took the water you drank and put it on the table. HC:" It's our first date. Do NOT forget it again."
#imagine you were visiting your sick friend at the hospital and you were rushing so you didn't get to say to Yongguk about not being able to attend your date.You left your workplace and told your boss about it and you forgot to bring your cellphone. When you finally remember, you could not even call him. (Yongguk story)YG: *looks at watch* *tapping fingers*He took out his phone. "Why isn't she answering?" He dialed your workplace's number. YG: Ah, hello? This is the cafe (your name) works at, right? May I know if she's there? I thought her shift changed?" Boss:"Sorry, mister, I think she was rushing to the hospital just now. ." YG:"WHAT?" He misheard "rushing" as "rushed". YG:"Which hospital????" Boss:"The one near here. But mister, she--" Yongguk didn't even care to hear anymore and quickly drove away. You were outside your friend's admitted room. "aissh why did I forget. . ." Suddenly you turned your attention to the counter in the hospital. You saw someone there. "Yongguk . oppa??" You quickly ran to the counter and you heard Yongguk asking the nurse , "Ms. (your name). Isn't she here?? I am positive she was rushed here .." Nurse:"Sorry, but it isn't in the registered form, mister. ." You:" Oppa. What are you doing??" He turned to you and you saw his panicking face. YG:" You're okay??? Aren't you hurt anywhere?????' You:" I'm fine. .But it isn't me who's admitted here. It's Yujeong. ." You gave him a confused look and he suddenly hugs you ,so tight you cannot breathe. You:"eyy oppa, . ." YG:" Never mind that. You're in trouble miss. You forgot our date. You'd have to do a lot to make up for that ."
#imagine it was PE class and your class all had their height measured. You did not seem to grow any taller. (imagine. .you're quite petite )You were sighing and Zelo turned to you. ZL:" So. . Did all that eating made you any taller?" He smiled. You:"Yah Choi Junhong don't tease me right now I'm not in a good mood!" He snapped a bit at you raising your voice. ZL:"Chill. hahaha" You glared at him.You made a face and said," I know you're ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY FOUR(exaggeratedly imitating Zelo's English ) and such but JUST KEEP QUIET."He suddenly opened his eyes wide and moves close to you. ZL:"Stop growing." You:"What." ZL:" I like short girls. hahaha" He laughed hard and until he manage to catch his breath, he said "Aren't you glad I like short girls?? Maybe that's why I like you so much.. ."
#imagine you were walking outside at the park , listening to your MP3. You were playing B.A.P's Coma. You were so absorbed in the song you bumped onto Youngjae. You almost dropped your MP3 but the earphones were plugged off. The music was still playing loud and Youngjae looks at you. You quickly plugged the earphones back in. You:"Oppa, mian. Really. " You felt sorry but Youngjae just smiled. YJ:"I forgive you because that's our song." You:"Yeah. .Well . ." He suddenly took the earphones and gave one side to you and took the other. YJ: " Now. . What songs shall we listen to. .? You:"S. .Songs?" YJ:"Yeah. Oh, I know. I'll just play the long ones so we can walk longer together. " He took your MP3 on one hand. . .And your hand on the other.
Saturday 12 January 2013
Take My Words
:3 I'm making this mega imagine of uri Leadah Yongguk before going back to the dorms. :))
#imagine B.A.P has a special showcase to be held near your uni. There was a short announcement made in your uni saying that your uni was chosen to be helping with escorting and helping with B.A.P's showcase. A few people were selected to be in the team and will be given extra credits. You: "Jebal, jebal..." Voice: "Special addition, (yourname). Is that clear everyone? The names mentioned please come to the main office after this. Thank you." You turned speechless and was holding in your spazzing so hard you couldn't focus during class. During the team's meeting, you discovered that there won't be much times when you can actually meet B.A.P when doing the work. Knowing this, your spirits suddenly went down to a pond scum . ;A;
For your uni's team is an extra helper for the showcase, you guys had to do a lot even before the boys came. You were broken-hearted inside,. . . But. . You:" At least I can still do this for them, ne? " was what you tried to make positive.The days went by with you being busy with all the preparations. The day before B.A.P will come to the venue, you took a look into the waiting room. You sat in front of the mirror and smiled. "This is where Channie will be sitting at most . ." You stood up and looked around a bit. Suddenly, you paused your motions. You saw something that relives some kind of pain inside you.
A poster. One of their individual one. And you almost broke in tears. " Yo-Yongguk oppa's gummy smile. ." Your eyes shifted. "Can't I meet them just once?" Your heart spoke. You touched their individual posters one by one. . . Then you were at Yongguk's poster again. You seem to be pausing the longest there. "(yourname)! It's late! We need to be early tomorrow too, there's still much to do. You should go back and rest." The team leader brought you back to reality. You:" Ah, yes. . Okay." You felt your hand unconsciously touching your face as if you sense something flowing down your cheeks. Your steps were somewhat heavy when you walked out and went back to the dorms. The rays of hope. . You cannot seem to spot it.
You couldn't sleep a wink that night. The next morning, you woke up very early and arrived at the showcase's venue. Surprisingly, you're the earliest to be there. You:*facepalm* "What am I doing?? " You scanned around the place and tried to find something you can help with. As you were busy and lost in thoughts, suddenly you bumped into someone without realising it. You:" Team leader? is that you? I-I-I'm sorry. . ." you couldn't lift up your flushed face. "It's. . Okay. Are you. . A staff?" He was pointing at the nametag you had on that reads "STAFF". He, in fact, has a voice you're familiar with. When you finally lift up your head, your eyes immediately widens. You:* continuously bows* He-he-hello, Yongguk oppa, no, Yongguk-ssi, ah B.A.P's Yongguk--" you stopped when you heard him chuckling softly. You saw his gummy smile. THAT GUMMY SMILE. You never imagined you will actually that precious thing up close! You were so star-strucked you almost forgot about everything. Yongguk:" Well then, umm.. *looks at your nametag* (yourname)-ssi? Let's work well together? " He smiled again. You:"Ahh. . Ye-ye-yes. ." You were about to shake hands with him when the team leader called for you. You:" Well then, Yongguk. .ssi, I . ." Yongguk:" Sorry, but I think the other members are here. I need to go check. I'll see you around." He still managed to flash on a smile again before taking his leave. You freezed. You could have been so longer if the team leader didn't call you for the fourth time. Even when you were running you still can't get your mind off what just happened. "Is this seriously happening?" You thought. That thought could have been dragged further if it wasn't for the busy preparations. Their showcase was about to start in an hour but you didn't get to meet the other members yet. It turns out that Yongguk went there the earliest to check on the things prior to the showcase, as a leader.
The showcase started and ended smoothly. Your team still had work to do when the members were taking their leave. They were bowing and thanking the other staffs but your team had to do the last wrap-ups. You were in charge of taking down the banners and posters after the showcase. When you were taking down the main banner, suddenly someone comes near you and helped you. You looked beside and saw Yongguk. You:" Wait, Yongguk..ssi, Why are you still here?" He helped you fold the banner and glances at you.Yongguk:" You worked hard, (yourname_)-ssi. Thank you." He paused for a moment before saying, " The next time we meet,address me comfortably instead. And we should properly greet each other. " He lets out his hand. " Okay?" You shook his hand. You stared at your hands holding his for a while before letting go, embarrassed. Yongguk:" Till we meet again." He finally made his way to the van and left. You:" I didn't even tell you I'm glad to meet you. ." Your motions stopped there. You stared at the folded banners and posters. Yes, you are very happy. Touched. Hopeful. But the question is: Will you ever even get to meet him again. Did he really mean what he said? Or is he giving false hopes and empty words just because he's as nice as who he is? Too much thoughts. You shook your head and tried to kick your senses back on.
"Yongguk-oppa. . ."
A few weeks has passed after your meeting with him. You started to realise exotic feelings are growing inside you since then. It was ineffable, unavoidable, so wrong but feels so right. "Is this how you're going to be? Gahh, I thought you won't do this!!" You mumbled to yourself, frustrated. His sweet words still echoes in your ears. "He's Yongguk. Of course he will say that to BABYS. Or will he? Ugghhh" You remembered how you read about him being a sweet talker for BABYS. (*cough*) You hate sweet, empty talkers. But you can't seem to hate Yongguk, though. It's the total opposite of that feeling, instead.
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk to release a self-composed song by this week. Rumour has it that he will sing in the solo, too."
"There are currently no plans for another showcase."
"Interview: What was memorable during the recent showcase?
Yongguk: The showcase itself, and BABYs"
You stared at your computer's screen. Somewhere deep inside you were wishing he had mentioned something that you can relate to. You:" Well of course. . He met a lot of new people. .I'm just a plain, typical new acquaintance." What were you thinking? Of course you are just that. What expectations can you carry just by a simple , 1-minute meeting with him? Why are you taking this too deep?
Your thoughts are fogged. But you can't help but anticipate his new song. :D
D-3. .
D-2. .
D-1. .
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk releases self-composed solo, 'Take My Words' "
You listened to the song. You cannot understand much of his deep lyrics. It was an acoustic, rapping song with some parts of his sweet , deep and emotional singing. Perfect. Too perfect. "Why?" The next day after releasing the song, he tweeted.
"Take my words. I promise you won't regret it."
Is this one of his sweet talks for BABYs again? You think so. You wished he means it deeper than that. You unconsciously clicked the 'reply' button. What are you going to say now? Why did you do that? He tweets once on a blue moon and it's nearly impossible for him to even read his mentions. Without knowing, you typed, " I'm regretting it right now. . . " And paused. Suddenly. .
"As I said, take my words. I mean it."@BAP_Bangyongguk
"Isn't his sweet talking going too deep? I hate sweet talkers!!" You grunted.
The days flew by. His song was loved by everyone. You? You loved it. Too perfect. But his voice was something you cannot stand to hear anymore at this time. Sweet talkers. You assumed this is how he made such a sweet song. He's just genuinely a sweet talker. You despised the fact that he did that to you. .Or s you think.
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk to promote his solo, 'Take My Words' in Malaysia. He will be doing the activities as an individual for the time being."
You read that. No, you pretended you didn't read that. Excitements and mixed feeling of annoyance dominates you. You despised it more that you're feeling like this even when you know you don't even have the right to do so. Just as the days gone by again, you decided you need to see him. Forget about these useless and immature feelings. You just wanted to see him.
D-4. .
D-3. .
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk's sudden early flight to Malaysia surprises fans"
You didn't see the headlines until you arrived at the performance's venue to buy tickets.
You didn't know he's walking towards you when you least expect it too.
"Where's your promise?" he said.
"There isn't supposed to be one." You replied and seconds later , you facepalmed yourself for saying those irrelevant words.
" I'll make one now, then. " He dragged you out of the queue and up on the stage.
He took the mic and started singing some parts of his song.
Take my words, for as long as I can take your heart
The part you understood most.
Yongguk:"Deal?"
You were dumbfounded.
He took your hand and kissed it. Yongguk:" Seal completed. No more compromising." He pulled you into an embrace. "And one more thing." He then kissed your forehead and looks into your eyes with his deep stare. "You're the most memorable encounter I had. I just didn't want to share something this precious."
#imagine B.A.P has a special showcase to be held near your uni. There was a short announcement made in your uni saying that your uni was chosen to be helping with escorting and helping with B.A.P's showcase. A few people were selected to be in the team and will be given extra credits. You: "Jebal, jebal..." Voice: "Special addition, (yourname). Is that clear everyone? The names mentioned please come to the main office after this. Thank you." You turned speechless and was holding in your spazzing so hard you couldn't focus during class. During the team's meeting, you discovered that there won't be much times when you can actually meet B.A.P when doing the work. Knowing this, your spirits suddenly went down to a pond scum . ;A;
For your uni's team is an extra helper for the showcase, you guys had to do a lot even before the boys came. You were broken-hearted inside,. . . But. . You:" At least I can still do this for them, ne? " was what you tried to make positive.The days went by with you being busy with all the preparations. The day before B.A.P will come to the venue, you took a look into the waiting room. You sat in front of the mirror and smiled. "This is where Channie will be sitting at most . ." You stood up and looked around a bit. Suddenly, you paused your motions. You saw something that relives some kind of pain inside you.
A poster. One of their individual one. And you almost broke in tears. " Yo-Yongguk oppa's gummy smile. ." Your eyes shifted. "Can't I meet them just once?" Your heart spoke. You touched their individual posters one by one. . . Then you were at Yongguk's poster again. You seem to be pausing the longest there. "(yourname)! It's late! We need to be early tomorrow too, there's still much to do. You should go back and rest." The team leader brought you back to reality. You:" Ah, yes. . Okay." You felt your hand unconsciously touching your face as if you sense something flowing down your cheeks. Your steps were somewhat heavy when you walked out and went back to the dorms. The rays of hope. . You cannot seem to spot it.
You couldn't sleep a wink that night. The next morning, you woke up very early and arrived at the showcase's venue. Surprisingly, you're the earliest to be there. You:*facepalm* "What am I doing?? " You scanned around the place and tried to find something you can help with. As you were busy and lost in thoughts, suddenly you bumped into someone without realising it. You:" Team leader? is that you? I-I-I'm sorry. . ." you couldn't lift up your flushed face. "It's. . Okay. Are you. . A staff?" He was pointing at the nametag you had on that reads "STAFF". He, in fact, has a voice you're familiar with. When you finally lift up your head, your eyes immediately widens. You:* continuously bows* He-he-hello, Yongguk oppa, no, Yongguk-ssi, ah B.A.P's Yongguk--" you stopped when you heard him chuckling softly. You saw his gummy smile. THAT GUMMY SMILE. You never imagined you will actually that precious thing up close! You were so star-strucked you almost forgot about everything. Yongguk:" Well then, umm.. *looks at your nametag* (yourname)-ssi? Let's work well together? " He smiled again. You:"Ahh. . Ye-ye-yes. ." You were about to shake hands with him when the team leader called for you. You:" Well then, Yongguk. .ssi, I . ." Yongguk:" Sorry, but I think the other members are here. I need to go check. I'll see you around." He still managed to flash on a smile again before taking his leave. You freezed. You could have been so longer if the team leader didn't call you for the fourth time. Even when you were running you still can't get your mind off what just happened. "Is this seriously happening?" You thought. That thought could have been dragged further if it wasn't for the busy preparations. Their showcase was about to start in an hour but you didn't get to meet the other members yet. It turns out that Yongguk went there the earliest to check on the things prior to the showcase, as a leader.
The showcase started and ended smoothly. Your team still had work to do when the members were taking their leave. They were bowing and thanking the other staffs but your team had to do the last wrap-ups. You were in charge of taking down the banners and posters after the showcase. When you were taking down the main banner, suddenly someone comes near you and helped you. You looked beside and saw Yongguk. You:" Wait, Yongguk..ssi, Why are you still here?" He helped you fold the banner and glances at you.Yongguk:" You worked hard, (yourname_)-ssi. Thank you." He paused for a moment before saying, " The next time we meet,address me comfortably instead. And we should properly greet each other. " He lets out his hand. " Okay?" You shook his hand. You stared at your hands holding his for a while before letting go, embarrassed. Yongguk:" Till we meet again." He finally made his way to the van and left. You:" I didn't even tell you I'm glad to meet you. ." Your motions stopped there. You stared at the folded banners and posters. Yes, you are very happy. Touched. Hopeful. But the question is: Will you ever even get to meet him again. Did he really mean what he said? Or is he giving false hopes and empty words just because he's as nice as who he is? Too much thoughts. You shook your head and tried to kick your senses back on.
"Yongguk-oppa. . ."
A few weeks has passed after your meeting with him. You started to realise exotic feelings are growing inside you since then. It was ineffable, unavoidable, so wrong but feels so right. "Is this how you're going to be? Gahh, I thought you won't do this!!" You mumbled to yourself, frustrated. His sweet words still echoes in your ears. "He's Yongguk. Of course he will say that to BABYS. Or will he? Ugghhh" You remembered how you read about him being a sweet talker for BABYS. (*cough*) You hate sweet, empty talkers. But you can't seem to hate Yongguk, though. It's the total opposite of that feeling, instead.
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk to release a self-composed song by this week. Rumour has it that he will sing in the solo, too."
"There are currently no plans for another showcase."
"Interview: What was memorable during the recent showcase?
Yongguk: The showcase itself, and BABYs"
You stared at your computer's screen. Somewhere deep inside you were wishing he had mentioned something that you can relate to. You:" Well of course. . He met a lot of new people. .I'm just a plain, typical new acquaintance." What were you thinking? Of course you are just that. What expectations can you carry just by a simple , 1-minute meeting with him? Why are you taking this too deep?
Your thoughts are fogged. But you can't help but anticipate his new song. :D
D-3. .
D-2. .
D-1. .
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk releases self-composed solo, 'Take My Words' "
You listened to the song. You cannot understand much of his deep lyrics. It was an acoustic, rapping song with some parts of his sweet , deep and emotional singing. Perfect. Too perfect. "Why?" The next day after releasing the song, he tweeted.
"Take my words. I promise you won't regret it."
Is this one of his sweet talks for BABYs again? You think so. You wished he means it deeper than that. You unconsciously clicked the 'reply' button. What are you going to say now? Why did you do that? He tweets once on a blue moon and it's nearly impossible for him to even read his mentions. Without knowing, you typed, " I'm regretting it right now. . . " And paused. Suddenly. .
"As I said, take my words. I mean it."@BAP_Bangyongguk
"Isn't his sweet talking going too deep? I hate sweet talkers!!" You grunted.
The days flew by. His song was loved by everyone. You? You loved it. Too perfect. But his voice was something you cannot stand to hear anymore at this time. Sweet talkers. You assumed this is how he made such a sweet song. He's just genuinely a sweet talker. You despised the fact that he did that to you. .Or s you think.
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk to promote his solo, 'Take My Words' in Malaysia. He will be doing the activities as an individual for the time being."
You read that. No, you pretended you didn't read that. Excitements and mixed feeling of annoyance dominates you. You despised it more that you're feeling like this even when you know you don't even have the right to do so. Just as the days gone by again, you decided you need to see him. Forget about these useless and immature feelings. You just wanted to see him.
D-4. .
D-3. .
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk's sudden early flight to Malaysia surprises fans"
You didn't see the headlines until you arrived at the performance's venue to buy tickets.
You didn't know he's walking towards you when you least expect it too.
"Where's your promise?" he said.
"There isn't supposed to be one." You replied and seconds later , you facepalmed yourself for saying those irrelevant words.
" I'll make one now, then. " He dragged you out of the queue and up on the stage.
He took the mic and started singing some parts of his song.
Take my words, for as long as I can take your heart
The part you understood most.
Yongguk:"Deal?"
You were dumbfounded.
He took your hand and kissed it. Yongguk:" Seal completed. No more compromising." He pulled you into an embrace. "And one more thing." He then kissed your forehead and looks into your eyes with his deep stare. "You're the most memorable encounter I had. I just didn't want to share something this precious."
Sunday 6 January 2013
#imagine . . . part 3
#imagine you and B.A.P were playing a game of Truth Or Dare. The bottle spins and stops, pointing at Jongup. It was after Yongguk's turn, so he gets to ask. Yongguk:"Do see (omg i almost wrote my name) ________ as a woman?Truth? or dare?"Jongup freezes for a while and glanced at you for a moment. Uppie:"Uhh. Dare."You looked at him and felt a little disappointed. Yongguk:hahahahha! jackpot! I dare you.. To have a staring contest with (your name) for 1min." Your eyes widen and Uppie was stuck in the moment (haha). He looked at you, and your eyes meet. You were blushing so hard and lost to him in just a few seconds. Yongguk:"these kids.." You were sweating and blushing so hard. You:"Umm, you guys continue. I gotta do something." You stood up and heads to the restroom. When you almost reach there, Uppie grabbed you by the arm. Uppie: "U ok? u dont look good" u:"uhh, y-y-yeah, umm" you were also shaking!! so silly. u:"u know oppa, I just--" He holds your shoulders and stares into your eyes. Uppie:"I don't see you just as a woman," he smiles and continues "I see you as my woman."
#imagine It was New Year's Eve but you were all alone at home. You felt really bored and depressed so you went out and sat where it was near a river. You looked up and stare at the stars above. You:*sigh* "Even on such a beautiful night on New Year's Eve, it's empty." You closed your eyes and tried to get your mind off this loneliness. Suddenly you felt like someone is crouching in front of you. You were scared thinking it's some kind of bad guy so you opened your eyes-- and the person ( which you guessed is someone you know ) just kisses you surprisingly. Your eyes were open with shock but you figured that the kiss started to get longer so you eventually closed them. After a few seconds he moves his face from yours and when you opened your eyes, you see Yongguk there smiling at you. Yongguk: "Happy New Year, baby." You blinked your eyes a few times. Yongguk resumes hugging you and whispers to your ear, "I'm here. You are not alone. I will always be here. Didn't you know that?"
#imagine You just broke up with your boyfriend after you caught him cheating ( Just imagine he's not one of the boys XD ). You locked yourself and didn't get in contact with anyone after a few days. You were broken-hearted by the situation-- but there is also something else inside you saying that you regretted not letting go earlier. You were dazed, confused, broken down. . You were on your bed still lost in thoughts when your door suddenly broke open. Your eyes widen in surprise. "Yah, pabo, don't you know how to make a call?" You looked at Youngjae with teary eyes. You:"What's the use when there's no one to call?" He pulled you up, being a little annoyed with what you just said. "No one? Yah (urname), then what am I?"You felt sorry and regretful but you couldn't say a word. Tears started to run down his cheeks. You were surprised and your sobbing starts to lessen. "Youngjae oppa, why are you--" he just pulls you close into an embrace and you heard him sobbing faintly. After a few moments of silence he started caressing your hair. "(yourname)-ah. . Please. Even if you consider me someone you come to only at your difficulties times, I don't care. Just. . Just . . At least I know it's me you can lean onto." and he hugs you tighter.
#imagine You auditioned for a lead role in a drama. You were showered with compliments by the judges and they called you after one day to announce your eligibility. You were very happy and excited that you told SECRET and B.A.P about it. You decided to throw a small party to celebrate it. During preparations for your party, B.A.P and SECRET came to help. You were cooking downstairs and the others were upstairs arranging the decorations. You were immersed in cooking when suddenly you felt a pair of hands holding your waist and pulled you into a back hug. He suddenly turns you around and kisses you by surprise. You:"Daehyun oppa?" He kisses you for the second time. Daehyun:"You know,.." he sighs before continuing "I can't stand to see you close to any other guys during your drama, I mean you got the lead role and there are guys, I mean well skin--"You laughed hard but stopped when he hugs you. "That's why I wanted your first kiss."
#imagine B.A.P was holding an event to choose a lucky winner which they will personally deliver gifts to. You didn’t participate but for your birthday, your friend did on behalf of you and her entry was chosen. You didn’t know about it. On your birthday, you friend brought you to a restaurant next to your apartment. You:” Aren’t we’re gonna order something?” Friend:” Wait. There’s something I want to give you.” A few minutes later, B.A.P came into the restaurant and sat with you. People’s eyes were fixed on your table. You whispered:” Yah, you did this? Dude, you’re just. . OMG. I love you” Suddenly your friend stood up and bows. She said she has to leave for something urgent and apologises. “Good luck, (urname).” You were starstrucked. Speechless. The boys were right in front of you! Yongguk: (urname)-ssi? Your friend said today is your birthday. “ You:” Well, yes. I—Th—Thank you. I’m really happy to be here. “ Suddenly they stood up and started singing you their Happy Birthday song. After that, they gave you some gifts and they each hugged you. You couldn’t even cry. You spent some time talking to them. You felt Jongup’s eyes laying on you the whole time, so you couldn’t look at him straight. Yongguk:”BABY, sorry, we’d love to stay, but we gotta go. Happy Birthday, BABY. No matter how much you grow, you are still our BABY.” They all clapped and smiled. Their van was already waiting and they entered one by one. Jongup was about to enter last when he suddenly ran back to you. Jongup:” I forgot to say Happy Birthday too.Happy birthday.” He smiled. You:”Thank you, oppa ^__^.You got to go now, I guess.” He looked at you deeply before saying, “I hope I can see you again.” Out of nowhere, he gave you a bouquet of flowers. Jongup: “Maybe you can keep a vacant space in your heart for me till then?”
#imagine It was New Year's Eve but you were all alone at home. You felt really bored and depressed so you went out and sat where it was near a river. You looked up and stare at the stars above. You:*sigh* "Even on such a beautiful night on New Year's Eve, it's empty." You closed your eyes and tried to get your mind off this loneliness. Suddenly you felt like someone is crouching in front of you. You were scared thinking it's some kind of bad guy so you opened your eyes-- and the person ( which you guessed is someone you know ) just kisses you surprisingly. Your eyes were open with shock but you figured that the kiss started to get longer so you eventually closed them. After a few seconds he moves his face from yours and when you opened your eyes, you see Yongguk there smiling at you. Yongguk: "Happy New Year, baby." You blinked your eyes a few times. Yongguk resumes hugging you and whispers to your ear, "I'm here. You are not alone. I will always be here. Didn't you know that?"
#imagine You just broke up with your boyfriend after you caught him cheating ( Just imagine he's not one of the boys XD ). You locked yourself and didn't get in contact with anyone after a few days. You were broken-hearted by the situation-- but there is also something else inside you saying that you regretted not letting go earlier. You were dazed, confused, broken down. . You were on your bed still lost in thoughts when your door suddenly broke open. Your eyes widen in surprise. "Yah, pabo, don't you know how to make a call?" You looked at Youngjae with teary eyes. You:"What's the use when there's no one to call?" He pulled you up, being a little annoyed with what you just said. "No one? Yah (urname), then what am I?"You felt sorry and regretful but you couldn't say a word. Tears started to run down his cheeks. You were surprised and your sobbing starts to lessen. "Youngjae oppa, why are you--" he just pulls you close into an embrace and you heard him sobbing faintly. After a few moments of silence he started caressing your hair. "(yourname)-ah. . Please. Even if you consider me someone you come to only at your difficulties times, I don't care. Just. . Just . . At least I know it's me you can lean onto." and he hugs you tighter.
#imagine You auditioned for a lead role in a drama. You were showered with compliments by the judges and they called you after one day to announce your eligibility. You were very happy and excited that you told SECRET and B.A.P about it. You decided to throw a small party to celebrate it. During preparations for your party, B.A.P and SECRET came to help. You were cooking downstairs and the others were upstairs arranging the decorations. You were immersed in cooking when suddenly you felt a pair of hands holding your waist and pulled you into a back hug. He suddenly turns you around and kisses you by surprise. You:"Daehyun oppa?" He kisses you for the second time. Daehyun:"You know,.." he sighs before continuing "I can't stand to see you close to any other guys during your drama, I mean you got the lead role and there are guys, I mean well skin--"You laughed hard but stopped when he hugs you. "That's why I wanted your first kiss."
방용국 – 김힘찬
– 정대현
– 유영재
– 문종업
– 최준홍
I guess these are like ‘How-you-will-meet-B.A.P’
imagines thingy :P
#imagine You are a member of a dance team in your
country. Your team won on a competition
and the prize was a trip to Korea for 2 weeks and also performing there on a
K-Pop festival.By great luck ( I mean seriously ) , your dance team was given
an opportunity to be learning a dance from a choreographer from TS Ent. Your
team practices the routine everyday for a week in TS. After your team’s
performance in the festival, you guys decided to throw a party to celebrate.
The venue was in TS’ practice room. TS artists were there too. After the party,
you were last to leave. Suddenly someone patted your shoulder. Zelo: “Uh, hey. “
He smiled and his dimple was visible. You: “Hi. You’re not joining the others
out?” You put on a smile and Zelo seems to be blushing. You were trying to hold
in your spazzing too. Zelo:” I saw you dancing and I was really impressed. I
thought you weren’t like those girl groups and I felt. . . Attracted to you.”
You were grinning secretly because he’s just too cute and blank that time. Zelo:”Can
I know you closer from now on?”
#imagine You were alone in your family’s vacation house.
The maids and other workers were the only people there besides yourself. It was
a sunny day and you decided to take a walk at a beach nearby. While you were
lost in your thoughts, you heard some guys running and playing. Before you know
it, one of them bumped onto you and you fell down. You:” Why am I seeing twins??”
You rubbed your eyes because you saw about 6 blonde guys there. Then the same
person that bumped onto you gave you his hand. “Sorry. Having too much fun just
now. The name’s Himchan. Kim Himchan.” You took his hand and he suddenly pulls
you up close to him. You put on an unamused face. You:”Excuse me, I’m okay now.”
You let go of his hand. Himchan:” Name.” You:” Unnecessary to tell you.”
Himchan:”Oh, hi, ‘unnecessary to tell you’. You rolled your eyes, turned around
and walked. Himchan:” Hey!! Miss Unnecessary, I think your house is this way?”
He pointed out at the only house there. You:”I.. Wanted to walk some more!”
Himchan: “Yeah right, the direction you’re going leads to a forest, though.”
You were surprised to see him behind you. Himchan :”C’mon, let’s go for that
walk you want.”He grabbed your hand and pulled you away. “You’re mine for
today.” You tried to get free. Himchan:”Ahh, right. No. I’ll make you mine
tomorrow too. And after that. And after, after, after that too.”
#imagine Yongguk visited your school to donate one day.
He tried to visit secretly but people noticed him. In a matter of
minutes,reporters crowded your school gate. You
were carrying a pile of books to be brought to the library. The books
covered your face and you didn’t see Yongguk walking in front of you. You
bumped onto him and all your books fell down. You:”Ah! I’m sorry, sorry!” You
bowed a few times. When you finally realized he was Yongguk, your eyes widen.
You said half shouting:” Ah! Yonggu-“ He was surprised and he pulled you away
with him to hide behind the library. Yongguk:” I am very sorry but please don’t
say anything. There are too many reporters here. .”You:” Oh, well, I didn’t
mean to—I—well—“ He was looking out for reporters and suddenly you both turned
to each other, your faces almost touch. Yongguk: “Oh, . .Your. .” You were
blushing. Yongguk: “Eyes are very pretty.” He said and gummy smiles.
#imagine Your friend wants to audition to be a singer.
She asks to accompany her to the audition. When it was her turn, you waited
outside the audition room. You saw the
doorknob turning and assumed your friend was done auditioning. You:”So did you
pass the—“ You were surprised to see Daehyun coming out instead. You:”A-Annyeonghaseyo!
*bows*” He assisted on being a jury but he has a schedule so he took an early
leave. He chuckled. Daehyun: “You’re not auditioning?” You:” N-no. I came here
to ac-accompany my friend, the one that’s inside right now.” You were
stuttering and shaking. Daehyun chuckled more seeing you like that. He suddenly
stares at you close. Daehyun: “ Cute.” He smiles and ruffles your hair.
#imagine Your mom told you to buy some groceries in a
mart nearby your apartment. You were in the vegetables section. You:” Potatoes,
ginger. .Ah, cherry tomatoes! “ You
picked up some of them then you accidentally dropped one. You were about to
bend down and pick it up but someone else did first. He stood up, and you had
to look up because he is tall. Zelo:“Are you okay,cherry tomato?” You just feel
absurd. “Yours?” He hands it to you. You:” Well, yes, thank you.” You were
about to take it but he pulls back his hand. “Haha. It’s mine.” You felt even
more absurd. You: “Right. . I better
just get back to shopping. .” You turned around and pushed your cart. He runs
in front of you and gave you the cherry tomato. Zelo:” I’m Zelo. I live in the
apartment below yours. “ You:” Ah, really? Sorry, I don’t really notice that. “You
scratched your head a little. Zelo :” I’m glad I finally get to talk to you. Maybe
we can go back together after this and talk some more on the way?” You smiled
and just nodded. Zelo:” You know. . .”
You: “Mmm?” Zelo:” I always thought you’re very cute. I think I like you. Even
more than these cherry tomatoes.”
#imagine You participated in a students exchange program
between your school and a school in Korea. Let’s just say you are fluent in
Korean. During your first day there, your group went to visit some historical
buildings there. Your group was given a tour around the place. During break
time, you decided to go outside the exhibition and get some fresh air.
You:*takes deep breath* “Man, it sure is beautiful here. Areumdapda!(it’s
beautiful)” You were closing your eyes and took a step forward, but you
tripped- almost- tripped. Someone managed to catch you before you fall. You
quickly stood back up and bows. You:”Kamsahamnida. I’m sorry about that.” You
looked up and saw a guy with a hood and beanie on. You tinted your eyes because
you can’t see clearly and you took a step closer to him but you tripped-almost
almost fell down again. Youngjae:” Whoa, whoa, miss. Are you okay?” You saw his
face and was so mesmerized you couldn’t talk nor move. His arms were still held
around you. He helped you stand back up and you can hear him chuckling.
Youngjae:” Are you filming a drama here or something?” You:” . . .” Youngjae: “
Be more careful. I won’t always be there to catch you again.” He laughed. You
finally got back to reality after a while. You:”Ah, ne! Thank you again.”*bows*
He smiled and giggled a little. Youngjae:” Haha. I wouldn’t mind looking over
such a clumsy cutie like you all day long.”
#imagine B.A.P was holding an event to choose a lucky winner which they will personally deliver gifts to. You didn’t participate but for your birthday, your friend did on behalf of you and her entry was chosen. You didn’t know about it. On your birthday, you friend brought you to a restaurant next to your apartment. You:” Aren’t we’re gonna order something?” Friend:” Wait. There’s something I want to give you.” A few minutes later, B.A.P came into the restaurant and sat with you. People’s eyes were fixed on your table. You whispered:” Yah, you did this? Dude, you’re just. . OMG. I love you” Suddenly your friend stood up and bows. She said she has to leave for something urgent and apologises. “Good luck, (urname).” You were starstrucked. Speechless. The boys were right in front of you! Yongguk: (urname)-ssi? Your friend said today is your birthday. “ You:” Well, yes. I—Th—Thank you. I’m really happy to be here. “ Suddenly they stood up and started singing you their Happy Birthday song. After that, they gave you some gifts and they each hugged you. You couldn’t even cry. You spent some time talking to them. You felt Jongup’s eyes laying on you the whole time, so you couldn’t look at him straight. Yongguk:”BABY, sorry, we’d love to stay, but we gotta go. Happy Birthday, BABY. No matter how much you grow, you are still our BABY.” They all clapped and smiled. Their van was already waiting and they entered one by one. Jongup was about to enter last when he suddenly ran back to you. Jongup:” I forgot to say Happy Birthday too.Happy birthday.” He smiled. You:”Thank you, oppa ^__^.You got to go now, I guess.” He looked at you deeply before saying, “I hope I can see you again.” Out of nowhere, he gave you a bouquet of flowers. Jongup: “Maybe you can keep a vacant space in your heart for me till then?”
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