#imagine you were sitting alone in the veranda on the night before Valentine's Day. You were staring at the sky. "There aren't many stars tonight. . .WHAT! Even the stars are hiding from me~!eiishhhh" You grumbled and you accidentally hit a flower pot until it falls down to the ground. You:" Ahh! err.. *looks down*" You suddenly saw something moving near the bushes. "Probably just a cat. . . " You turned to walk in back to your room when you heard something faintly. "Haissh, that surprised me to death. . ." You:" YAHHH WHO'S THERE???!!!" You looked back down and saw an unclear shadow. "Yah. Your family's probably sleeping. Keep it down will ya?" You recognised the voice. You:" MOON. JONGUP. *half-whispering*What are you doing here???" JU:"*jumps out and climbs the veranda*" Even at this situation, he flashed his bright smile at you. He walked closer to you. You stepped back. He quickly grabbed you and hugs you. JU:"I'm not here to say Happy Valentine's Day." He laughed before continuing "Valentine's Day doesn't matter. It's not important. You are."
#imagine you are having appetite problems and can't seem to eat anything for the past few days. You promised to buy Himchan lunch on a Saturday but you lost all your energy and forgot about it. You went to the TS Building and saw Himchan sitting with a frowned face. He stood up. HC:" Yah you--" he wanted to say something but stopped when he saw your pale face. You:"Mmm? Wae..yo.." You felt dizzy and your legs give way. Himchan catches you immediately. HC:"This pabo. . Really. . "You pushed him away and sat down. You saw meal coupons on the couch. You:" oppa why didn't you remind me? this. ." Before you can say anything, he pushed you to lie down and gave you water. HC:" You still have a promise with me." He took the water you drank and put it on the table. HC:" It's our first date. Do NOT forget it again."
#imagine you were visiting your sick friend at the hospital and you were rushing so you didn't get to say to Yongguk about not being able to attend your date.You left your workplace and told your boss about it and you forgot to bring your cellphone. When you finally remember, you could not even call him. (Yongguk story)YG: *looks at watch* *tapping fingers*He took out his phone. "Why isn't she answering?" He dialed your workplace's number. YG: Ah, hello? This is the cafe (your name) works at, right? May I know if she's there? I thought her shift changed?" Boss:"Sorry, mister, I think she was rushing to the hospital just now. ." YG:"WHAT?" He misheard "rushing" as "rushed". YG:"Which hospital????" Boss:"The one near here. But mister, she--" Yongguk didn't even care to hear anymore and quickly drove away. You were outside your friend's admitted room. "aissh why did I forget. . ." Suddenly you turned your attention to the counter in the hospital. You saw someone there. "Yongguk . oppa??" You quickly ran to the counter and you heard Yongguk asking the nurse , "Ms. (your name). Isn't she here?? I am positive she was rushed here .." Nurse:"Sorry, but it isn't in the registered form, mister. ." You:" Oppa. What are you doing??" He turned to you and you saw his panicking face. YG:" You're okay??? Aren't you hurt anywhere?????' You:" I'm fine. .But it isn't me who's admitted here. It's Yujeong. ." You gave him a confused look and he suddenly hugs you ,so tight you cannot breathe. You:"eyy oppa, . ." YG:" Never mind that. You're in trouble miss. You forgot our date. You'd have to do a lot to make up for that ."
#imagine it was PE class and your class all had their height measured. You did not seem to grow any taller. (imagine. .you're quite petite )You were sighing and Zelo turned to you. ZL:" So. . Did all that eating made you any taller?" He smiled. You:"Yah Choi Junhong don't tease me right now I'm not in a good mood!" He snapped a bit at you raising your voice. ZL:"Chill. hahaha" You glared at him.You made a face and said," I know you're ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY FOUR(exaggeratedly imitating Zelo's English ) and such but JUST KEEP QUIET."He suddenly opened his eyes wide and moves close to you. ZL:"Stop growing." You:"What." ZL:" I like short girls. hahaha" He laughed hard and until he manage to catch his breath, he said "Aren't you glad I like short girls?? Maybe that's why I like you so much.. ."
#imagine you were walking outside at the park , listening to your MP3. You were playing B.A.P's Coma. You were so absorbed in the song you bumped onto Youngjae. You almost dropped your MP3 but the earphones were plugged off. The music was still playing loud and Youngjae looks at you. You quickly plugged the earphones back in. You:"Oppa, mian. Really. " You felt sorry but Youngjae just smiled. YJ:"I forgive you because that's our song." You:"Yeah. .Well . ." He suddenly took the earphones and gave one side to you and took the other. YJ: " Now. . What songs shall we listen to. .? You:"S. .Songs?" YJ:"Yeah. Oh, I know. I'll just play the long ones so we can walk longer together. " He took your MP3 on one hand. . .And your hand on the other.
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Friday, 15 February 2013
Saturday, 12 January 2013
Take My Words
:3 I'm making this mega imagine of uri Leadah Yongguk before going back to the dorms. :))
#imagine B.A.P has a special showcase to be held near your uni. There was a short announcement made in your uni saying that your uni was chosen to be helping with escorting and helping with B.A.P's showcase. A few people were selected to be in the team and will be given extra credits. You: "Jebal, jebal..." Voice: "Special addition, (yourname). Is that clear everyone? The names mentioned please come to the main office after this. Thank you." You turned speechless and was holding in your spazzing so hard you couldn't focus during class. During the team's meeting, you discovered that there won't be much times when you can actually meet B.A.P when doing the work. Knowing this, your spirits suddenly went down to a pond scum . ;A;
For your uni's team is an extra helper for the showcase, you guys had to do a lot even before the boys came. You were broken-hearted inside,. . . But. . You:" At least I can still do this for them, ne? " was what you tried to make positive.The days went by with you being busy with all the preparations. The day before B.A.P will come to the venue, you took a look into the waiting room. You sat in front of the mirror and smiled. "This is where Channie will be sitting at most . ." You stood up and looked around a bit. Suddenly, you paused your motions. You saw something that relives some kind of pain inside you.
A poster. One of their individual one. And you almost broke in tears. " Yo-Yongguk oppa's gummy smile. ." Your eyes shifted. "Can't I meet them just once?" Your heart spoke. You touched their individual posters one by one. . . Then you were at Yongguk's poster again. You seem to be pausing the longest there. "(yourname)! It's late! We need to be early tomorrow too, there's still much to do. You should go back and rest." The team leader brought you back to reality. You:" Ah, yes. . Okay." You felt your hand unconsciously touching your face as if you sense something flowing down your cheeks. Your steps were somewhat heavy when you walked out and went back to the dorms. The rays of hope. . You cannot seem to spot it.
You couldn't sleep a wink that night. The next morning, you woke up very early and arrived at the showcase's venue. Surprisingly, you're the earliest to be there. You:*facepalm* "What am I doing?? " You scanned around the place and tried to find something you can help with. As you were busy and lost in thoughts, suddenly you bumped into someone without realising it. You:" Team leader? is that you? I-I-I'm sorry. . ." you couldn't lift up your flushed face. "It's. . Okay. Are you. . A staff?" He was pointing at the nametag you had on that reads "STAFF". He, in fact, has a voice you're familiar with. When you finally lift up your head, your eyes immediately widens. You:* continuously bows* He-he-hello, Yongguk oppa, no, Yongguk-ssi, ah B.A.P's Yongguk--" you stopped when you heard him chuckling softly. You saw his gummy smile. THAT GUMMY SMILE. You never imagined you will actually that precious thing up close! You were so star-strucked you almost forgot about everything. Yongguk:" Well then, umm.. *looks at your nametag* (yourname)-ssi? Let's work well together? " He smiled again. You:"Ahh. . Ye-ye-yes. ." You were about to shake hands with him when the team leader called for you. You:" Well then, Yongguk. .ssi, I . ." Yongguk:" Sorry, but I think the other members are here. I need to go check. I'll see you around." He still managed to flash on a smile again before taking his leave. You freezed. You could have been so longer if the team leader didn't call you for the fourth time. Even when you were running you still can't get your mind off what just happened. "Is this seriously happening?" You thought. That thought could have been dragged further if it wasn't for the busy preparations. Their showcase was about to start in an hour but you didn't get to meet the other members yet. It turns out that Yongguk went there the earliest to check on the things prior to the showcase, as a leader.
The showcase started and ended smoothly. Your team still had work to do when the members were taking their leave. They were bowing and thanking the other staffs but your team had to do the last wrap-ups. You were in charge of taking down the banners and posters after the showcase. When you were taking down the main banner, suddenly someone comes near you and helped you. You looked beside and saw Yongguk. You:" Wait, Yongguk..ssi, Why are you still here?" He helped you fold the banner and glances at you.Yongguk:" You worked hard, (yourname_)-ssi. Thank you." He paused for a moment before saying, " The next time we meet,address me comfortably instead. And we should properly greet each other. " He lets out his hand. " Okay?" You shook his hand. You stared at your hands holding his for a while before letting go, embarrassed. Yongguk:" Till we meet again." He finally made his way to the van and left. You:" I didn't even tell you I'm glad to meet you. ." Your motions stopped there. You stared at the folded banners and posters. Yes, you are very happy. Touched. Hopeful. But the question is: Will you ever even get to meet him again. Did he really mean what he said? Or is he giving false hopes and empty words just because he's as nice as who he is? Too much thoughts. You shook your head and tried to kick your senses back on.
"Yongguk-oppa. . ."
A few weeks has passed after your meeting with him. You started to realise exotic feelings are growing inside you since then. It was ineffable, unavoidable, so wrong but feels so right. "Is this how you're going to be? Gahh, I thought you won't do this!!" You mumbled to yourself, frustrated. His sweet words still echoes in your ears. "He's Yongguk. Of course he will say that to BABYS. Or will he? Ugghhh" You remembered how you read about him being a sweet talker for BABYS. (*cough*) You hate sweet, empty talkers. But you can't seem to hate Yongguk, though. It's the total opposite of that feeling, instead.
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk to release a self-composed song by this week. Rumour has it that he will sing in the solo, too."
"There are currently no plans for another showcase."
"Interview: What was memorable during the recent showcase?
Yongguk: The showcase itself, and BABYs"
You stared at your computer's screen. Somewhere deep inside you were wishing he had mentioned something that you can relate to. You:" Well of course. . He met a lot of new people. .I'm just a plain, typical new acquaintance." What were you thinking? Of course you are just that. What expectations can you carry just by a simple , 1-minute meeting with him? Why are you taking this too deep?
Your thoughts are fogged. But you can't help but anticipate his new song. :D
D-3. .
D-2. .
D-1. .
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk releases self-composed solo, 'Take My Words' "
You listened to the song. You cannot understand much of his deep lyrics. It was an acoustic, rapping song with some parts of his sweet , deep and emotional singing. Perfect. Too perfect. "Why?" The next day after releasing the song, he tweeted.
"Take my words. I promise you won't regret it."
Is this one of his sweet talks for BABYs again? You think so. You wished he means it deeper than that. You unconsciously clicked the 'reply' button. What are you going to say now? Why did you do that? He tweets once on a blue moon and it's nearly impossible for him to even read his mentions. Without knowing, you typed, " I'm regretting it right now. . . " And paused. Suddenly. .
"As I said, take my words. I mean it."@BAP_Bangyongguk
"Isn't his sweet talking going too deep? I hate sweet talkers!!" You grunted.
The days flew by. His song was loved by everyone. You? You loved it. Too perfect. But his voice was something you cannot stand to hear anymore at this time. Sweet talkers. You assumed this is how he made such a sweet song. He's just genuinely a sweet talker. You despised the fact that he did that to you. .Or s you think.
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk to promote his solo, 'Take My Words' in Malaysia. He will be doing the activities as an individual for the time being."
You read that. No, you pretended you didn't read that. Excitements and mixed feeling of annoyance dominates you. You despised it more that you're feeling like this even when you know you don't even have the right to do so. Just as the days gone by again, you decided you need to see him. Forget about these useless and immature feelings. You just wanted to see him.
D-4. .
D-3. .
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk's sudden early flight to Malaysia surprises fans"
You didn't see the headlines until you arrived at the performance's venue to buy tickets.
You didn't know he's walking towards you when you least expect it too.
"Where's your promise?" he said.
"There isn't supposed to be one." You replied and seconds later , you facepalmed yourself for saying those irrelevant words.
" I'll make one now, then. " He dragged you out of the queue and up on the stage.
He took the mic and started singing some parts of his song.
Take my words, for as long as I can take your heart
The part you understood most.
Yongguk:"Deal?"
You were dumbfounded.
He took your hand and kissed it. Yongguk:" Seal completed. No more compromising." He pulled you into an embrace. "And one more thing." He then kissed your forehead and looks into your eyes with his deep stare. "You're the most memorable encounter I had. I just didn't want to share something this precious."
#imagine B.A.P has a special showcase to be held near your uni. There was a short announcement made in your uni saying that your uni was chosen to be helping with escorting and helping with B.A.P's showcase. A few people were selected to be in the team and will be given extra credits. You: "Jebal, jebal..." Voice: "Special addition, (yourname). Is that clear everyone? The names mentioned please come to the main office after this. Thank you." You turned speechless and was holding in your spazzing so hard you couldn't focus during class. During the team's meeting, you discovered that there won't be much times when you can actually meet B.A.P when doing the work. Knowing this, your spirits suddenly went down to a pond scum . ;A;
For your uni's team is an extra helper for the showcase, you guys had to do a lot even before the boys came. You were broken-hearted inside,. . . But. . You:" At least I can still do this for them, ne? " was what you tried to make positive.The days went by with you being busy with all the preparations. The day before B.A.P will come to the venue, you took a look into the waiting room. You sat in front of the mirror and smiled. "This is where Channie will be sitting at most . ." You stood up and looked around a bit. Suddenly, you paused your motions. You saw something that relives some kind of pain inside you.
A poster. One of their individual one. And you almost broke in tears. " Yo-Yongguk oppa's gummy smile. ." Your eyes shifted. "Can't I meet them just once?" Your heart spoke. You touched their individual posters one by one. . . Then you were at Yongguk's poster again. You seem to be pausing the longest there. "(yourname)! It's late! We need to be early tomorrow too, there's still much to do. You should go back and rest." The team leader brought you back to reality. You:" Ah, yes. . Okay." You felt your hand unconsciously touching your face as if you sense something flowing down your cheeks. Your steps were somewhat heavy when you walked out and went back to the dorms. The rays of hope. . You cannot seem to spot it.
You couldn't sleep a wink that night. The next morning, you woke up very early and arrived at the showcase's venue. Surprisingly, you're the earliest to be there. You:*facepalm* "What am I doing?? " You scanned around the place and tried to find something you can help with. As you were busy and lost in thoughts, suddenly you bumped into someone without realising it. You:" Team leader? is that you? I-I-I'm sorry. . ." you couldn't lift up your flushed face. "It's. . Okay. Are you. . A staff?" He was pointing at the nametag you had on that reads "STAFF". He, in fact, has a voice you're familiar with. When you finally lift up your head, your eyes immediately widens. You:* continuously bows* He-he-hello, Yongguk oppa, no, Yongguk-ssi, ah B.A.P's Yongguk--" you stopped when you heard him chuckling softly. You saw his gummy smile. THAT GUMMY SMILE. You never imagined you will actually that precious thing up close! You were so star-strucked you almost forgot about everything. Yongguk:" Well then, umm.. *looks at your nametag* (yourname)-ssi? Let's work well together? " He smiled again. You:"Ahh. . Ye-ye-yes. ." You were about to shake hands with him when the team leader called for you. You:" Well then, Yongguk. .ssi, I . ." Yongguk:" Sorry, but I think the other members are here. I need to go check. I'll see you around." He still managed to flash on a smile again before taking his leave. You freezed. You could have been so longer if the team leader didn't call you for the fourth time. Even when you were running you still can't get your mind off what just happened. "Is this seriously happening?" You thought. That thought could have been dragged further if it wasn't for the busy preparations. Their showcase was about to start in an hour but you didn't get to meet the other members yet. It turns out that Yongguk went there the earliest to check on the things prior to the showcase, as a leader.
The showcase started and ended smoothly. Your team still had work to do when the members were taking their leave. They were bowing and thanking the other staffs but your team had to do the last wrap-ups. You were in charge of taking down the banners and posters after the showcase. When you were taking down the main banner, suddenly someone comes near you and helped you. You looked beside and saw Yongguk. You:" Wait, Yongguk..ssi, Why are you still here?" He helped you fold the banner and glances at you.Yongguk:" You worked hard, (yourname_)-ssi. Thank you." He paused for a moment before saying, " The next time we meet,address me comfortably instead. And we should properly greet each other. " He lets out his hand. " Okay?" You shook his hand. You stared at your hands holding his for a while before letting go, embarrassed. Yongguk:" Till we meet again." He finally made his way to the van and left. You:" I didn't even tell you I'm glad to meet you. ." Your motions stopped there. You stared at the folded banners and posters. Yes, you are very happy. Touched. Hopeful. But the question is: Will you ever even get to meet him again. Did he really mean what he said? Or is he giving false hopes and empty words just because he's as nice as who he is? Too much thoughts. You shook your head and tried to kick your senses back on.
"Yongguk-oppa. . ."
A few weeks has passed after your meeting with him. You started to realise exotic feelings are growing inside you since then. It was ineffable, unavoidable, so wrong but feels so right. "Is this how you're going to be? Gahh, I thought you won't do this!!" You mumbled to yourself, frustrated. His sweet words still echoes in your ears. "He's Yongguk. Of course he will say that to BABYS. Or will he? Ugghhh" You remembered how you read about him being a sweet talker for BABYS. (*cough*) You hate sweet, empty talkers. But you can't seem to hate Yongguk, though. It's the total opposite of that feeling, instead.
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk to release a self-composed song by this week. Rumour has it that he will sing in the solo, too."
"There are currently no plans for another showcase."
"Interview: What was memorable during the recent showcase?
Yongguk: The showcase itself, and BABYs"
You stared at your computer's screen. Somewhere deep inside you were wishing he had mentioned something that you can relate to. You:" Well of course. . He met a lot of new people. .I'm just a plain, typical new acquaintance." What were you thinking? Of course you are just that. What expectations can you carry just by a simple , 1-minute meeting with him? Why are you taking this too deep?
Your thoughts are fogged. But you can't help but anticipate his new song. :D
D-3. .
D-2. .
D-1. .
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk releases self-composed solo, 'Take My Words' "
You listened to the song. You cannot understand much of his deep lyrics. It was an acoustic, rapping song with some parts of his sweet , deep and emotional singing. Perfect. Too perfect. "Why?" The next day after releasing the song, he tweeted.
"Take my words. I promise you won't regret it."
Is this one of his sweet talks for BABYs again? You think so. You wished he means it deeper than that. You unconsciously clicked the 'reply' button. What are you going to say now? Why did you do that? He tweets once on a blue moon and it's nearly impossible for him to even read his mentions. Without knowing, you typed, " I'm regretting it right now. . . " And paused. Suddenly. .
"As I said, take my words. I mean it."@BAP_Bangyongguk
"Isn't his sweet talking going too deep? I hate sweet talkers!!" You grunted.
The days flew by. His song was loved by everyone. You? You loved it. Too perfect. But his voice was something you cannot stand to hear anymore at this time. Sweet talkers. You assumed this is how he made such a sweet song. He's just genuinely a sweet talker. You despised the fact that he did that to you. .Or s you think.
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk to promote his solo, 'Take My Words' in Malaysia. He will be doing the activities as an individual for the time being."
You read that. No, you pretended you didn't read that. Excitements and mixed feeling of annoyance dominates you. You despised it more that you're feeling like this even when you know you don't even have the right to do so. Just as the days gone by again, you decided you need to see him. Forget about these useless and immature feelings. You just wanted to see him.
D-4. .
D-3. .
"B.A.P's Bang Yongguk's sudden early flight to Malaysia surprises fans"
You didn't see the headlines until you arrived at the performance's venue to buy tickets.
You didn't know he's walking towards you when you least expect it too.
"Where's your promise?" he said.
"There isn't supposed to be one." You replied and seconds later , you facepalmed yourself for saying those irrelevant words.
" I'll make one now, then. " He dragged you out of the queue and up on the stage.
He took the mic and started singing some parts of his song.
Take my words, for as long as I can take your heart
The part you understood most.
Yongguk:"Deal?"
You were dumbfounded.
He took your hand and kissed it. Yongguk:" Seal completed. No more compromising." He pulled you into an embrace. "And one more thing." He then kissed your forehead and looks into your eyes with his deep stare. "You're the most memorable encounter I had. I just didn't want to share something this precious."
Sunday, 6 January 2013
#imagine . . . part 3
#imagine you and B.A.P were playing a game of Truth Or Dare. The bottle spins and stops, pointing at Jongup. It was after Yongguk's turn, so he gets to ask. Yongguk:"Do see (omg i almost wrote my name) ________ as a woman?Truth? or dare?"Jongup freezes for a while and glanced at you for a moment. Uppie:"Uhh. Dare."You looked at him and felt a little disappointed. Yongguk:hahahahha! jackpot! I dare you.. To have a staring contest with (your name) for 1min." Your eyes widen and Uppie was stuck in the moment (haha). He looked at you, and your eyes meet. You were blushing so hard and lost to him in just a few seconds. Yongguk:"these kids.." You were sweating and blushing so hard. You:"Umm, you guys continue. I gotta do something." You stood up and heads to the restroom. When you almost reach there, Uppie grabbed you by the arm. Uppie: "U ok? u dont look good" u:"uhh, y-y-yeah, umm" you were also shaking!! so silly. u:"u know oppa, I just--" He holds your shoulders and stares into your eyes. Uppie:"I don't see you just as a woman," he smiles and continues "I see you as my woman."
#imagine It was New Year's Eve but you were all alone at home. You felt really bored and depressed so you went out and sat where it was near a river. You looked up and stare at the stars above. You:*sigh* "Even on such a beautiful night on New Year's Eve, it's empty." You closed your eyes and tried to get your mind off this loneliness. Suddenly you felt like someone is crouching in front of you. You were scared thinking it's some kind of bad guy so you opened your eyes-- and the person ( which you guessed is someone you know ) just kisses you surprisingly. Your eyes were open with shock but you figured that the kiss started to get longer so you eventually closed them. After a few seconds he moves his face from yours and when you opened your eyes, you see Yongguk there smiling at you. Yongguk: "Happy New Year, baby." You blinked your eyes a few times. Yongguk resumes hugging you and whispers to your ear, "I'm here. You are not alone. I will always be here. Didn't you know that?"
#imagine You just broke up with your boyfriend after you caught him cheating ( Just imagine he's not one of the boys XD ). You locked yourself and didn't get in contact with anyone after a few days. You were broken-hearted by the situation-- but there is also something else inside you saying that you regretted not letting go earlier. You were dazed, confused, broken down. . You were on your bed still lost in thoughts when your door suddenly broke open. Your eyes widen in surprise. "Yah, pabo, don't you know how to make a call?" You looked at Youngjae with teary eyes. You:"What's the use when there's no one to call?" He pulled you up, being a little annoyed with what you just said. "No one? Yah (urname), then what am I?"You felt sorry and regretful but you couldn't say a word. Tears started to run down his cheeks. You were surprised and your sobbing starts to lessen. "Youngjae oppa, why are you--" he just pulls you close into an embrace and you heard him sobbing faintly. After a few moments of silence he started caressing your hair. "(yourname)-ah. . Please. Even if you consider me someone you come to only at your difficulties times, I don't care. Just. . Just . . At least I know it's me you can lean onto." and he hugs you tighter.
#imagine You auditioned for a lead role in a drama. You were showered with compliments by the judges and they called you after one day to announce your eligibility. You were very happy and excited that you told SECRET and B.A.P about it. You decided to throw a small party to celebrate it. During preparations for your party, B.A.P and SECRET came to help. You were cooking downstairs and the others were upstairs arranging the decorations. You were immersed in cooking when suddenly you felt a pair of hands holding your waist and pulled you into a back hug. He suddenly turns you around and kisses you by surprise. You:"Daehyun oppa?" He kisses you for the second time. Daehyun:"You know,.." he sighs before continuing "I can't stand to see you close to any other guys during your drama, I mean you got the lead role and there are guys, I mean well skin--"You laughed hard but stopped when he hugs you. "That's why I wanted your first kiss."
#imagine B.A.P was holding an event to choose a lucky winner which they will personally deliver gifts to. You didn’t participate but for your birthday, your friend did on behalf of you and her entry was chosen. You didn’t know about it. On your birthday, you friend brought you to a restaurant next to your apartment. You:” Aren’t we’re gonna order something?” Friend:” Wait. There’s something I want to give you.” A few minutes later, B.A.P came into the restaurant and sat with you. People’s eyes were fixed on your table. You whispered:” Yah, you did this? Dude, you’re just. . OMG. I love you” Suddenly your friend stood up and bows. She said she has to leave for something urgent and apologises. “Good luck, (urname).” You were starstrucked. Speechless. The boys were right in front of you! Yongguk: (urname)-ssi? Your friend said today is your birthday. “ You:” Well, yes. I—Th—Thank you. I’m really happy to be here. “ Suddenly they stood up and started singing you their Happy Birthday song. After that, they gave you some gifts and they each hugged you. You couldn’t even cry. You spent some time talking to them. You felt Jongup’s eyes laying on you the whole time, so you couldn’t look at him straight. Yongguk:”BABY, sorry, we’d love to stay, but we gotta go. Happy Birthday, BABY. No matter how much you grow, you are still our BABY.” They all clapped and smiled. Their van was already waiting and they entered one by one. Jongup was about to enter last when he suddenly ran back to you. Jongup:” I forgot to say Happy Birthday too.Happy birthday.” He smiled. You:”Thank you, oppa ^__^.You got to go now, I guess.” He looked at you deeply before saying, “I hope I can see you again.” Out of nowhere, he gave you a bouquet of flowers. Jongup: “Maybe you can keep a vacant space in your heart for me till then?”
#imagine It was New Year's Eve but you were all alone at home. You felt really bored and depressed so you went out and sat where it was near a river. You looked up and stare at the stars above. You:*sigh* "Even on such a beautiful night on New Year's Eve, it's empty." You closed your eyes and tried to get your mind off this loneliness. Suddenly you felt like someone is crouching in front of you. You were scared thinking it's some kind of bad guy so you opened your eyes-- and the person ( which you guessed is someone you know ) just kisses you surprisingly. Your eyes were open with shock but you figured that the kiss started to get longer so you eventually closed them. After a few seconds he moves his face from yours and when you opened your eyes, you see Yongguk there smiling at you. Yongguk: "Happy New Year, baby." You blinked your eyes a few times. Yongguk resumes hugging you and whispers to your ear, "I'm here. You are not alone. I will always be here. Didn't you know that?"
#imagine You just broke up with your boyfriend after you caught him cheating ( Just imagine he's not one of the boys XD ). You locked yourself and didn't get in contact with anyone after a few days. You were broken-hearted by the situation-- but there is also something else inside you saying that you regretted not letting go earlier. You were dazed, confused, broken down. . You were on your bed still lost in thoughts when your door suddenly broke open. Your eyes widen in surprise. "Yah, pabo, don't you know how to make a call?" You looked at Youngjae with teary eyes. You:"What's the use when there's no one to call?" He pulled you up, being a little annoyed with what you just said. "No one? Yah (urname), then what am I?"You felt sorry and regretful but you couldn't say a word. Tears started to run down his cheeks. You were surprised and your sobbing starts to lessen. "Youngjae oppa, why are you--" he just pulls you close into an embrace and you heard him sobbing faintly. After a few moments of silence he started caressing your hair. "(yourname)-ah. . Please. Even if you consider me someone you come to only at your difficulties times, I don't care. Just. . Just . . At least I know it's me you can lean onto." and he hugs you tighter.
#imagine You auditioned for a lead role in a drama. You were showered with compliments by the judges and they called you after one day to announce your eligibility. You were very happy and excited that you told SECRET and B.A.P about it. You decided to throw a small party to celebrate it. During preparations for your party, B.A.P and SECRET came to help. You were cooking downstairs and the others were upstairs arranging the decorations. You were immersed in cooking when suddenly you felt a pair of hands holding your waist and pulled you into a back hug. He suddenly turns you around and kisses you by surprise. You:"Daehyun oppa?" He kisses you for the second time. Daehyun:"You know,.." he sighs before continuing "I can't stand to see you close to any other guys during your drama, I mean you got the lead role and there are guys, I mean well skin--"You laughed hard but stopped when he hugs you. "That's why I wanted your first kiss."
방용국 – 김힘찬
– 정대현
– 유영재
– 문종업
– 최준홍
I guess these are like ‘How-you-will-meet-B.A.P’
imagines thingy :P
#imagine You are a member of a dance team in your
country. Your team won on a competition
and the prize was a trip to Korea for 2 weeks and also performing there on a
K-Pop festival.By great luck ( I mean seriously ) , your dance team was given
an opportunity to be learning a dance from a choreographer from TS Ent. Your
team practices the routine everyday for a week in TS. After your team’s
performance in the festival, you guys decided to throw a party to celebrate.
The venue was in TS’ practice room. TS artists were there too. After the party,
you were last to leave. Suddenly someone patted your shoulder. Zelo: “Uh, hey. “
He smiled and his dimple was visible. You: “Hi. You’re not joining the others
out?” You put on a smile and Zelo seems to be blushing. You were trying to hold
in your spazzing too. Zelo:” I saw you dancing and I was really impressed. I
thought you weren’t like those girl groups and I felt. . . Attracted to you.”
You were grinning secretly because he’s just too cute and blank that time. Zelo:”Can
I know you closer from now on?”
#imagine You were alone in your family’s vacation house.
The maids and other workers were the only people there besides yourself. It was
a sunny day and you decided to take a walk at a beach nearby. While you were
lost in your thoughts, you heard some guys running and playing. Before you know
it, one of them bumped onto you and you fell down. You:” Why am I seeing twins??”
You rubbed your eyes because you saw about 6 blonde guys there. Then the same
person that bumped onto you gave you his hand. “Sorry. Having too much fun just
now. The name’s Himchan. Kim Himchan.” You took his hand and he suddenly pulls
you up close to him. You put on an unamused face. You:”Excuse me, I’m okay now.”
You let go of his hand. Himchan:” Name.” You:” Unnecessary to tell you.”
Himchan:”Oh, hi, ‘unnecessary to tell you’. You rolled your eyes, turned around
and walked. Himchan:” Hey!! Miss Unnecessary, I think your house is this way?”
He pointed out at the only house there. You:”I.. Wanted to walk some more!”
Himchan: “Yeah right, the direction you’re going leads to a forest, though.”
You were surprised to see him behind you. Himchan :”C’mon, let’s go for that
walk you want.”He grabbed your hand and pulled you away. “You’re mine for
today.” You tried to get free. Himchan:”Ahh, right. No. I’ll make you mine
tomorrow too. And after that. And after, after, after that too.”
#imagine Yongguk visited your school to donate one day.
He tried to visit secretly but people noticed him. In a matter of
minutes,reporters crowded your school gate. You
were carrying a pile of books to be brought to the library. The books
covered your face and you didn’t see Yongguk walking in front of you. You
bumped onto him and all your books fell down. You:”Ah! I’m sorry, sorry!” You
bowed a few times. When you finally realized he was Yongguk, your eyes widen.
You said half shouting:” Ah! Yonggu-“ He was surprised and he pulled you away
with him to hide behind the library. Yongguk:” I am very sorry but please don’t
say anything. There are too many reporters here. .”You:” Oh, well, I didn’t
mean to—I—well—“ He was looking out for reporters and suddenly you both turned
to each other, your faces almost touch. Yongguk: “Oh, . .Your. .” You were
blushing. Yongguk: “Eyes are very pretty.” He said and gummy smiles.
#imagine Your friend wants to audition to be a singer.
She asks to accompany her to the audition. When it was her turn, you waited
outside the audition room. You saw the
doorknob turning and assumed your friend was done auditioning. You:”So did you
pass the—“ You were surprised to see Daehyun coming out instead. You:”A-Annyeonghaseyo!
*bows*” He assisted on being a jury but he has a schedule so he took an early
leave. He chuckled. Daehyun: “You’re not auditioning?” You:” N-no. I came here
to ac-accompany my friend, the one that’s inside right now.” You were
stuttering and shaking. Daehyun chuckled more seeing you like that. He suddenly
stares at you close. Daehyun: “ Cute.” He smiles and ruffles your hair.
#imagine Your mom told you to buy some groceries in a
mart nearby your apartment. You were in the vegetables section. You:” Potatoes,
ginger. .Ah, cherry tomatoes! “ You
picked up some of them then you accidentally dropped one. You were about to
bend down and pick it up but someone else did first. He stood up, and you had
to look up because he is tall. Zelo:“Are you okay,cherry tomato?” You just feel
absurd. “Yours?” He hands it to you. You:” Well, yes, thank you.” You were
about to take it but he pulls back his hand. “Haha. It’s mine.” You felt even
more absurd. You: “Right. . I better
just get back to shopping. .” You turned around and pushed your cart. He runs
in front of you and gave you the cherry tomato. Zelo:” I’m Zelo. I live in the
apartment below yours. “ You:” Ah, really? Sorry, I don’t really notice that. “You
scratched your head a little. Zelo :” I’m glad I finally get to talk to you. Maybe
we can go back together after this and talk some more on the way?” You smiled
and just nodded. Zelo:” You know. . .”
You: “Mmm?” Zelo:” I always thought you’re very cute. I think I like you. Even
more than these cherry tomatoes.”
#imagine You participated in a students exchange program
between your school and a school in Korea. Let’s just say you are fluent in
Korean. During your first day there, your group went to visit some historical
buildings there. Your group was given a tour around the place. During break
time, you decided to go outside the exhibition and get some fresh air.
You:*takes deep breath* “Man, it sure is beautiful here. Areumdapda!(it’s
beautiful)” You were closing your eyes and took a step forward, but you
tripped- almost- tripped. Someone managed to catch you before you fall. You
quickly stood back up and bows. You:”Kamsahamnida. I’m sorry about that.” You
looked up and saw a guy with a hood and beanie on. You tinted your eyes because
you can’t see clearly and you took a step closer to him but you tripped-almost
almost fell down again. Youngjae:” Whoa, whoa, miss. Are you okay?” You saw his
face and was so mesmerized you couldn’t talk nor move. His arms were still held
around you. He helped you stand back up and you can hear him chuckling.
Youngjae:” Are you filming a drama here or something?” You:” . . .” Youngjae: “
Be more careful. I won’t always be there to catch you again.” He laughed. You
finally got back to reality after a while. You:”Ah, ne! Thank you again.”*bows*
He smiled and giggled a little. Youngjae:” Haha. I wouldn’t mind looking over
such a clumsy cutie like you all day long.”
#imagine B.A.P was holding an event to choose a lucky winner which they will personally deliver gifts to. You didn’t participate but for your birthday, your friend did on behalf of you and her entry was chosen. You didn’t know about it. On your birthday, you friend brought you to a restaurant next to your apartment. You:” Aren’t we’re gonna order something?” Friend:” Wait. There’s something I want to give you.” A few minutes later, B.A.P came into the restaurant and sat with you. People’s eyes were fixed on your table. You whispered:” Yah, you did this? Dude, you’re just. . OMG. I love you” Suddenly your friend stood up and bows. She said she has to leave for something urgent and apologises. “Good luck, (urname).” You were starstrucked. Speechless. The boys were right in front of you! Yongguk: (urname)-ssi? Your friend said today is your birthday. “ You:” Well, yes. I—Th—Thank you. I’m really happy to be here. “ Suddenly they stood up and started singing you their Happy Birthday song. After that, they gave you some gifts and they each hugged you. You couldn’t even cry. You spent some time talking to them. You felt Jongup’s eyes laying on you the whole time, so you couldn’t look at him straight. Yongguk:”BABY, sorry, we’d love to stay, but we gotta go. Happy Birthday, BABY. No matter how much you grow, you are still our BABY.” They all clapped and smiled. Their van was already waiting and they entered one by one. Jongup was about to enter last when he suddenly ran back to you. Jongup:” I forgot to say Happy Birthday too.Happy birthday.” He smiled. You:”Thank you, oppa ^__^.You got to go now, I guess.” He looked at you deeply before saying, “I hope I can see you again.” Out of nowhere, he gave you a bouquet of flowers. Jongup: “Maybe you can keep a vacant space in your heart for me till then?”
Monday, 17 December 2012
#imagine. . . part 2
#imagine You were hospitalised for a few days because of an illness. Many people visited you, but the one you're really hoping for, Jongup, didn't come. The day you are going out of the hospital, Jongup finally came. You were sulking so you pretended like you didn't care when he came in. He kept calling you but you kept looking away. After a while he finally grabbed your hand and pulled you to him. "I'm here now, right?" he said. You:"I understand you're busy, but. . Even Yongguk came.. So--"he didn't let you finish and hugged you. "I wanted you to think that if you recover faster, you will see me faster. I wanted to come and visit, but if I did you will feel relieved and think that it's okay to be sick a few more days if I came." You:"Ridiculous." Uppie:"I wanted to see you in a healthy condition. It hurts me to see you sick."
#imagine You are on a diet and you can't eat fast food. On a Saturday, B.A.P brought you out during lunch. It was in a fast food franchise. You couldn't say anything and was just holding in your hunger. Channie:"Yah, why aren't you eating?" You:"I'm. . Full." You thought of bringing the food back to your dorm and give it to your dormmate. You were trying to move your attention to something else. You:"Umm, you know , my sister just--" Channie took a piece of a burger and stuffed it into your mouth. You didn't know what to do and just chewed. You:"Oppa, I'm seriously not hungry." And you took away your burger from him. Channie:"Are you on a diet?" You hesitated but nods. Channie:"It's the holidays, you dummy. No need for diets."You:"I need to, so I can eat a lot during Christmas parties.."Channie:"Then just eat. I don't care if you gain a little weight. Just.. A little. .Though. ." You:"Aissh, stop teasing me!" Channie laughed and moves his face close to you. "I think I love you too much to even care about that."and kissed your cheek. He added "If your cheeks get a little chubby I'll be kissing it more."
#imagine you just started taking Korean lessons. You were having troubles with your homework one night, so you asked Youngjae to help you. The Hangul characters were driving you insane. Even after 30mins, you were still having troubles. "Oppa, I think that's enough. You need sleep. I'll do this on my own."You stood up and was about to go back to your dorm. Jae:"Sit down." You:"Ne?? What?" He pulled you to sit down on the chair. "You're this slow, how are you gonna do it on your own, huh?" You put on a face and stood back up."I dunno, I'll just--",He forced you back down."Sit down. Even if it's not for homework, I like it better when you're around."You gave a confused look. "Now if you refuse my help.."He paused. "I might even go with you to your classes." He gave you a deep look. Jae:"Arasseo?"You:"Haissh. Nonsense." He ruffles your hair. Jae:"You're gonna have to spend more time with me from now on. And seriously, stay here. I'll get coffee."and smiled.
#imagine You stayed up all night at the TS studio and fell asleep. You had a terrible nightmare and when you woke up, it was 3am. You were shaking and sweating. You got up but when you were walking you almost fell down. .but Yongguk caught you. "Hey, what's wrong , are you okay?"You felt silly for tripping. You:"Yes, but, I think I need to go get a glass of water.." Yongguk:'Stay here". He sat you down and went to get you water. "Here. Drink." After you drank, he hugs you."Oppa, I'm fine." Yongguk:"But I'm not. Not when you're like this." Your head hurts so you couldn't say a word. He kissed you on the top of your head."I'll be here, don't worry. I'll be here, so don't be afraid to hug me if you got a nightmare again."
#imagine The TS Ent artists, including you, went on an outing. They were all swimming in the sea but you couldn't swim. So you stayed at the beach and prepared the food. You didn't see Zelo swimming. When you were preparing, Zelo suddenly started helping you out. You:"Why aren't you joining them?" Zelo:"I dunno . . I'm too young to see those bikini bodies. Haha " You just rolled your eyes and continued preparing. Zelo:"Plus, I thought you'd be too jealous if I went in." You assumed he was teasing you and ignored him. Zelo suddenly stretched his arms and let out a big sigh of relief. Zelo:"There are too many topless guys here, I won't be able to stand it if they come near you." You:"Yeah right." Zelo moves his face closes to you, and your lips almost touched. Zelo:"Yeah, right. Coz you're mine. And only mine. I don't share."
#imagine You were punished for escaping practice and had to clean the practice room for a week. You were asked to mop it when B.A.P was practicing. You haven't seen them in quite a while. You came in with the mop and cleaning necessities and started cleaning. B.A.P was taking a break. All the other members went out to get some snacks but Daehyun stayed inside.Dae:"Yah, you missed a spot." and he pointed to you. You:"Oppa, I know what to do. You can just go with the others already. You never miss snack times." You continued cleaning. Dae:"How can I not miss snack time when it's YOU cleaning? I need to make sure the floor doesn't get slippery or we'll slip later.." He teased. You:" Don't worry, I'm a better cleaner than you think. Just go already" You were irritated and at the same time embarrassed with Daehyun's teasing. Dae:"I don't trust a kid like you." You ignored him. Dae:"How can I be assured you will not slip yourself when doing this, you clumsy kid?" he continued. You kept ignoring him. "Nonsense.." You thought. He stayed there. You:"Move. I need to mop here."He held your mop.Dae:"I'm sorry. I was just happy to see you."You:"Mmm." He gets rid of the mop and hugged you. Dae:"Really. Happy. I missed you, clumsy."
#imagine you were a new trainee at TS Ent . In 3 months, you received many secret admirers' letters and gifts from people inside the company. You were quite popular, but you secretly liked someone since forever there. Jongup. In your eyes, there was only him. You knew among the letters, he never sends you one because well, he is already popular, and he already debuted. The company disallows the debuted artist to be sending those types of letters. You couldn't open your heart to the others. You thought of giving up on your crush. There is a bulletin on the TS studio where you can write things that happened that day and everyone can read it. You wrote "I must let go, bit by bit. . I'll leave a little trace of you in me. ." The next day somebody wrote next to your note. "You're really letting it go? Because I just started to get a hold of it." You fell into a deep thought. Then someone from behind held your hand. "Can't you wait a little more? I promise I won't let it go." You turned around. "Jongup.. Oppa.." He smiled. "I promise. You need to promise me one thing too." You:"What is it?" Uppie:"That you'll keep your hearts door closed for anyone else. When it's time, promise it'll be open for me." You teared up. . and he hugged you.
#imagine B.A.P went for a schedule overseas. You won't be able to see them when they get back because during that time, you had to go outside the country too. You didn't receive any texts or calls from Yongguk for 2 days. "They're busy, they're busy. ." You thought. B.A.P's flight back is scheduled tomorrow at 2pm, and your flight leaves at 6am tomorrow. You were packing your stuff when someone knocked at the door at 12am. You opened the door and was shocked to see Yongguk. "Oppa, isn't your flight tomorrow? You need to rest!" Yongguk:"I came here, flew for 6hrs and the first thing you do is scold me?" You:"You're ridiculous. And you say you have the highest mental age." Yongguk:"I do." You gave a 'huh?' look. Yongguk:"But when it comes to you everything falls apart just like that." he hugged you. "How am I suppose to keep calm if I won't see you after this? I can't. I tried. But I can't. What have you done to make me a fool like this?" You:"Oppa, " you just patted his back.Yongguk:"I missed you. Even when I see you, I still do."
#imagine Youngjae was sick , but your schedules were very tight so you could not visit him at the hospital. One night, a call came from the hospital. Voice from phone:"(ur name)-ssi?" You:"Yes. What can I help you with? " Nurse:"We are from the hospital Mr.Youngjae is in. I'm sorry, but he is asking for you. He refuses to take his medicines unless you come. We understand you're busy, but can you help us?" You were tired but you were more worried so you came. When you came in the ward, Youngjae got up. You went to give him the medicine while nagging "Oppa, I'm sorry but I'm really busy, you shouldn't do this, take ur meds, it worries me more, you're not even a 10-year-old anymore--" he didn't let you finish your sentence and just kissed and hugged you. "The medicines. Does not work." You:"Don't be silly. This is the best hosp--"Jae:" It just doesn't since you're not here. This is how I get my meds."You just look at him. He kissed you again. "It won't work if my heart is weak from missing you."
#imagine you were crying from having a hard time. You came to the practice room because you missed Daehyun. You held in your tears. Suddenly, B.A.P took a break. You quickly hid and tried to go back to your dorm. You heard a voice calling you. You just tried to walk away. He called you again. You tried to ignore. Then he grabbed your hand and turns you to him. You couldn't help but tear up.Dae:"Having to go through a lot is enough, why are you torturing yourself and cry alone?" You were choked up with tears. You couldn't speak. You wanted to run away and let go of his hand for now. Instead, he hugged you. You cried in his arms. Dae:" Share the pain with me. It's better for me than having to go through the agony knowing that you're hurt and I'm not even there to hold you when you cry. I love you as you are. That's why you shouldn't just let me remember your smile, you need to make me understand your tears too."He kissed the top of your head. "Even if I like your smile better, knowing you'd cry in my arms assures me you're safer with me."
#imagine You are on a diet and you can't eat fast food. On a Saturday, B.A.P brought you out during lunch. It was in a fast food franchise. You couldn't say anything and was just holding in your hunger. Channie:"Yah, why aren't you eating?" You:"I'm. . Full." You thought of bringing the food back to your dorm and give it to your dormmate. You were trying to move your attention to something else. You:"Umm, you know , my sister just--" Channie took a piece of a burger and stuffed it into your mouth. You didn't know what to do and just chewed. You:"Oppa, I'm seriously not hungry." And you took away your burger from him. Channie:"Are you on a diet?" You hesitated but nods. Channie:"It's the holidays, you dummy. No need for diets."You:"I need to, so I can eat a lot during Christmas parties.."Channie:"Then just eat. I don't care if you gain a little weight. Just.. A little. .Though. ." You:"Aissh, stop teasing me!" Channie laughed and moves his face close to you. "I think I love you too much to even care about that."and kissed your cheek. He added "If your cheeks get a little chubby I'll be kissing it more."
#imagine you just started taking Korean lessons. You were having troubles with your homework one night, so you asked Youngjae to help you. The Hangul characters were driving you insane. Even after 30mins, you were still having troubles. "Oppa, I think that's enough. You need sleep. I'll do this on my own."You stood up and was about to go back to your dorm. Jae:"Sit down." You:"Ne?? What?" He pulled you to sit down on the chair. "You're this slow, how are you gonna do it on your own, huh?" You put on a face and stood back up."I dunno, I'll just--",He forced you back down."Sit down. Even if it's not for homework, I like it better when you're around."You gave a confused look. "Now if you refuse my help.."He paused. "I might even go with you to your classes." He gave you a deep look. Jae:"Arasseo?"You:"Haissh. Nonsense." He ruffles your hair. Jae:"You're gonna have to spend more time with me from now on. And seriously, stay here. I'll get coffee."and smiled.
#imagine You stayed up all night at the TS studio and fell asleep. You had a terrible nightmare and when you woke up, it was 3am. You were shaking and sweating. You got up but when you were walking you almost fell down. .but Yongguk caught you. "Hey, what's wrong , are you okay?"You felt silly for tripping. You:"Yes, but, I think I need to go get a glass of water.." Yongguk:'Stay here". He sat you down and went to get you water. "Here. Drink." After you drank, he hugs you."Oppa, I'm fine." Yongguk:"But I'm not. Not when you're like this." Your head hurts so you couldn't say a word. He kissed you on the top of your head."I'll be here, don't worry. I'll be here, so don't be afraid to hug me if you got a nightmare again."
#imagine The TS Ent artists, including you, went on an outing. They were all swimming in the sea but you couldn't swim. So you stayed at the beach and prepared the food. You didn't see Zelo swimming. When you were preparing, Zelo suddenly started helping you out. You:"Why aren't you joining them?" Zelo:"I dunno . . I'm too young to see those bikini bodies. Haha " You just rolled your eyes and continued preparing. Zelo:"Plus, I thought you'd be too jealous if I went in." You assumed he was teasing you and ignored him. Zelo suddenly stretched his arms and let out a big sigh of relief. Zelo:"There are too many topless guys here, I won't be able to stand it if they come near you." You:"Yeah right." Zelo moves his face closes to you, and your lips almost touched. Zelo:"Yeah, right. Coz you're mine. And only mine. I don't share."
#imagine You were punished for escaping practice and had to clean the practice room for a week. You were asked to mop it when B.A.P was practicing. You haven't seen them in quite a while. You came in with the mop and cleaning necessities and started cleaning. B.A.P was taking a break. All the other members went out to get some snacks but Daehyun stayed inside.Dae:"Yah, you missed a spot." and he pointed to you. You:"Oppa, I know what to do. You can just go with the others already. You never miss snack times." You continued cleaning. Dae:"How can I not miss snack time when it's YOU cleaning? I need to make sure the floor doesn't get slippery or we'll slip later.." He teased. You:" Don't worry, I'm a better cleaner than you think. Just go already" You were irritated and at the same time embarrassed with Daehyun's teasing. Dae:"I don't trust a kid like you." You ignored him. Dae:"How can I be assured you will not slip yourself when doing this, you clumsy kid?" he continued. You kept ignoring him. "Nonsense.." You thought. He stayed there. You:"Move. I need to mop here."He held your mop.Dae:"I'm sorry. I was just happy to see you."You:"Mmm." He gets rid of the mop and hugged you. Dae:"Really. Happy. I missed you, clumsy."
#imagine you were a new trainee at TS Ent . In 3 months, you received many secret admirers' letters and gifts from people inside the company. You were quite popular, but you secretly liked someone since forever there. Jongup. In your eyes, there was only him. You knew among the letters, he never sends you one because well, he is already popular, and he already debuted. The company disallows the debuted artist to be sending those types of letters. You couldn't open your heart to the others. You thought of giving up on your crush. There is a bulletin on the TS studio where you can write things that happened that day and everyone can read it. You wrote "I must let go, bit by bit. . I'll leave a little trace of you in me. ." The next day somebody wrote next to your note. "You're really letting it go? Because I just started to get a hold of it." You fell into a deep thought. Then someone from behind held your hand. "Can't you wait a little more? I promise I won't let it go." You turned around. "Jongup.. Oppa.." He smiled. "I promise. You need to promise me one thing too." You:"What is it?" Uppie:"That you'll keep your hearts door closed for anyone else. When it's time, promise it'll be open for me." You teared up. . and he hugged you.
#imagine B.A.P went for a schedule overseas. You won't be able to see them when they get back because during that time, you had to go outside the country too. You didn't receive any texts or calls from Yongguk for 2 days. "They're busy, they're busy. ." You thought. B.A.P's flight back is scheduled tomorrow at 2pm, and your flight leaves at 6am tomorrow. You were packing your stuff when someone knocked at the door at 12am. You opened the door and was shocked to see Yongguk. "Oppa, isn't your flight tomorrow? You need to rest!" Yongguk:"I came here, flew for 6hrs and the first thing you do is scold me?" You:"You're ridiculous. And you say you have the highest mental age." Yongguk:"I do." You gave a 'huh?' look. Yongguk:"But when it comes to you everything falls apart just like that." he hugged you. "How am I suppose to keep calm if I won't see you after this? I can't. I tried. But I can't. What have you done to make me a fool like this?" You:"Oppa, " you just patted his back.Yongguk:"I missed you. Even when I see you, I still do."
#imagine Youngjae was sick , but your schedules were very tight so you could not visit him at the hospital. One night, a call came from the hospital. Voice from phone:"(ur name)-ssi?" You:"Yes. What can I help you with? " Nurse:"We are from the hospital Mr.Youngjae is in. I'm sorry, but he is asking for you. He refuses to take his medicines unless you come. We understand you're busy, but can you help us?" You were tired but you were more worried so you came. When you came in the ward, Youngjae got up. You went to give him the medicine while nagging "Oppa, I'm sorry but I'm really busy, you shouldn't do this, take ur meds, it worries me more, you're not even a 10-year-old anymore--" he didn't let you finish your sentence and just kissed and hugged you. "The medicines. Does not work." You:"Don't be silly. This is the best hosp--"Jae:" It just doesn't since you're not here. This is how I get my meds."You just look at him. He kissed you again. "It won't work if my heart is weak from missing you."
#imagine you were crying from having a hard time. You came to the practice room because you missed Daehyun. You held in your tears. Suddenly, B.A.P took a break. You quickly hid and tried to go back to your dorm. You heard a voice calling you. You just tried to walk away. He called you again. You tried to ignore. Then he grabbed your hand and turns you to him. You couldn't help but tear up.Dae:"Having to go through a lot is enough, why are you torturing yourself and cry alone?" You were choked up with tears. You couldn't speak. You wanted to run away and let go of his hand for now. Instead, he hugged you. You cried in his arms. Dae:" Share the pain with me. It's better for me than having to go through the agony knowing that you're hurt and I'm not even there to hold you when you cry. I love you as you are. That's why you shouldn't just let me remember your smile, you need to make me understand your tears too."He kissed the top of your head. "Even if I like your smile better, knowing you'd cry in my arms assures me you're safer with me."
Saturday, 15 December 2012
#imagine. . .
A few imagines!! ^^
#imagine you, B.A.P and
Secret went camping together. The night on the first day, you couldn’t fall
asleep. All the Secret and B.A.P members already went to sleep in their respective
tents, or so you think. You decided to get out of your tent and get some air.
When you got out, you saw someone sitting by the firewood. “Jongup oppa?”you
called out. “You haven’t slept?”you saw his familiar smile.”I remember you used
to get insomnia when you’re sleeping out,” he said. “So I stayed up just in
case.”he continued. You saw him stood up. He gave you milk and he suddenly
entered your tent. You saw him set some things up. He seemed to have the bags
in a line to part the tent into 2 areas. “I’ll sleep here tonight.” And he
pulled you inside. “Sleep.” He said. You two are now in the same tent parted
with only a few bags. Before you knew it, he started singing you a lullaby, and
you start to fall asleep. You were closing your eyes but still could hear him
saying, “Good night.” while caressing your hair.
#imagine you took your
6-year-old brother to the amusement park. You were playing games with him when
suddenly someone stood near your brother. The person bent down to him, ruffled
his hair and said “Hi kid. Mind me joining you guys for today?”he looked at you
and showed his gummy smile. Your brother seemed to be friendly with him. You
remembered he is the neighbour your brother always play with, Yongguk. He stood
up. “Maybe we can go here again sometimes.” He said. You were surprised but
manage to reply, “Well yeah sure, my brother loves it here.”He chuckled a bit
before saying “Next time it’s gonna be only you and me.”He giggled more and
continues, “I’m asking you out on a date.”
#imagine
school just ended on Friday. You opened your locker and a piece of paper fell
out. You took it and read it. “Jenna’s Park, 2pm”. You searched for a name on
the note but it wasn’t written. “Wow, just so old-fashioned,”you thought but
you did come to the park. You saw a back silhouette and walked towards it. When
you were close he turned around and smiled at you. It was that good-looking
Busan guy who just transferred to your school.”Hi.” You:”Umm. Hi. Why did you
call me here?”you asked. “Well, I don’t know” he said and paused before continuing,”I
saw you at school the other day and thought that I should get your number. But the
more I look at you, I got greedy and now I wanted your whole weekend with me.” You
looked at him. He held your hand and said, “Perhaps. . .The upcoming weekends
too. .”
#imagine You were sick
and staying home, then the doorbell rings in the middle of the night.You opened
the door to see Uppie with bags of snacks. "Where are the
others?"Uppie:"I didn't want to wake them up. I came here after
hearing you fainted from Manager Kang."You:"I told him to keep
quiet.. Well I'm okay, u shud rest" But then Uppie puts on a serious face.
"I'm worried." You are so used to his
bright smile that you thought he was
joking. "Haha tq, well I am someone who worries other people a lot".
Uppie then said one more time," I'm seriously worried. I couldn't
sleep." and then he hugs you. You pushed him away and said "it's
late, and we're alone, it's not appropriate.." but Uppie hugs you more
tightly and said "Get better soon or I'll be stalking your house for the
next few days."
#imagine
You were up studying all night for your exams next week. You checked your phone
and saw a message pending. It was from Youngjae. The message reads: "U
studying? ."when you were about to reply he called you. You picked it
up."I thought you wouldn't open your inbox." You:"What do you
mean?" It turns out that the message was sent a few hours ago.
You:"But you only sent one message.*cough cough*.
Jae:"What? Do you expect me to give up my pride and spam you? One message
is enough.."You:"Then one sentence from me is enough." You were
sulking and about to hang up but then Jae said "I missed you. I was
struggling to keep from calling you or texting you since you are so busy
studying. When I didn't realise it, my feet brought me here. Look
outside." You:Don't joke around, Jae, you said but you looked out the
window anyway. Youngjae was screaming from outside the window ."I THOUGHT
YOU NEEDED HELP WITH YOUR STUDIES SO I CAME! I AM BRAIN YOUNGJAE
AFTERALL!" You: sshh! Youngjae talked in the phone: That. And. I miss you."
#imagine You were
sitting alone in the cafeteria with a piece of cheesecake in front of you. Then
someone grabbed the cheesecake and ate it without your permission. Turns out it
was Daehyun. You: "yah! that's mine!" Daehyun:"oh really? i thought
this was free cake." You:"Buy me that cheesecake again! I haven't
have had a taste of it.." Then Daehyun suddenly moves his face close to
yours and said "
You
want a taste of it now?" Your heart was racing fast as you saw a
cheesecake stain on his lips. You looked away, blushing and said " I'll..
Get.. One myself.." Before you could stand up, Daehyun makes you sit down
forcefully and kissed you on the lips. "There. Happy now?"
#imagine You just
finished your exams. Tired, you went out of class soullessly. You were just
about to board the school bus went someone was screaming "wait!! I'm
boarding the bus!!" and he ran to the bus. it was Daehyun. You were
surprised because Daehyun never takes the bus as he can drive back home. You
were secretly happy because
he boarded the bus. You were standing.
He went up to you and said "Hi. :) Did you answer the papers well?"
You gave him a weak, tired smile and said " yes. But Dae, why didn't you
drive home?". daehyun:"my car is in the workshop, i had to go back by
bus"A little dissapointed, you replied "oh okay, well my house in in
the next stop so.."before you could continue Daehyun held your hand.
"Well I just thought going back by bus today might bring back my energy
after the exams." You said, confused "what do you mean?" then
Daehyun said "seeing you is a way to energise me. I always waited for you
after school and drove by the bus watching you by bus window." You went
blank for a while and Daehyun finally says 'from now on, I'll drive you home
everyday after school. i can't stand just seeing you from afar. looking at you
up close, I think my heart is about to explode but I thought it was better than
seeing you surrounded by other guys here."
#imagine You were in the recording studio
having a tour around. Suddenly Yongguk came in with 2 cups of coffee in his and
snacks. You:"Wow.ure gnna stay up? 2 cups of coffees is not good for you
though.."then Yongguk stared at you. "Who said they are all for
me?" Then he hands you a cup of coffee. "What?" Yongguk:"If
I see your face , I don't think I'll be able to sleep anyway. You can have all
the coffee if you want." You turned sulky and said " You're teasing
me, haissh" but suddenly Yongguk made you sit down and said,"I'm
serious. I need you here." You:"eh, no thanks" Yongguk:"I
need you. Everywhere"
#imagine You were
walking down the street near your house empty-minded. Then suddenly Zelo comes
near you skateboarding and grabs your hand. He pulled you with him while he
continues skateboarding. You were practically running trying to catch up,
because your hand is still held by him. When he finally stopped you yelled
"yah choi junhong! that hurts and seriously why did you even did that??"Zelo
just
gives you a naughty smile. "I wanted to see your reaction." You
turned sulky and yelled more "stop teasing me! i'm going to--" then
Zelo cuts you off "I wanted to see how you looked when I did that. and as
usual," you glared at him "as usual, what?"you said with a high
tone. "As usual, you're always cute."
#imagine You are going through a hard time. You
couldn't do anything and go out of the house because you lost all your energy.
Then suddenly you heard your phone ring. When you picked it up, you heard
B.A.P'S 'Stop It' playing. After the first chorus, you heard Channie's voice
singing ."don't get angry, don't be like that~i'm getting annoyed , i'm
getting angry" you cut him off saying 'why are YOU getting angry?im the
one stressed here" then channie just continues singing "BECAUSE I
LOVE YOU~"..
#imagine You just woke up and it was 11am. With your eyes half closed and messy hair, you came out of your room. You were about to go wash up when you smell something cooking downstairs, so you decided to go take a look. "you woke up already? you could've slept some more, oppa's still cooking.." You rubbed your eyes in disbelief. "Him..chan oppa?" He flashed on a smile at you and went near you. H
e puts his hands on ur shoulder and turns you around saying "go, wash up first then come down to have breakfast with oppa". you:"but oppa, i'm-" Channie smiled again and paused for a few moments. Channie"arasseo, oppa knows."then he kissed your forehead. "now go wash up~"
#imagine It was 7am and you haven't woke up when you have a schedule at 8am. You were still sleeping when a call came. "Neoneun nae yeojanikka~ neoneun nae yeojanikka`~~(coz u're my girl )" You didn't think much of it and hung up. You:"early..still early.." then a second call came. "*in Busan dialect* wake up. oppa's here." you:"*half asleep..5 more mins..5--"then your door suddenly opened. "this
won't do." and he lift you up out of bed and carried you outside. "oppa, this is just immoral, you know" you said while hitting him continuously. "*busan dialect* if u always cant wake up like this, oppa needs to start living here".. :P can u guess whose imagine is this? ^^
#imagine you are making a song with Yongguk. you were chatting with him happily and you were enjoying the atmosphere. He suddenly put an earphone into ur ear. he played a melody u never heard before. u:new song cmg up? yngguk: yeah. u:oh, for ur next album? Yongguk stares at you for a few seconds and said "it's gonna be our song," you gave a confused look. yongguk:'we need to keep making songs that will be ours. i mean, only us. our story. you. and me. "
#imagine You were in the library studying. You were one of the librarians there. You heard a loud voice calling your name from the opposite table. "yah,yoo youngjae, keep it down!" u signalled to him. u cntinued reading but jaejae was still trying to grab ur attention.u stood up and yelled"KEEP IT DOWN!" U finally burst. other students were looking at u and u felt embarrassed. u sat
back down and tried to ignored jae. he suddenly went to sit next to you. u glared at youngjae. Jae got verry close to your face, u:dahell r u doing? he whispered very close to your ears "im keeping it down for you. "' you turned to him and u felt surprised how close u are to him. u moved ur seat further from him but he grabbed you. jae:"i cnt keep it down when ure even 20cm away from me. I need to be close to you to be calm"
#imagine u were out in the cold one day. u were already dressed very thick but you still feel cold. you:"ahh i forgot my hot pack" you were already far from the dorms to get them.u kept rubbing ur hands together to keep warm. suddenly u felt someone backhugging you. "u kis,u forgot ur hot packs again,didnt u?" and his hands slipped into ur jacket pockets , giving u his hot packs. you;'tq, himchan oppa.arent u cold?" u asked. channie:ofcoz i am, u kid, it's freezing cold out here" then u felt his hands cuddling you tighter.channie:"*smiles*it's less cold doing this.."
#imagine You were staying up late watching movies in the TS studio. You couldn't sleep and it was 3am already. The lights was suddenly turned on. "wow, even girls watch stuff like this?' u heard a voice. you;im watching twilight, duhh. you knew it was Channie. "no you little girl, why did u turn off the lights then?' you:i was getting the feel. uggh.y r u here anyway? oic, u wnted to watch those d
irty stuff, rite? i caught you red-handed.." you were teasing him with your hands when he grabbed it."kid, dun play with me." u tried to let free your hand when he pulls you closer. "I can do dirty stuff to you if ure not careful". you glared at him and freed your hand. you:pervert. channie surprisingly took your hand again. channie:"im serious. u are shaking up my heart rite now. i may not be able to hold myself."
#imagine You are a trainee in TS Ent. When you first joined the company, you see B.A.P in the practice room. You were a big fan of them all, but your heart was specially booked for one-Jongup. You started to visit the practice room every time they practice. as time goes by, your feelings for him grew greatly. everytime you practice in the practice room, you were alone. but u felt like there's some
one else with you. One night at 2am,you were still practicing dancing in the room. Then suddenly you heard noises. You were frightened but continued dancing. Then suddenly you hear a loud thump. You are now verrryy scared, but you gained courage to check the noise. You saw a figure behind the table nearby. you grabbed a broom and yelled 'who-who's there?' when you checked, it was none other than Uppie. he was asleep and you woke him up with the yelling. Uppie:im sorry, i was. you:didnt u finish prctcing? wait, oppa. . have u always been there? uppie; what?no- i,i.. you:u better go back at the dorm,oppa,.. uppie:i should. he was about to go out the room when.. uppie:I'll be watching you again. Always. and he smiles.
Behold. . My Matokis!
Jjjajjan!! *cough* I drew these a while back. Hahaha. Realised how knowing B.A.P made me use up all my 'hidden' drawing skills >.<. Matokis FTW!! <3 <3
Shishimato ( I'm sorry, he just lost weight =.= )
Tatsmato ( The tattoos were hard to draw >.< )
Kekemato ( suited version )
Jokomato ( relatively easy to draw )
Dadamato ( my fave )
Totomato ( naekkeoya! )
>all drawn by me. . <
Shishimato ( I'm sorry, he just lost weight =.= )
Tatsmato ( The tattoos were hard to draw >.< )
Kekemato ( suited version )
Jokomato ( relatively easy to draw )
Dadamato ( my fave )
Totomato ( naekkeoya! )
>all drawn by me. . <
I Trust Daehyun
Where you'll be in Dreamland the whole time because it's YOU my stories are about. . .
( Excuse me for errors, hehe. . This is a sample. (maybe)
#imagine You are in a relationship with Daehyun for 3 months now. He confessed to you first when you were in detention. He likes you, you like him. Everything seems so perfect. Almost. Everything. You found out that one of your classmates also has a crush on Daehyun. You didn't think much about it at first, but as time goes by, you started feeling insecure and restless. Even when Daehyun is beside you, you can't help but feel restless. You started to analyse Daehyun's every move and words. You didn't want to admit it, but you started doubting your boyfriend. So you decided to do some more investigating. One day after school, you lied and told Daehyun you will be getting out of class late because there's something you need to take care of. Daehyun said he will wait for you. You actually got out of class very early and hid from Daehyun's sight. You were watching Daehyun sitting on a bench from the class window. The other girl who had a crush on Daehyun sat next to him suddenly. You:"What am I doing? I trust Daehyun. I do. I shouldn't do this."but you can't help but keep watching at them. You saw how Daehyun smiles brightly when he talks to the girl. They looked very . . Close. Close friends? Yous started assuming it was more than that. These few days you realised Daehyun doesn't smile brightly when he talks to you anymore. Not as bright as he just did with that girl. When you think about it, that's what has been making you insecure and your heart started aching suddenly. You were holding it in. You started to ache more when you saw . . Daehyun was very close to the girl. Then what you didn't want to see happened. The girl was holding Daehyun's hand. But why does it look like Daehyun is the one holding her hand? You couldn't stand it, but you remained still and hoped that Daehyun will let go of her hand. Yell at her or something. You started getting teary when you saw Daehyun just sitting there like that. What is he thinking? You said to yourself that there must be reasons he wasn't avoiding that girl. You pushed yourself to keep trusting him. But your fragile heart couldn't live up to that and it broke into pieces in seconds. You ran away from class and entered the restroom. You started to cry your heart out. In your mind, you compiled all the moments when you felt that Daehyun is acting weird nowadays. Your mind told you to keep your trust in Daehyun, but your heart dominates your brain. You were slowly believing that this wasn't just you. You started to grow certain that Daehyun is cheating on you. You cried more than ever. Then.. (ringtone)You:*wipes tears*mm? Daehyun:"You're still not out?"holding your tears, you replied with a broken voice "N-not yet ." Daehyun:"Are you ok? You don't sound good. I'm coming up to your class now.' You:"n-n-no, Dae. I think.. I'm staying a bit longer here. u go back first. sorry i made you wait so long. Daehyun:"You sure? I'll wait for you a bit more--"then you cut him off. "No, Dae, really. You should go back first, I'll go back home with Jieun. there are still lots to do here. dae:"Can't i see u first?" you felt like you choked on your tears. "No, Dae. There are teachers here.".Dae:"*sighs*Then . . I'll go back first." you:"Yes." Dae:"Kay." you were about to hang up when Dae said :I'll see you tomorrow.Love you." you pretended like you didn't hear the sentence and hung up.
The next day . . You woke up a bit later than usual. When you finished preparing for school, you went out of the house and saw Daehyun's waiting for you. Dae:"You're later than usual." and he puts on a smile. THAT SMILE. You were hurting inside thinking that he didn't give that smile to just you. There is someone else that can make him smile more brightly than that. You forced up a smile and greeted him. "Morning Dae." You felt stupid because you know it's obvious you're faking it. Daehyun seemed to noticed it too and his expression changed. before Dae can open the door for you like he always does, you got in the car first. Daehyun looks surprised but you were avoiding his gaze. You were avoiding the pain. Daehyun got in and started the engine. "Did you sleep well last night? You should've called me when u got home. u didnt even answer my calls."you replied reluctantly 'I.. I went straight to shower and bed when I got home. Sorry.."You were still avoiding his gaze. Daehyun wanted to continue, but as if he realised you didn't wanna talk, he just started driving. Unlike usual, the whole drive to school was silent and only occupied with small talks like "Did you eat?" and stuff. You were looking out the window the whole time. Daehyun notices your strange behaviour and stopped the car. You guys were in front of the school already. You opened the door and was about to go out when Daehyun grabbed your hand. " Why are you acting like this?" he said with a plaintive tone. "Like what? Dae, we're gonna be late for school."You attempted to go out again but Dae grabbed you more tightly. "Dae, it hurts!" then Daehyun pulled you close to him. "Look into my eyes. Why are you avoiding my gaze? "unconsciously, you started tearing. "You have been acting strange from yesterday. You avoided my calls, you didn't reply my texts.."Daehyun paused for a moment. "You're avoiding me." 'No I'm not," you answered,trying to sound normal. "Dae , my class starts in 2 mins, I'm going."by force, you got out of the car and walked. You felt your steps heavy. You were secretly hoping Daehyun will get out of the car and chased you...... But Daehyun was still inside the car. So you tried to walk faster to class. You heard a faint voice calling you from behind but you ignored it. In your mind, that time it was all dark. Blank. You couldn't think properly. The further you walked, the heavier your steps felt. You almost feel like you're dragging your feet. You gave up and decided to sit on a bench nearby. How are you supposed to start class when you can't even walk properly? You heard the bell rang and the other students' chattering stopped and they are rushing their way into their respective classes.
You were there. Alone now. Sitting. Pathetic. (scene changes to Daehyun) Daehyun's back silhouette can be seen from the window of the car. His hands were shaking. He never saw his girl (i didnt give the girl a name, because it's YOU , whoever you are)like this. Realising that he has to be a man, he got out of the car. He kept calling for you but you ignored him. He kept following you but after a while , he lost track of you. youngjae: "yo daehyun!" daehyun's eyes were still searching fpr you. himchan: "jung daehyun!" daehyun finally realises his friends' presence. dae:"oh yeah, dude-"before he could get his word out youngjae pulled him saying "Yo Dae, we can't be late for first period, unless you wanna get scolded by Prof hyosung."Daehyun couldn't think up words to reply his friends and so he ended up just following them to class. His mind was only stuck on you. . .(scene changes back to you)Alone. On a bench. And class already started. What were you thinking? It could have been better if it wasn't Daehyun you see first thing in the morning. And you hated yourself for not being able to try to ask for his explanations. You hated yourself more because all you hear in your heart is that everything was over for you and Daehyun. You couldn't fight the feeling. You felt your cheeks hot. You decided to run and hide before your tears overflow. You went to the nearest female restroom and locked up yourself. You decided to skip first and second period until you get a hold of yourself. When you finally managed to stand, you entered class and finished school like normal. You didn't try to strike a conversation with anyone in case they notice your unusual tone. You listened to all the lectures. At least you think you did. You felt stupid as how you listen to the professors' voices like they are feeling your sadness too. Everything was normal. But not you. When school finally ended, you grabbed Jieun. You:"unnie, ill ride with you in ur car." Jieun:"again? but daehyun--" you cut her off saying, " i need to hurry home for something. please?" Jieun couldn't say anything to decline. You knew Daehyun's class ends later than you, and all you could think of is avoiding him however you can. So you followed Jieun to your house. This drive was silent as well. being understanding as she is, Jieun knows that you're going through a hard time,so she just let you be. Jieun:"ure not gonna inform daehyun?" You paused for a while."I did." you lied reluctantly.Jieun just nods and drive. While in school.. Daehyun's class just ended. He was waiting near the gate. He saw Sunhwa about to board the bus. Dae:"sunhwa-ssi!" sunhwa:"ooh? why?" daehyun:"did you happen to see (ur name) ?" sunhwa:"oh? i saw her off with jieun just now.. didnt she say she was?" daehyun stops. dae:"really?i guess she has something urgent,"Daehyun's throat felt dry when he knows that those just words trying to console him. Odd and taken aback, he just drives home. This time his drive felt like forever. You were avoiding him. He knows that. And you don't know it's hurting you both. You both were puzzled. Daehyun kept calling you but you wouldn't answer. You got off early to school following Jieun just to avoid Daehyun. How are you going to cope with this? This Friday doesn't seem to be like the other Fridays. Friday is supposed to be the day you feel the most relaxed and enjoy. But no, not today. You were just hoping you could end today hurriedly. You prayed you wouldn't see Daehyun at school. Fortunately, you didn't. You succeeded in avoiding Daehyun for the whole day. You think that's what you want. Your heart is actually aching , wishing Daehyun would try to see you once. You hated that ego, you felt yourself pathetic for hoping. "luckily the weekends here,"you thought. 2 days where it'll be easier for you to avoid Daehyun. You thought of going somewhere else with your friends for the whole weekend. Why isn't Daehyun calling you this time? You shaked your head." Why am i hoping for him to see me?" you could hear in a little corner in your heart . You packed your clothes and decided to spend the whole weekend in your relative's house. You tried to convince yourself that's the best way for now. So your weekend ended just like that. Your aunt's nagging, your uncle's chit chatting about his broken down car and your niece pulling your arm to take you to her fantasyland on the lawn.
The weekend was a 3 day hell for you. There wasn't reception in your grandpa's district. When you finally came back yo your house, it was 6pm. Dark. Your house was empty. Your parents went for business trip in Canada. All you could do was enter and throw yourself to your bed. You opened your phone. 6 missed calls, 12 text messages- none from Daehyun. You thought you got over it. No. You started crying more than ever. You finally concluded that Daehyun is seriously agreeing to the fact that you guys are over. You couldn't think. All you remember that day was crying yourself to sleep. 3 days in grandpa's house sure did you no favour. The next day? School. Another crappy day, you whispered. You paused for a moment before opening the front door. *door creeks* There. The world seemed to stop revolving for a few seconds. You saw the figure you missed the most even though you denied it. He walks towards you with light steps. You were lowering down your head the whole time, trying to hold in your tears." I thought you needed space. So I tried and tried to stop myself from calling you or texting you. I wanted to see your face so bad I thought I couldn't even stand up to do so. I wanted to understand but I can't. How am I supposed to do so when you don't even say a word about us?" he said with his voice that you were dying to hear, his tone sounded that of sadness mixed with a little bit annoyance. "I can't do this any longer..." and he grabbed you and hugged you. You felt his hands caressing your hair. "Whatever did I do to make you like this, I'm sorry. Please listen just once. I think my heart will explode if I don't say a word to you. I thought the world stopped every time I think of how we used to be together. I can't stand hearing our songs. The 3 days without you was hell. "
You wanted to speak, but you were choking with tears."I-i", you couldn't get your words out. This was just too much. All you wanted to do was forget all those incidents you saw and just wanted to go back into Daehyun's arms. Who cares what he meant with that girl? You felt like dying if you're not with Daehyun. You didn't want to mind all those things and just stay with Daehyun. Explanations are not for now, you thought. All you did now was crying in Daehyun's arms. (now for the twist lol ) So you made up with Daehyun. But you couldn't bring yourself to say what's been haunting you. What did he mean by holding the girl's hand? You wanted to say it, but you were too afraid you'll be broken down by the answers. You were still insecure, but you wanted to forget everything for now. . (Female's restroom) Girl's voice: Yah, mia, I heard Daehyun had a fight with (your name). Girl 2: oh really? well then? did they broke up? You were listening. Shocked. Girl 1:well I heard they just made up. . Girl 2: I don't care anymore. That Daehyun, no matter what I do he doesn't look at me. How can a guy neglect a girl like me? After holding hands and whatsoever, all that jerk see is (your name). girl 1: You held hands with him?????!! Girl 2: SHH! I told him I needed him to rehearse my so-called "script" for the drama club audition. Haha, he just does what I say, rehearsing his "lines". . I thought that was my last resort to get him. Turns out that ***** is clogging up his mind. I can't give up my pride for a guy like that, euwwww.. You. Were. Mentally breaking down. *chattering stops* All you could think of now is running to Daehyun. This time you know for sure that it's all okay. When you got out last period ended. You saw Daehyun in the usual place to bring you home. He smiled. You cried. You ran to him. "It was my fault all along." Daehyun just hugs you tighter and said " I love you no matter what happens."
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